Her body shook, her stomach trying to revolt, but she closed her eyes and rode it out. That nightmare was over, but this one was just getting started. She might be responsible for Brendan’s death, but she hadn’t gone into that strip club looking to hurt him. All she’d wanted was answers. To talk. To get a feel for the man she was supposed to marry.
He was the one who’d brought them to violence, to a life-or-death struggle that only she had walked away from—just like his kin had been responsible for hurting Teague. It didn’t matter if they were the ones to actually deliver the blows. Her men didn’t move on an enemy without her father’s okay, and she seriously doubted that Victor Halloran went about things any differently. If anything, he was even more controlling that Papa.
No, the attack on Teague was because a Halloran had ordered it.
She’d find out who and then she’d…What? Kill him like she killed Brendan?
This time, when her stomach lurched, she couldn’t fight it back down. She barely made it to the bathroom in time to lose every last bit of cake she’d eaten today. Callie threw up until she couldn’t throw up any more, and then she washed her face and brushed her teeth, her mind reeling and her body shaking. No matter how angry she was, she couldn’t make that call. They hadn’t killed Teague. They hadn’t even injured him critically, for all that it looked horrible. She couldn’t call for a death as a result. She stopped in the doorway and watched his chest rise and fall, reassuring herself that he was still breathing.
But if they’d killed him…Her heart tried to beat itself out of her chest, but she forced herself to finish the thought. If they’d killed him, there wasn’t a single spot in Boston where they could hide that she wouldn’t find them and make them pay.
Chapter Eleven
James nursed his second whiskey as time ticked by. There were things to do and calls to make, but he hadn’t moved from this spot since Teague left hours ago. He respected the man’s willingness to put the safety of his family before anything else—even a relative innocent. Because whatever the family—O’Malley, Halloran, or Sheridan—none of them were truly innocents.
It just went to shine the light on his willingness to let the girl who may or may not have murdered his older brother get away. If his old man knew, he’d lose his shit. The skin between James’s shoulder blades twitched, as if expecting the lash. His father wouldn’t go so far as to kill him—probably—but he had no problem exacting his punishments in blood.
James had the scars to prove it.
He downed half his whiskey, the burn in his throat doing nothing to calm his mind. He didn’t want this shit any more than Teague seemed to, but at least the other man was taking steps to put it to a stop. He sighed. The time for indecision was over.
They had to find the girl.
The door to the pub opened and a group of men streamed through, Ricky in the center of them. Their voices cut through the relative quiet of the room, their laughter too loud and too sharp. Ricky lifted his hand. “Tommy, we’re celebrating! First round’s on the house.”
What. The. Fuck?
There was nothing to celebrate. He straightened, his fingers tightening around the glass. They were acting suspiciously, like they were coming off a successful hit, but he knew for a fact he hadn’t ordered one. He finished his whiskey and got up, moving slowly to the bar to set the glass down, leaning there while he listened to the men at Ricky’s table.
“Fuck, that guy hit hard.”
Ricky laughed. “Not for long. Did you see the look on that bitch’s face when we dropped him? I think she pissed her tiny little running shorts.” More laughter all around.
James turned, waiting for them to realize he was there. He could rush over and start demanding answers, but one of the few useful things he’d learned from his old man was that how you entered a situation determined whether you’d come out on top or bottom. These were his men and his brother, and as great as it’d be to pretend that this was a perfect world where the men would always respect him, that wasn’t how things worked. Love and fear were the only two emotions that forged loyalty, and he knew better than to aim for the former.
The man facing the bar noticed him first, his left eye swollen nearly shut. James couldn’t place his name—any of their names aside from his brother—but the man knew him. He went silent. The guy next to him turned to see what he was looking at, and paled. It went like that around the table, until Ricky was the only one still laughing and bragging.
His littler brother finally looked over and his grin widened. “Here to celebrate, James?”