The Marriage Agenda(18)

He hadn't a clue what she expected she'd get out of the deal. Guilt  niggled. She opted to change the subject. "Well, considering orgasms are  forbidden … "

He leaned close. So close, she could see nothing more than the golden  flecks in his honey-brown eyes. "Not forbidden. Any time you want one,  you just say the word."

Chloe stared him down. "This may come as a complete shock to you, but  when I'm not winning a certain bet, I can handle that perfectly fine  without your help."

"Sounds like an event not to be missed." He punctuated his soft words  with an even softer kiss, leaving her acutely, painfully aware of why  she had been avoiding him.

She swallowed. "You do realize you don't have to keep up the act in private, right?"

"What act?" His surprise seemed genuine, which only muddled things more. How could he not realize what he was doing to her?

"This whole touchy-feely thing."

"I told you it's not an act."

"And I told you not to do anything you couldn't take back."

"Dammit, Chloe." Knox stood and crossed the room. He paused at the  window with his back to her for a minute before he spoke. His words were  soft. "For as long as I can remember, I've seen Rex treat my mom like  she was an inconvenience. Everything nice he ever did for her was for  show-if no one was watching, he turned it all off. Seeing my mother go  through that … well, that affected me. How could it not?" He turned and  looked at her. "Obviously I never planned to get married, but I did. We  did. I don't want you to think for a moment I don't … appreciate you."

Appreciate. Well, that's just great. It should have been. Hell, it would  have to be. She stood. "I'll give you credit for one thing."

"What?"

"That woman you eventually fall in love with? You're going to be  amazing." She paused, trying to force the emotion from her throat. It  didn't work. Ah, hell. She'd already lost her heart. What was a little  dignity gone, too?

She had to choke out the words, but she said them anyway. "I just hope she knows how lucky she is."





Chapter Twelve

The damned house was too small. Thirteen rooms and not a single molecule of oxygen to be found.

Knox had crowded them all out.

Even when he wasn't there, he filled every room. All Chloe had to do was  glance in the direction of their bedroom to picture him emerging from  the shower, water droplets clinging to his broad chest. The kitchen  reminded her of how he leaned against the counter in the mornings,  treacherously sexy with his sweat pants riding low on his hips. Even the  way he came home in the evenings and immediately lost his tie, as if he  was completely human under the requisite politician façade, made her  feel all hot and mushy inside.

She was spiraling hard and fast into forbidden territory, and the  reality check she so desperately needed wouldn't be found under his  roof.

Guilt nagged at her. He had promised her a story and given her access  beyond her wildest dreams. Would he have done that if he had known his  father was her target all along? Despite the fact she planned to follow  to the letter her arrangement with Knox, she knew if she found something  on Rex, it would be a betrayal of Knox's trust.

To that end, she almost laughed. A politician who trusted a reporter. It  probably wouldn't be his first mistake, but there remained a very real  possibility it would be his last, at least insofar as his political  aspirations went. Rex hadn't fallen … yet. He'd stumbled, but he'd landed  fat and happy on a ledge, with no idea of how far he had to go.

Chloe knew. She just needed to prove it. She would prove it. But could  she live with herself thereafter? She squared her shoulders and decided  it didn't matter-not if she was able to give back to her grandmother  what Rex and Pactron planned to take away.

The farm. Last Chloe checked, there had been air there. Lots of it.  After the fight with Pactron, her grandmother had moved to a retirement  home not far from her property, and though only a month had passed since  Chloe had visited, with everything that had happened in her life since  then, it felt like years. The town was far enough from the stink of DC  for Chloe to take a deep breath.         

     



 

It was far enough from Knox.

He wasn't home, so she scrawled a quick note and left it on the counter.  It would have to be good enough. Talking to Knox-even via text-would  not be conducive to her search for oxygen.

She had one foot in a sneaker before she realized she wore old jeans and  a tee. Now that she was one of the almighty Hamiltons, she had an  obligation not to look like a complete slob when she went out, but she  wasn't exactly headed to the White House. The rural one-horse town in  which her grandmother lived was a good two hours outside the beltway,  and Chloe had no intention of spending that two hours in heels and a  dry-clean-only outfit.

Jeans would be just fine.

She grabbed her keys and was precisely ten feet into her escape when she  ran into Knox. Literally. She bounced off that ridiculously hard chest  and backpedaled to achieve a safe distance, but he had already grabbed  her arm, steadying her, his grip depriving her of an escape.

"Everything okay?"

"Sure." The word sounded as painted and fake as any she had ever  uttered, but maybe he was busy and wouldn't notice. Please let him be  busy. The man had much bigger things to worry about than-

"Where are you headed?"

Chloe looked down at her jeans and paid a little too much attention to  the rip in one knee. She'd seen a similar flaw on a new pair that sold  for a few hundred bucks, but she'd gotten hers the old-fashioned way.

"I'm going to visit my grandmother."

His eyes immediately clouded with concern. "Doesn't she live near … ? Is she okay?"

Her field of vision narrowed slightly at the way he switched gears. Was  he thinking of where they'd met … or of the site of the coal plant that  had been approved under Rex's watch? "She's fine. I just need a bit of a  reality check."

"You're not changing your mind, are you?"

He'd stopped short of reminding her she was contractually obligated not to.

"No, I just want some air."

His brow lifted. "We have air here."

"Your air reeks of politics."

A corner of his mouth quirked. "I suppose it does."

"Now, if you'll excuse me-"

"I'll come with you."

"What?"

He yanked off his Lorenzo Cana tie and tossed it aside as if it hadn't  cost more than her monthly apartment rent. "It's early, and I'm free the  rest of the day. Do you mind?"

Of course she minded. Two hours in the car with him to revisit the place  where they'd fallen in love? Or where she had. Only you. Chloe pressed  her lips together and stared at the man who didn't want to love her.  "Not at all," she lied.

"Give me a minute to change. I'll drive."

So much for air. She watched him go, thinking she should call Toby and  tell him to invent something for Knox to do that afternoon, but then she  would have to explain why she didn't want to be with Knox, which really  wouldn't bode well for her position as campaign wife. Of course, if she  gave it the right spin …  What politician didn't love a good spin? Knox  should be schmoozing someone other than her-anyone other than her.  Kissing babies. Something, anything other than heading for the hills.

She palmed her cell phone, but that was as far as she got. Knox  reappeared in three minutes flat, now wearing jeans and a nearly  threadbare T-shirt that was the same color as the baseball hat he'd  donned.

Oh, God.

She tried to swallow the lump in her throat and failed. He was the man  she'd met that night at the bar. The one who had taken her hand and slow  danced through the fast songs. The one who'd made love to her all night  to the sound of a scratchy radio. The one-

"Chloe?"

She found her voice. "Are you sure you have time? We'll be gone the rest of the day."

"I'm sure."

Fifteen minutes later, they were pulling onto the highway. Despite their  unnerving proximity, she was beginning to relax. Knox didn't try to  engage her in conversation, rather he passed the time singing along with  the radio, tapping his fingers and shooting crooked grins her way at a  pace far too frequent for her already unsteady heart.

She watched him from behind her sunglasses and wondered just who the  real Knox was. The polished politician or the guy who had bypassed the  car's air conditioning in favor of a windows-down, windblown cruise in a  backward ball cap. The man who was devastating in a suit, but who  dropped jaws in dressed-down mode. No more than he wore those jeans,  they should have been stiff, but no. The well-worn denim fell against  him like sin, fitting him just as naturally as that handmade Italian  silk tie he'd tossed on the granite countertop.         

     



 

"How's your grandma been?" he asked. As if he knew her. As if he had a  right to ask, after his father had somehow been instrumental in throwing  her off her land.