My fist hit the wall over and over and over again. I didn’t stop, not even when I heard the distinct sound of bone cracking, not when my hand was dripping with blood. I wanted the ache in my chest to go away, and I wanted my sister to be here. I finally dropped to the floor on my knees, and for the first time since Jewel’s death, I cried, and let it all out.
HUSHED CONVERSATION From the other side of my bedroom door roused me from my spot on the floor. I rolled over, and winced, cradling my injured hand to my chest. I lifted it up, noting the dried blood, and the swell of my knuckles.
Using my arm, I lifted myself to my knees, and then stood up on unsteady legs. It was already dark outside, and I checked my phone to see what time it was.
Two a.m.
Shit. Was I out that long?
The murmurs grew louder, and then softer, and I could faintly make out Reid’s voice. I opened my door, squinting into the light, and found him standing in the living room talking animatedly to Jade while trying to keep quiet.
“Hey.” My voice croaked, and my throat was scratchy.
Their heads whipped in my direction, and Jade pinned me with a ferocious sneer. She had every right to be mad. I’d said some vile things – unforgivable things – to Kennedy. Things I said in the heat of moment without meaning to, things that I couldn’t take back.
“Everything okay?” I asked, stepping away from the threshold of my bedroom.
Jade looked at Reid, and whispered, “You know what, never mind. I’ll do this on my own.”
“Don’t be like that,” he replied. “I’ll help you.”
“Help her with what?”
Jade’s jaw ticked, and her body was taut with tension. “Nothing you need to concern yourself with.”
“We have to tell him,” sighed Reid.
Jade gritted her teeth. “No. He doesn’t need to know, Reid.”
“I disagree.” They had a stare-off, and Jade relented by throwing her hands in the air with an exasperated huff. “Fine. But don’t expect him to care, or help.”
I didn’t like her tone, but I couldn’t blame her for feeling that way. Still, I wanted to know what was going on. There had to be a reason she was here at this time of the morning.
“Kennedy’s missing,” said Reid.
I straightened. “What do you mean?”
“She wasn’t in her room, and her Jeep is gone,” replied Jade. “I tried calling her but it goes straight to voicemail.”
The storm outside was still raging, and there had been several warnings on the news about roads being unsafe to travel on. My skin prickled, and my gut churned at the thought of something happening to Kennedy after our fight.
“Do you know where she might’ve gone?” I asked.
“There’s only one place I can think of, but I’m not sure she would have gone that far.” Jade’s voice was softer, fearful, and I could tell she was worried.
“Where?”
“Back to Madison, to see her grandparents.”
“Madison, Georgia?” Asked Reid. He looked at Jade with a dubious expression, and I muttered, “Shit.”
My body moved without thinking, and I dressed into clean, dry clothes before making a grab for my keys.
“Where are you going?” Asked Reid.
“I’m going to find her,” I replied, opening the front door.
“You can’t go alone,” he said, following behind me. I stepped outside of the building, and into the pouring rain.
“Dane, you’re not thinking this through. You can’t drive on these roads, we need to wait for the weather to ease up.”
“Not a chance, Reid.” I climbed into my truck. “I’m going to find her.”
He looked up at the sky, swearing under his breath, and then dropped his gaze back to me. “Okay, but I’m coming with you.”
I waited for him to climb into the passenger seat, and then drove out of the lot. I took the only route Kennedy would have taken, and started praying that she was okay.
We’d been driving for almost an hour, and Kennedy’s phone was still going to voicemail. The rain hadn’t eased up at all, and I hated having to drive slower because of all the water. I saw hazard lights flashing ahead as we approached a bridge, and panic started to set in. It wasn’t a Jeep, and if it hadn’t been for the person jumping around with flailing arms trying to get us to stop, I probably would have driven past.
“Help!” An older man yelled. “Please! Help!”
Reid and I jumped out, and as soon as the man saw us, he pointed to the water. “There’s a car down there, and I haven’t seen anyone come out. I’ve called an ambulance, but that was three hours ago. I think they’ve been held up by the storm!”