"Annie?" Deb said uncertainly. "Are you hearing this?"
"Annie," Chase said, his voice roughening, "dammit, babe, I love you! If you really want the pansy poet instead of me, you're gonna have to look me in the eye and tell me so. You're gonna have to say, 'Chase, I don't love you anymore. What happened in that cabin was all pretense. I don't want to marry you again and live with you forever..."' Chase drew a ragged breath. "Dammit," he said, "I'm no good at this! You want sensitive, stick with the poet. You want a guy who's never stopped loving you, who'll love you until the day he dies, you don't have to look any further than me."
"Chase," Annie whispered, "oh, Chase..."
"The only lie I told you that entire weekend was when I said I was engaged to Janet Pendleton. Janet's a nice woman. I like her. But I don't love her. I told her that, a few days ago. I could never love anyone, except you."
"Annie," Deb said desperately, "pick up the phone!"
"They're calling my flight, babe, but hell, I'm not getting on! I changed my plans. I'm gonna fly to Boston instead. I'll be at your door in a few hours and I'm warning you, if you don't open it when I ring that bell, so help me, I'll bust it dow-"
Annie made a dive for the phone, but it was too late. All she heard when she picked it up was a dial tone.
"Annie," Deb said, "what are you going to do?" Annie's smile glittered. "Boston," she said, "here I come."
* * *
It was raining in Boston, too.
All flights, departing and arriving, were delayed, the soothing voice over the public address system kept repeating.
The terminal was jammed with weary travelers. Bodies were draped everywhere as people tried to snatch some sleep. There were lines at the ladies' rooms, at the snack counters, at the newsstands. Babies screamed, irate passengers argued with overworked ticket agents and Annie noticed absolutely none of it.
She kept up her vigil at Gate Nine, her eyes glued to the arrivals board, waiting. And waiting.
She wasn't even sure she was waiting in the right place and if she wasn't-if she wasn't, she'd just about run out of options.
It had seemed such a wonderful idea, to go to Boston and meet Chase as he arrived. She'd pictured his face, when he saw her waiting for him; she'd imagined running to him and having his arms close around her.
Halfway to Logan Airport, it had occurred to her that she had no idea what airline Chase was flaying.
Her foot had eased off the accelerator. Maybe she should go back.
Back? To pace from one room to another? To go crazy as she waited? No. She couldn't do that. That was why she'd thrown on jeans, sneakers and a T-shirt in the first place, and dashed to her car. She needed to be doing something, or she'd go crazy.
She had to see Chase the minute he stepped off the plane, had to fly into his arms and tell him she had never stopped loving him.
So she'd stepped down, hard, on the pedal again.
By the time she'd reached the airport, she'd had a plan. Well, a plan of sorts.
She'd gone to the first information desk she saw.
"Excuse me," she'd said politely, "but could you tell me what flights are coming in this evening from Puerto Rico?"
"What airline?" the clerk had asked, and Annie had smiled and said, unfortunately, she really didn't know what airline. Was that a problem?
It was, but not an insurmountable one. Annie knew the time Chase's New York-bound flight had boarded. If he'd managed to get himself ticketed on a flight to Boston instead, it would have to have gone out sometime after that.
That narrowed things down a bit. the clerk said.
There were only three possible flights Chase could have taken. They were on three different airlines, and they came in minutes apart. Annie's plan, therefore was simple. She'd wait for the first flight and if Chase wasn't one of the deplaning passengers, she'd rush to the next gate and wait again. If necessary, she'd do the same thing a third time.
"Good luck," the clerk had called, as Annie had hurried away.
The plan had seemed logical.
Now, she was beginning to wonder.
Flight one had arrived and disgorged what had looked like a full load of passengers.
Chase had not been among them.
Annie had hurried to the next gate. She'd gotten there out of breath, but with two minutes to spare before the door had opened and the arriving passengers had started streaming into the terminal.
She'd watched faces, standing on tiptoe, keeping her fingers crossed and silently chanting Chase's name like a mantra, but it hadn't helped. The last travelers walked into the terminal but he wasn't among them, either. Now she was at the final gate, waiting for the third and last plane.
What if Chase wasn't on it?
Annie's hands began to tremble. She thrust them deep into the pockets of her jacket.
Maybe he hadn't been able to change his flight plans. Planes could be sold out. You couldn't just change your plans at the last minute and assume you could get a ticket.
For all she knew, Chase might be landing in New York at this very minute. He might be phoning her, and reaching her answering machine again. It was late; he'd know she'd be home at this hour of the night.
When she didn't take the call, would he assume she'd gotten his message and wasn't interested?
Annie chewed on her lip.
There was another possibility she hadn't even considered until now. Chase could have hung up the phone and suddenly realized that it would be easier if he flew to Bradley Airport, in Hartford. He might be on his way to her house right now. What if he got there and banged on the door? What if she wasn't there to answer?
Would he think she was out, with Milton Hoffman? Would he think she'd gotten his message and didn't want to see him?
"Oh God," she whispered, "please, please, please..."
God didn't seem to be listening. The last few stragglers had emerged from the ramp that led to the plane.
Chase wasn't one of them.
Tears spilled down Annie's cheeks.
Maybe the simple truth was that he'd changed his mind.
A sob burst from her throat. A couple standing nearby looked at her curiously. She knew how she must look, in her ratty outfit, with her hair all curly and wild from the rain and now with tears coursing down her face, but she didn't care.
Nothing mattered, now that she'd lost Chase a second time.
She turned, jammed her hands into her pockets and started walking.
"Annie?"
What fools they'd been, the two of them. So in love, and so unable to connect about the things that really mattered.
"Annie?"
There would never be another love in her life. Chase would stay in her heart, forever.
"Annie!"
Hands closed around her shoulders, hands that were familiar and dear.
"Chase?" Annie whispered, and she spun around and saw her husband.
They stared at each other wordlessly, and then Chase opened his arms and gathered her in. She threw her arms around his neck and they clung to each other, oblivious to the people watching and smiling, to the noise and the announcements.
A long minute later, Chase led Annie off into a corner.
"Annie, darling." He took her face between his hands. She was so beautiful. So perfect His eyes blurred as he bent and brushed his lips against hers. "I'm sorry sweetheart," he whispered. "I never meant to hurt you. I always loved you, Annie. Everything I did, babe-the long hours, the networking, the meetings-it was all for you. I wanted you to have everything. I wanted you to be proud of me, to be glad you were my wife."
Annie put her hands over his and smiled through her tears.
"I was always proud of you. Don't you know that? I wouldn't care if you dug ditches, just as long as you loved me."
Chase gathered her close and kissed her. "Annie Bennett Cooper," he whispered against her mouth, "will you marry me?"
"oh, yes," Annie said, "oh, yes, Chase, oh, yes."
"Tonight, babe. We can get right on a plane, fly to the Caribbean and get married on Saint John Island."
"That's a wonderful idea," she said, and kissed him.
Chase looped his arm around her shoulders. "Come on. Let's find the ticket counter."
Halfway to the escalator, he came to a stop.
"Wait here a minute," he said. He brushed a kiss over her mouth, and hurried into one of the shops that dotted the terminal.
Annie looked in the window. A huge vase stood behind the glass, filled with red roses. As she watched, Chase pulled out his wallet and spoke to the clerk. Seconds later, he stood before Annie again, holding one perfect red rose in his hand.
"Do you remember that night, years ago?" he asked. "I'd gotten my first big break, and I brought you one rose..."