I trudged towards the house. Edward followed. We were on the porch before I realized that Richard wasn't with us. I turned back. He had knelt down beside Williams. I thought at first he was praying, then realized he was touching the bloody snow. Did I really want to know? Yeah.
I walked back over. Edward stayed on the porch without being asked. Point for him. "Richard, are you all right?" It was a stupid question with a man he knew dead at his feet. But what else was I supposed to ask?
His hand closed over the bloody snow, crushing it. He shook his head. I thought he was just angry, or grief stricken, until I saw the sweat on his face.
He turned his face upward, eyes closed. The moon rode full and bright, heavy and silver white. The light was almost daylight bright this far away from the city. Wisps of cloud rode the sky, made luminous with moonshine.
"Richard?"
"I knew him, Anita. We've gone birding together. We talked about his doctorate thesis. I knew him, and now all I can think of is the smell of blood and how warm he still is."
He opened his eyes and looked at me. There was sorrow in his eyes, but mostly there was darkness. His beast was looking out through his eyes.
I turned away. I couldn't hold his gaze. "I've got to make this phone call. Don't eat any of the evidence." I walked away across the snow. It had been too long a night.
I called from the phone in Williams's kitchen. I called Garroway first, told him what we'd found. Once he could breathe, he cursed a bit and said he'd come himself. Probably wondering if things would have turned out differently if he'd come in the first place. Command decisions are always hard.
I hung up and dialed the number on my beeper. "Hello."
"This is Anita Blake. This number was left on my beeper."
"Anita, this is Kaspar Gunderson."
The swan man. "Yes, Kaspar, what is it?"
"You sound awful. Has something happened?"
"Lots, but why did you beep me?"
"I found Jason."
I stood a little straighter. "You're kidding."
"No, I found him. I've got him at my house now. I've been trying to contact Richard. Do you know where he is?"
"With me."
"Perfect," he said. "Can he come take charge of Jason before he changes?"
"Well, yeah, I guess so, why?"
"I'm just a bird, Anita. I'm not a predator. I can't control an inexperienced werewolf."
"Okay, I'll tell him. Where's your house?"
"Richard knows where it is. I've got to get back to Jason, keep him calm. If he loses it before Richard arrives, I'm running for cover. So if I don't answer the doorbell, you'll know what happened."
"Are you in danger from him?"
"Just hurry." He hung up.
Richard had come inside. He was standing in the doorway looking bemused, as if listening to music only he could hear.
"Richard?"
His head moved slowly towards the sound of my voice like a video running on slow speed. His eyes were pale golden yellow, the color of amber.
"Jesus," I said.
He didn't look away. He blinked his new eyes at me. "What is it?"
"Kaspar called. He found Jason. He's been trying to get you. Says he can't control him once he changes."
"Jason's all right," he said. He gave it that questioning lilt.
"Yes, are you all right?"
"No, I have to change soon or the moon will pick the time for me."
I didn't exactly understand that statement, but he could explain in the car. "Edward can drive, in case the moon picks going down Highway Forty-four as the perfect time."
"Good idea, but Kaspar's house is just up the mountain."
"What do you mean?"
"Kaspar lives just up the road."
"Great, let's go."
"You'll have to leave Jason and me up there," he said.
"Why?"
"I can make sure he doesn't hurt anybody, but he has to hunt. I'll take him out here. There are deer in the woods."
I stared at him. He was still Richard. Still my sweetie, but ... His eyes were the color of pale amber, startling in his dark face.
"You're not going to change in the car, are you?" I asked.
"No. I would never endanger you. I have complete control over my beast. It's what being an alpha wolf means."
"I wasn't worried about being eaten," I said. "I just didn't want you to get that clear junk all over my new seats."
He flashed a smile. It would have been more comforting if his teeth hadn't been just a little pointier than usual.
Jesus H. Christ.
Chapter 40
Kaspar Gunderson's house was made of stone, or at least sided with it. Pale chunks of granite formed the walls. The trim was white, the roof shingles pale grey. The door was white as well. It was clean, neat, and still managed to be rustic. It sat in a clearing at the top of the mountain. The road stopped at his house. There was a turnaround but the road didn't go past.