Forty-eight hours. Why? It wouldn’t take them more than two hours to clear their so-called office.
Harry closed his eyes and considered the case. Wrote a last mental report for his personal archive.
Two women killed in the same way, drowning in their own blood, with ketanome in the bloodstream. One woman hanged from a diving tower, with a rope taken from an old ropery. One man drowned in his own bathtub. All the victims had probably been in the same cabin at the same time. They didn’t know yet who else had been there, what the motive behind the murders could be or what had gone on in the Håvass cabin that day or night. There was just effect, no cause. Case closed.
‘Harry . . .’
He hadn’t heard his father wake, and he turned.
Olav Hole looked renewed, but perhaps that was because of the colour in his cheeks and the feverish glow in his eyes. Harry got up and moved his chair over to his father’s bedside.
‘Have you been here long?’
‘Ten minutes,’ Harry lied.
‘I’ve slept so well,’ Olav said. ‘And had such wonderful dreams.’
‘I can see. You look like you’re ready to get up and leave.’
Harry plumped his pillow, and his father let him do it even though they both knew that it wasn’t necessary.
‘How’s the house?’
‘Fine,’ Harry said. ‘It will stand for ever.’
‘Good. There’s something I want to talk to you about, Harry.’
‘Mm?’
‘You’re a grown man now. You’ll lose me in a natural way. That’s how it should be. Not how you lost your mother. You were on the verge of going insane.’
‘Was I?’ Harry said, straightening the pillowslip.
‘You demolished your room. You wanted to kill the doctors, those that had infected her, and even me. Because I had … well, because I hadn’t discovered it earlier, I suppose. You were so full of love.’
‘Of hatred, you mean?’
‘No, of love. It’s the same currency. Everything starts with love. Hatred is just the other side of the coin. I’ve always thought that your mother’s death is what drove you to drink. Or rather the love for your mother.’
‘Love is a killer,’ Harry mumbled.
‘What?’
‘Just something someone once said to me.’
‘I did everything your mother asked me to do. Apart from one thing. She asked me to help her when the time came.’
It felt as if someone had injected ice-cold water into Harry’s chest.
‘But I couldn’t. And do you know what, Harry? It has given me nightmares. Not a day has passed when I haven’t thought about not being able to fulfil that wish for her, for the woman I loved above all else on this earth.’
The thin wooden chair creaked as Harry jumped up. He walked over to the window. He heard his father draw breath a couple of times behind him, deep, trembling. Then it came.
‘I know that this is a heavy burden to impose on you, son. But I also know that you’re like me – it will haunt you if you don’t. So let me explain what you do . . .’
‘Dad,’ Harry said.
‘Can you see this hypodermic needle?’
‘Dad! Stop!’
Everything went quiet behind him. Except for the rasp of his breathing. Outside, Harry saw the black-and-white film of a town with face-like clouds pressing their blurred, leaden-grey features against the rooftops.
‘I want to be buried in Åndalsnes,’ his father said.
Buried. The word sounded like an echo from Easters with Mum and Dad in Lesja when Olav Hole, with great earnestness, explained to Harry and Sis what they should do if they were buried in an avalanche and they had constrictive pericarditis, a hardened sac around the heart that prevented it from expanding. An armoured heart. Around them were flat fields and gently sloping ridges; it was a bit like when air hostesses on domestic flights over Inner Mongolia explain how to use life jackets. Absurd, but nevertheless: it gave them a feeling of security, the sense that they would all survive if they just did the right things. And now Dad was saying that wasn’t true, after all.
Harry coughed. ‘Åndalsnes … to be with Mum … ?’
Harry fell quiet.
‘And I want to lie alongside my fellow villagers.’
‘You don’t know them.’
‘Well, who do we know? At least they and I are from the same place. Perhaps ultimately that’s what it’s about. The tribe. We want to be with our tribe.’
‘Do we?’
‘Yes, we do. Whether we are aware of it or not, that’s what we want.’
The nurse with the badge bearing the name Altman came in, flashed a quick smile at Harry and tapped his watch.