The skirt seemed shorter than I remembered too but at least there was a pair of panties with it, which I hadn’t noticed before. Not that they covered much. They were tiny white lace things with an innocent white bow at the top. The bow concealed a small zipper which pulled down to split the crotch wide open, revealing my freshly shaved pussy. I resolved to keep the panties zipped up. I might be playing the naughty school girl, but there were limits. The white knee socks and Mary Janes completed the look.
I stared at myself in the sexy get-up feeling incredibly exposed. And yet, as vulnerable as I felt, I was still glad I was wearing this and not another little girl dress. I couldn’t take playing that age anymore. It was driving me crazy—putting me into a frame of mind that was much too easy to slip into and incredibly hard to get out of.
And what age were you playing last night? whispered a little voice in my head. What age were you when Salt was shaving you and making you come with his big fingers buried in your tight little pussy?
Well, not the age of the little girl dresses, that was for sure. But neither had I been thinking of myself as the rebellious teenager I was now dressed as.
Honestly, I was beginning to think that the apparent “age” I was playing didn’t matter as much as the mindset I got into when Salt and I “played” in the first place. When I called him “Papa” and let myself feel open and trusting with him, I went to a different place—a place of ultimate vulnerability and weakness. The place where the hungry little girl lived—the one who missed her father’s love and approval so desperately.
I couldn’t let myself go there anymore. Couldn’t allow myself to be that vulnerable for any man—not even Salt. I made stupid decisions when I was in that place—like letting myself trust…letting myself feel and remember all the painful memories of my biological father I’d buried so long ago.
No more, I promised myself. From now on I’m going to be tough and no-nonsense. I’m only here to do my job and once it’s done, Salt and I are out of here and back to our former relationship.
Thinking of my partner made me wonder what he would think when he saw me in the naughty school girl outfit. Imagining those pale blue eyes raking over my nearly bare body sent a shiver down my spine. He probably wouldn’t like it at all but that was just too damn bad. I was in charge of my own destiny here and I refused to back down for anyone—even Salt.
Lifting my chin, I stepped out of the bathroom…and found my partner gone.
Chapter Eleven
Salt was already seated down in the dining room, eating bacon and eggs and making conversation with Berkley and the other Daddies and their Babygirls. I walked in slowly and heard the conversation falter as the others sitting at the table noticed my new outfit. My breasts might not be as big as Mandy’s, but they were still full and perky and my nipples were little pink points, clearly visible through the thin material of my blouse. The skirt I was wearing nearly showed my panties—in fact, it would show my panties if I bent over, even a little.
The cool breeze from the air conditioner swept over me, sending a shiver down my spine and making my nipples so tight they ached but I lifted my chin and walked up to the table anyway. I felt my stomach flutter with apprehension as I approached Salt’s chair. He’d seen me in this before—hell, he’d seen me naked. But that had been in private. We were in public now—how would he react to the new mishka?
“Well, well, well.” Berkley’s gray eyes swept over me appreciatively. “It looks like your Babygirl is all grown up today, Mr. Saltanov.”
“Hmm?” Salt spared a glance over his shoulder at me but his expression of mild boredom didn’t change. “Oh yes, she is wishing to try new clothes today.” He shrugged as if to say it was no big deal.
I felt a surge of irritation. How dare he act like he was bored when he saw me dressed like this? It was hard going out in this get-up, damn it! The least he could do was say I was pretty.