The Forsyte Saga, Volume 3(200)
‘I’ve told them to put you a hot-water bottle; stuck against your back, it helps you to sleep. Good night, bless you!’
Again Dinny had the feeling that Fleur had once suffered as she was suffering now. She slept better than she could have hoped.
With her early tea she received a letter with the heading of an hotel at Chingford.
MADAM,
The enclosed letter addressed to you was found in the pocket of a gentleman who is lying here with a very sharp attack of malaria. I am posting it on to you, and am
Truly yours,
ROGER QUEAL, M.D.
She read the letter… ‘Whatever I do, forgive, and believe that I have loved you. Wilfrid.’ And he was ill! All the impulses which sprang up she instantly thrust back. Not a second time would she rush in where angels feared to tread! But, hurrying down, she telephoned to Stack the news that he was lying at the Chingford hotel with an attack of malaria.
‘He’ll want his pyjamas and his razors, then, miss. I’ll take ’em down to him.’
Forcing back the words: ‘Give him my love,’ she said instead, ‘He knows where I am if there is anything I can do.’
The blacker bitterness of her mood was gone; yet she was as cut off from him as ever! Unless he came or sent for her she could make no move; and deep down she seemed to know that he would neither come nor send. No! He would strike his tent and flit away from where he had felt too much.
Towards noon Hubert came to say good-bye. It was at once clear to her that he, too, knew. He was coming back for the rest of his leave in October, he said. Jean was to stay at Condaford till after her child was born in November. She had been ordered to be out of the summer heat. He seemed to Dinny that morning like the old Hubert again. He dwelt on the advantage of being born at Condaford. And, endeavouring to be sprightly, she said:
‘Quaint to find you talking like that, Hubert. You never used to care about Condaford.’
‘It makes a difference to have an heir!’
‘Oh! It’ll be an heir, will it?’
‘Yes, we’ve made up our minds to a boy.’
‘And will there be a Condaford by the time he comes into it?’
Hubert shrugged. ‘We’ll have a try at keeping it. Things don’t last unless you set yourself to keep them.’
‘And not always then,’ murmured Dinny.
Chapter Tbirty-one
WILFRID’S words: ‘You can tell her family I’m going away’, and Dinny’s: ‘It’s finished’, had travelled, if not like wildfire, throughout the Cherrell family. There was no rejoicing as over a sinner that repenteth. All were too sorry for her, with a sorrow nigh unto dismay. Each wanted to show sympathy, none knew how. Sympathy smelling of sympathy was worse than none. Three days passed, during which not one member of the family succeeded in expressing anything. Then Adrian had a brainwave: He would ask her to eat something with him, though why food should be regarded as consolatory neither he nor anyone else had ever known. He appointed a café which had perhaps more repute than merit.
Since Dinny was not of those young women who make the ravages of life into an excuse for French-varnishing their surfaces, he had every opportunity to note her pallor. He forbore to comment. Indeed, he found it difficult to talk at all, for he knew that, though men, when enthralled by women, remain devoted to their mental mainsprings, women, less bodily enthralled, stay mentally wrapped up in the men they love. He began, however, to tell her how someone had tried to ‘sell him a pup.’
‘He wanted five hundred pounds, Dinny, for a Cromagnon skull found in Suffolk. The whole thing looked extraordinarily genuine. But I happened to see the county archaeologist. “Oh!” he said: “So he’s been trying to palm that off on you, has he? That’s the well-known ‘pup’. He’s dug it up at least three times. The man ought to be in gaol. He keeps it in a cupboard and every five or six years digs a hole, puts it in, takes it out, and tries to sell it. It possibly is a Cromagnon skull, but he picked it up in France, about twenty years ago. It would be unique, of course, as a British product.” Thereon I went off to have another look at where it was found last time. And it was plain enough, when you already knew it, that he’d put the thing in. There’s something about antiques that saps what the Americans call one’s moral.’
‘What sort of man was he, Uncle?’
‘An enthusiastic-looking chap, rather like my hairdresser.’
Dinny laughed. ‘You ought to do something, or he will sell it next time.’
‘The depression is against him, my dear. Bones and first editions are extraordinarily sensitive. He’ll have to live a good ten years to get anything like a price.’