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The Martians(32)

By:Kim Stanley Robinson



Years of grieving passed in Zygote, like hibernation. Maya taught the kids and ignored Hiroko and the rest of the adults. Among them, Sax's flat manner was the least irritating to her. So she lived in a circular bamboo top room and taught the young brood of ectogenes with Sax, and kept to herself.

But the Coyote dropped by from time to time, and so she at least had someone to talk to. When he showed up she smiled, and some parts of her that were shut off turned on, and they took walks along the little lakeshore opposite Hiroko's grove, to the Rickover and back, crunching over the frosty dune grass. He told her stories from the rest of the underground, she told him about the kids, and the survivors of the First Hundred. It was their own private world. Mostly they did not sleep together, but once or twice they did—just following the flow of their feelings, their friendship, which mattered more than any physical coupling. Afterward he took off without good-byes to anyone else.

Once he shook his head. “You need more than this, Maya, the big world is still out there. All of it waiting for you before it can make its next move, I judge.”

“It can wait a while longer then.”

Another time: “Why aren't you hooked up with a man.”

“Who?”

“That's for you to say.”

“Indeed.”

He dropped the subject. He never intruded, that was part of the friendship.

Then Sax left for what Desmond called the demimonde, which made Maya restless, and unexpectedly sad. She had thought Sax enjoyed her company as the other main teacher of the kids. Though of course it was hard to tell with him. But to have his face surgically altered, in order to move out of Zygote to the north; it felt like a kind of rebuke. Not only to be such a small factor in his plans, but then to be staying behind herself, in their little refuge, when the world was still out there, changing every day. And then she missed him too, his flat affect and his peculiar thought, like that of a large brilliant toddler, or a member of some other primate species, cousin to theirs: homo scientificus. She missed him. And it began to feel like it was time for her to thaw, end her hibernation, and start another life.


Desmond helped with that. He came by after an unusually long time away, and asked Maya to go back out with him. “There's a man from Praxis here on planet I want to talk to. Nirgal thinks he's the something or other, the messenger, but I don't know."

“Sure,” Maya said, pleased to be asked.

Half an hour's packing and she was ready to leave forever. She went to Nadia and told her to tell the others she was off, and Nadia nodded and said, “Good, good, you need to get out,” always the critical sister.

“Yes yes,” Maya said sharply, and she was off to the garage when she saw Michel going out to the dunes, and called to him. He had left Underhill without saying good-bye and it had bothered her ever since, and she wouldn't do the same to him. She walked out to the first ridge of dune sand.

“I'm going with Coyote.”

“Not you too! Will you come back?”

“We'll see.”

He regarded her face closely. “Well, good.”

“You should get out too.”

“Yes . . . perhaps now I will.” He was serious, even grave, watching her so closely. Maybe it was Michel Desmond had been referring to, she thought. “Do you think it's time?” he asked.

“Time for?”

“For us? For us to be out there?”

“Yes,” she ventured.

Then she was off, skulking north with the Coyote, to the equator west of Tharsis, following canyon walls and threading boulder plains. It was great to see the land again, but she didn't like the skulking. They ducked under the fallen elevator cable in a glaciated region midway up west Tharsis, and followed the cable downhill west for two days. They came on a giant moving building that was running over the cable, processing it for little cars running back up tracks to Sheffield, and Desmond said, “Look, he's out in a field car, let's follow.” Maya watched as Coyote disabled the poor man's door to the building while he was out on a drive, and then stood by Coyote cautiously, ready for anything, as Coyote approached the man pounding fearfully on the door, and made his farcical greeting:

“Welcome to Mars!”

Indeed. One look at the man and Maya knew he knew just who they were, and had been sent out to contact them, and learn what he could and report back to his masters on Earth.

“He's a spy,” she said to Desmond when they were alone.

“He's a messenger.”

“You don't know that!”

“Okay, okay. But be careful with him. Don't be rude.”


But then they heard that Sax had been captured. Caution was thrown to the winds—and did not come back, in Maya's life, for many years.