‘No, no!’
‘Why should she think of me again, if I once go away?’
‘Because women are like that.’
‘What do you know about women, at your age? I went away long ago, and she thought of Ferse. I fancy I’m made of the wrong stuff.’
‘If you are, New Mexico’s the very place. You’ll come back a “he-man”. Think of that! I promise to watch over her, and the children will keep you to the fore. They’re always talking of you. And I’ll see that they go on doing it.’
‘It’s certainly curious,’ said Adrian, impersonally, ‘but I feel she’s further from me now than when Ferse was alive.’
‘For the moment, and it’ll be a long moment. But I know it’ll dry straight in the long run. Really, Uncle.’
Adrian was silent a long time. Then he said:
‘I’ll go, Dinny, if Hallorsen will take me.’
‘He shall. Bend down, Uncle. I must kiss you.’
Adrian bent down. The kiss lighted on his nose. A verger coughed….
The return to Condaford was made by car that afternoon in precisely the same order, young Tasburgh drivirfg. He had been extremely tactful during these twenty-four hours, had not proposed at all, and Dinny was proportionately grateful. If Diana wanted peace, so did she. Alan left that same evening, Diana and the children the following day, and Clare came back from her long stay in Scotland, so that none but her own family were at the Grange. Yet had she no peace. For now that the preoccupation with poor Ferse was gone, she was oppressed and worried by the thought of Hubert. Extraordinary what power of disturbance was in that overhanging issue! He and Jean wrote cheerfully from the East Coast. According to themselves they were not worrying. Dinny was. And she knew that her mother, and even more her father, were. Clare was more angry than worried, and the effect of anger on her was to stimulate her energy, so that she went ‘cubbing’ with her father; and in the afternoons would disappear with the car to neighbouring houses, where she would often stay till after dinner. The festive member of the family, she was always in great request. Dinny had her anxiety to herself. She had written to Hallorsen about her uncle, sending him the promised photograph, which depicted her in her presentation frock of two years back, when she and Clare had been economically presented together. Hallorsen answered promptly: ‘The picture is just too lovely. Nothing will please me more than to take your uncle. I am getting in touch with him rightaway’: he signed himself ‘Always your devoted servant.’
She read the letter gratefully, but without a tremor, and called herself a hard-hearted beast. Her mind thus set at rest about Adrian, for she knew his year of leave could be safely left to Hilary, she thought all the time of Hubert with a growing presentiment of evil. She tried to persuade herself that this came from having nothing particular to do, from the reaction after Ferse, and the habit of nerves into which he had thrown her; but such excuses were unconvincing. If they did not believe Hubert sufficiently here to refuse his extradition, what chance would he have out there? She spent surreptitious minutes staring at the map of Bolivia, as if its conformation could give her insight into the psychology of its people. She had never loved Condaford more passionately than during these uneasy days. The place was entailed, and if Hubert were sent out there and condemned, or died in prison, or was murdered by one of those muleteers, and if Jean had no son, it would pass away to Hilary’s eldest boy – a cousin she had barely seen, a boy at school; in the family, yes, but as good as lost. With Hubert’s fate was wrapped up the fate of her beloved home. And, though astonished that she could think of herself at all, when it meant so terribly much more to Hubert, she never quite lost the thought.
One morning she got Clare to run her over to Lippinghall. Dinny hated driving, and not without reason, for her peculiar way of seeing the humours of what she was passing had often nearly brought her to grief. They arrived at lunch time. Lady Mont was just sitting down, and greeted them with:
‘My dear, but how provokin’! Unless you can eat carrots – your Uncle’s away – so purifyin’. Blore, see if Augustine has a cooked bird somewhere. Oh! and, Blore, ask her to make those nice pancakes with jam, that I can’t eat.’
‘Oh! but, Aunt Em, nothing that you can’t eat, please.’
‘I can’t eat anythin’ just now. Your Uncle’s fattin’, so I’m slimmin’. And, Blore, cheese ramequins, and a nice wine – and coffee.’
‘But this is awful, Aunt Em.’
‘Grapes, Blore. And those cigarettes up in Mr Michael’s room. Your Uncle doesn’t smoke them, and I smoke gaspers, so we run low. And, Blore.’