The Millionaire Affair(53)

Shane and Crickitt, God bless them, had been so careful when they asked  Aiden and Sadie to be the only two members of the wedding party. But if  there was one thing he and Sadie could agree on, it was doing right by  their friends. They'd put aside their differences for the big day and  had managed to be cordial, though not sociable, until the start of the  reception.

That's when Aiden had bumbled his way through a long-overdue apology.  While he'd never apologize for prioritizing his mother during her fight  with cancer, he realized too late it was a mistake to allow his ex-wife  back into his life. He meant well when he decided to keep the divorce  quiet, but Aiden should have told his mother before she died. Now she'd  never know the truth, never get to meet Sadie. A regret he'd have to  live with.

Sadie's buoyant giggle, a fake one if Aiden had to guess, lifted onto  the air. He turned to see her toss her head back, blonde curls cascading  down her bare back as she gripped Crickitt's younger brother's arm.  Garrett, who had been Krazy-Glued to Sadie's side the entire reception,  grinned down at her, clearly smitten. Aiden dragged his gaze from her  mane of soft golden waves to her dress, a pink confection hugging her  every amazing, petite curve. He couldn't blame the kid for staring at  her intently. Sadie was beautiful.

"Rough," he heard Shane say as he pulled out the chair next to him and sat, beer bottle in hand.

His cousin looked relaxed with his white tuxedo shirt unbuttoned and the  sleeves cuffed at the elbows. He'd taken off the tie he'd worn earlier,  a sight that almost made Aiden laugh. Before Shane met Crickitt, Aiden  would've bet Shane slept wearing a tie. Crickitt had vanquished Shane's  inner workaholic and in return, Shane had stepped up to become the man  Crickitt needed.

Aiden had had a similar opportunity with Sadie. It was a test he'd  failed spectacularly. "She has a right to be mad," he said, tilting his  beer bottle again.

"You were in a difficult situation," Shane said magnanimously.         

     



 

Maybe so, but after his mother succumbed to the cancer riddling her  body, after he'd grieved and moaned and helped his father plan the  funeral, Aiden had seen things more clearly. Remembering the way he'd  shut Sadie out of his life, rejected her in the worst possible way,  stung like alcohol to a fresh cut. He should have brought her in, no  matter how bad the circumstances. His mother would have accepted her.

His mother would have loved her.

"If I could go back, I'd tell Mom the truth." He swallowed thickly. "She deserved the truth."

"Don't do that, man." Shane clapped him on the shoulder. "You did what  you believed was best. It was never going to be an easy situation."

True, but he'd taken an already hard situation and complicated the hell  out of it. At his mother's diagnosis, Aiden went into Responsibility  Mode. With his sister in Tennessee, a brother in Chicago, his other  brother in Columbus, and his father simultaneously grieving and working,  everything had fallen on Aiden.

When his mother said she wanted to move to Oregon to seek alternative  treatments, Aiden rearranged his entire life and helped her do just  that. Later, his siblings had argued with him that they would have  helped if they'd known about any of it. Aiden had known in his gut there  wasn't enough time to pull everyone together for a powwow.

"I appreciate you being here," Shane said.

Aiden snapped out of his reverie. "Oh man, I'm sorry. I'm being a jerk  on your big day." He straightened in his chair, ashamed to have let  melancholy overshadow his happiness for Shane and Crickitt.

Speaking of, here she came, poured into a slim white wedding dress,  fabric flowers sewn into the flowing train. She grinned at Shane, her  face full of love, her blue eyes shining. When she flicked a look over  to Aiden, he promptly slapped a smile onto his face.

"You look amazing, C," he told her.

Crickitt's grin widened. "Thank you."

"And this reception"-he blew out a breath for effect-"the lights"-he  gestured to the hundreds of strands draped inside the tent-"the flowers,  the band." The three-piece band included a formerly famous singer a  decade past his heyday, but the guy still had it.

Crickitt rested a hand on her husband's shoulder. "Shane insisted on all  this. I wanted something simple. When he suggested getting married in a  tent in Tennessee …  I didn't expect this." She waved a hand around the  interior of the tent: the shining wooden dance floor, the thick swaths  of mosquito netting covering every entrance, the tall, narrow air  conditioners positioned at each corner to keep the guests cool and  comfortable during the warm June evening.

She smiled down at Shane. "But it is pretty great."

"You're pretty great," Shane said, tugging her into his lap and kissing  her bare shoulder. The wedding photographer swooped in, capturing the  picture for posterity, a good one by the looks of it.

Aiden picked the moment to excuse himself for a refill.

Or maybe two.



Sadie caught movement out of the corner of her eye and swept her  attention away from Crickitt's attentive brother to see Aiden tracking  his way across the tent in that easygoing lope of his.

She'd never seen him in a suit until she preceded Crickitt down the  aisle. He didn't wear the tie he'd worn earlier, picked to match her  bridesmaid's dress. She knew the intricate design by heart. She'd traced  the tiny pink and silver paisley design, all the while trying not to  allow the sorrow in his voice to crack through her defenses. He'd not  only broken her heart last summer with a phone call, he'd broken her  will, demolished her sense of true north. She couldn't forgive him-or  herself-for allowing it to happen.

She'd cut the conversation short tonight, recalling the promise she'd  made to never show her vulnerability to this man again, and stalked away  from him as fast as her sparkly pink heels would carry her.

Garrett turned his attention to someone else standing in their little  circle, and Sadie took the opportunity to watch Aiden. Tailored black  pants hugged his impressive thighs and led up to a tucked white shirt,  open at the collar and showing enough of his tanned neck to be  distracting.

I made a mistake last summer, Sadie. One I'll regret always.

A pang of guilt stabbed her. She hadn't expected the flood of emotion  that crashed into her when she saw him for the first time in nearly a  year. She'd planned to tell him she was sorry he lost his mother. And  she was. She may have never met the woman, but she saw her once. And she  saw the connection between mother and son as clearly as she saw Aiden  now.         

     



 

Sadie kept up with Aiden's mother's illness via updates from Crickitt.  The decision not to go to the funeral went without saying, but Sadie  hadn't been able to stop herself from sending an anonymous bouquet to  the funeral home. Losing a parent was one of the worst things in the  world, she knew.

Sadie straightened her spine, wiggled her heel into the floor, and  reminded herself again not to dwell on her own heartbreak. Her best  friend's wedding wasn't the place to dig up the past. Even so, she'd  spent most of the day desperately trying to tamp down one emotion after  the other. Thank goodness girls were supposed to cry at weddings.

Which is why she'd been avoiding him. Aiden had a knack for seeing right  through her. That was the clincher. He knew her. Picked her apart with  those clairvoyant sea green eyes of his, and left her defenseless. And  being called out by Aiden Downey was at the tippy-top of her "To Don't"  list.

Aiden pulled a hand through his thick hair, the length of it landing  between his shoulder blades. Sadie recalled the texture of it as if  she'd run her fingers through it yesterday. She hated that.

Damn muscle memory.

Crickitt's mother, Chandra, approached the bar and gave Aiden a plump  hug. Aiden smiled down at her, but Sadie saw the sadness behind it, and  for a split second, it made her heart hurt. She'd gotten good at reading  him, too. Knowing that reminded her of just how close she'd been to  losing her heart to him …  until a phone call annihilated everything  between them.

Whether it was the invisible cord of awareness strung between them or  coincidence, Sadie wasn't sure, but Aiden chose that moment to look in  her direction. His smile faltered, the dimple on his left cheek fading  before he flicked his eyes away.

Sadie used to love the way he shook her up. From across a room. With  nothing more than a look. But now her heart raced for a far different  reason. One she refused to name. She frowned down at her empty champagne  flute. She was going to need more alcohol if she hoped to toughen her  hide. This exposed vulnerability simply wasn't going to cut it.

"Refill?" Garrett asked, gesturing to her empty glass.

"Yes," she said, grateful for his doting. She handed it over. "Keep 'em coming."



Aiden bid the last lingering guests farewell, watching as a  sophisticated older couple by the name of Townsend walked out to the  driveway.