The Innocent's Secret Baby(8)

'I've actually got a party on tonight,' Arabella said.

'Sounds good.'

'Invitation only.'

And of course Lydia was not invited.

And there she sat again, like a beggar beside the table, waiting for Arabella's crumbs.

'That's fine.'

Lydia rang off.

Maurice was right. She had no friends.

Arabella was her only contact from her first school, but she kept her at  arm's length, and there hadn't even been a semblance of friendship at  the other school.

Lydia could remember the howls of laughter from the other students when  she had shaken hands and made a small curtsey for the teacher at the end  of her first day.

It was what she had been taught, but of course her norms weren't the norms of her new school.

She didn't fit in anywhere.

Yet this morning Lydia had felt she did.

Oh, Raul had been far too forward and suggestive, but when they had  spoken she had felt as if she were confiding in a friend-had felt a  little as if she belonged in the world.

But all Raul wanted was sex.

Lydia had hoped for a little more.

Not a whole lot, but, yes, perhaps a little romance would be a nice side dish for her first time.

Wrong dress, Lydia thought as she looked in the mirror.

Wrong shoes, Lydia thought as she strapped on her neutral heels.

Wrong man, Lydia knew as she walked into the bar and saw Bastiano waiting.

Oh, he was terribly good-looking-even with that scar-and yet he did not  move her. But perhaps this was romance, Lydia thought sadly, for he was  charming as he ordered champagne. He was the perfect gentleman, and on  the surface it was all terribly polite.

As was her life.

She thanked him for his generous hospitality. 'It's so lovely to be here. We've been looked after so well.'

'It is my pleasure,' Bastiano said. 'Are you enjoying Rome?'

'Absolutely.' Lydia smiled and thought of her far more honest response this morning with Raul.

It was after six, and she knew-just knew-that Raul wouldn't wait for very long.

And that she would regret it for ever if she missed out on tonight.

'I was thinking,' Bastiano said, 'that for dinner we might-'

'Actually...' Maurice interrupted, and put his fingers to his temples.

Lydia knew he was going to plead a headache and excuse himself from dinner. Leaving her alone with Bastiano.

It was seven minutes past six and she made her choice.

'Oh, didn't Maurice tell you?' Lydia spoke over Maurice, before he could make his excuses and leave.

Out of the corner of her eye she saw Maurice clench the glass he was  holding, and she could feel his eyes shoot a stern warning, and yet  Lydia spoke on.

'I'm catching up with a friend tonight-we're heading off to dinner soon.  I wanted to stop by and say thank you, though.' She gave Bastiano her  best false smile, but it wasn't returned. 'I don't want to get in the  way of your business talk.'         

     



 

'I don't think you could ever be in the way.' Bastiano's response was smooth.

'Oh, you're far too polite!' Lydia offered a small laugh to a less than impressed audience.

It sank like a stone.

'I'll leave you two to talk castles.'

She placed her unfinished drink on the table and said her farewells, and  simply ignored the fury in Maurice's eyes and the muscle flickering in  Bastiano's scarred cheek.

Oh, there would be consequences, Lydia knew.

But she was prepared to bear them.

For now she was free.

She wanted the red dress and the lipstick to match. She had, Lydia acknowledged, bought them for this moment, after all.

But there just wasn't time.

He could be gone already, Lydia thought in mild panic as she swept out through the revolving door.

When she glanced across the street she felt the crush of disappointment when she saw that Raul wasn't there.

But then she heard him.

'You're late.'

Lydia turned and there he was, tie loosened, tall and gorgeous, and, yes, she had made her choice.

'For the first time in my life.'

He was going to kiss her, she was sure, but she walked on ahead.

'Come on,' Lydia said quickly, worried that Maurice might follow her out.

They walked briskly, or rather Lydia did, for his stride beside her  seemed slow and more measured. She felt fuelled by elation as they  turned into a side street.

'Where to now?' Raul asked, and they stopped walking and she turned.

'You're the expert.'

Oh, he was-because somehow she was back against the wall with his hands on either side of her head.

She put her hands up to his chest and felt him solid beneath her palms,  just felt him there for a moment, and then she looked up to his eyes.

His mouth moved in close, and as it did so she stared deeper.

She could feel heat hovering between their mouths in a slow tease before they met.

Then they met.

And all that had been missing was suddenly there.

The gentle pressure his mouth exerted, though blissful, caused a mire of sensations-until the gentleness was no longer enough.

Even before the thought was formed, he delivered.

His mouth moved more insistently and seemed to stir her from within.

Raul wanted her tongue, and yet he did not prise-he never forced a door open.

No need to.

There it was.

A slight inhalation, a hitch in her breath, and her lips parted just a little and he slipped his tongue in.

The moan she made went straight to his groin.

At first taste she was his and he knew it, for her hands moved to the  back of his head, and he kissed her as hard as her fingers demanded.

More so, even.

His tongue was wicked, and her fingers tightened in his thick hair, and  she could feel the wall cold and hard against her shoulders.

It was the middle of the city, just after six, and even down a side street there was no real hiding from the crowds.

Lydia didn't care.

He slid one arm around her waist to move her body away from the wall and closer to his, so that her head could fall backwards.

If there'd been a bed she would have been on it.

If there'd been a room they would have closed the door.

Yet there wasn't, and so he halted them-but only their lips.

Their bodies were heated and close and he looked her right in the eye.  His mouth was wet from hers and his hair a little mussed from her  fingers.

'What do you want to do?' Raul asked, knowing it was a no-brainer.

It was a very early bedtime and that suited him fine.

But the thought of waltzing her past Bastiano and Maurice no longer appealed.

A side entrance, perhaps, Raul thought, and went for her neck.

* * *

She had never thought that a kiss beneath her ear could make it impossible to breathe, let alone think.

'What do you want to do?' he whispered to her skin, and then blew on her  neck, damp from his kisses. He raised his head and met her eye.  'Tonight I can give you anything you want.'

'Anything?' Lydia checked.

'Oh, yes.'

And if he was offering perfection, then she would take it.

'I want to see Rome at night-with you.'

'It's not dark yet.'

He could suggest a guided tour of his body-a very luxurious one, of course-but then he looked into her china-blue eyes.

'I want some romance with my one-night stand.'

'But I don't do romance.'

'Try it,' Lydia said. She didn't want some bauble in the morning and so she named her price. 'For one night.'

And Raul, who was usually very open to experiments, found himself reluctant to try.

Yet he had cancelled his flight for this.

And she had had the most terrible time here on her last visit, Raul knew.         

     



 

The bed would always be there.

And he had invited her to state her wants.

He had known from the start that Lydia would make him work for his reward.

'I know just the place to start,' Raul said. 'While it's still light.'





CHAPTER FOUR

THIS WAS ROME.

He would have called for a car, but she hadn't wanted to go to the front of the hotel and risk seeing Maurice.

And so Raul found himself in his first taxi for a very long time.

He would not be repeating it!

Still, it was worth it for the result.

He took her to Aventine Hill. 'Rome's seventh hill,' he told her.

'I know that,' Lydia said. 'We came past it on a bus tour.'

'Who were you sitting with?' Raul nudged her as they walked.

'The teacher.'

'They really hated you, didn't they?'

But he put his arm around her shoulders as he said it, and it was  something in the way he spoke that made her smile as she answered.

'They did.'

And then they stopped walking.

'This is the headquarters of the Order of the Knights of Malta,' he told  her. 'Usually it is busy.' But tonight the stars had aligned, for there  was a small group just leaving. 'Go on, then.'

'What?'

And she waited-for what, she didn't know. For him to open the door and go through?

They did neither.

'Look through the keyhole.'

Lydia bent down and did as she was told, but there was nothing to see at first-just an arch of greenery.

And then her eye grew accustomed to the view and she looked past the  greenery, and there, perfectly framed in the centre, was the dome of St  Peter's.

He knew the moment she saw it, for she let out a gasp.

It was a view to die for.

The soft green edging framed the eternal city and she bent there for a while, just taking it in.

It was a memory.

A magical one because it made Rome a secret garden.

Her secret garden.

By the time she stood there were others lined up, all waiting for their  glimpse of heaven, and her smile told them it would be worth the wait.

Raul refused to be rushed.

'Don't you want a photo?' he asked. Assuming, of course, that she would.