‘But personality? Do you mean putting his head up and looking over the tops of people into the distance? I saw one horse do that.’
‘By Jove, I should like you as a pupil! That’s just about what I do mean.’
‘But I don’t know which horse it was,’ said Dinny.
‘That’s awkward.’ And then she saw the interested benevolence on his face stiffen. He lifted his hat and turned away. Wilfrid’s voice behind her said:
‘Well, you’ve got a tenner on.’
‘Let’s go to the Stand and see the race.’ He did not seem to have seen Muskham; and, with his hand within her arm, she tried to forget the sudden stiffening of Jack Muskham’s face. The crowd’s multiple entreaty that she should have her ‘fortune told’ did its best to distract her, and she arrived at the Stand in a mood of indifference to all but Wilfrid and the horses. They found standing room close to the bookmakers near the rails.
‘Green and chocolate – I can remember that. Pistache is my favourite chocolate filling. What shall I win if I do win, darling?’
‘Listen!’
They isolated the words ‘Eighteen to one Blenheim!’
‘A hundred and eighty!’ said Dinny. ‘Splendid!’
‘Well, it means that he’s not fancied by the stable; they’ve got another running. Here they come! Two with chocolate and green. The second of them is ours.’
The parade, enchanting to all except the horses, gave her the chance to see the brown horse they had backed adorning its perched rider.
‘How d’you like him, Dinny?’
‘I love them nearly all. How can people tell which is the best by looking at them?’
‘They can’t.’
The horses were turning now and cantering past the Stand.
‘Would you say Blenheim is higher behind than in front?’ murmured Dinny.
‘No. Very nice action. Why?’
But she only pressed his arm and gave a little shiver.
Neither of them having glasses, all was obscure to them when the race began. A man just behind kept saying: ‘The favourite’s leadin’! The favourite’s leadin’!’
As the horses came round Tattenham Corner, the same man burbled: ‘The Pasha – the Pasha’ll win – no, the favourite – the favourite wins! – no, he don’t – Iliad – Iliad wins.’
Dinny felt Wilfrid’s hand grip her arm.
‘Ours,’ he said, ‘on this side – look!’
Dinny saw a horse on the far side in pink and brown, and nearer her the chocolate and green. It was ahead, it was ahead! They had won!
Amidst the silence and discomfiture those two stood smiling at each other. It seemed an omen!
‘I’ll draw your money, and we’ll go to the car and be off.’
He insisted on her taking all the money, and she ensconced it with her other wealth – so much more insurance against any sudden decision to deprive her of himself.
They drove again into Richmond Park on the way home, and sat a long time among the young bracken, listening to the cuckoos, very happy in the sunny, peaceful, whispering afternoon.
They dined together in a Kensington restaurant, and he left her finally at the top of Mount Street.
That night she slept unvisited by doubts or dreams, and went down to breakfast with clear eyes and a flush of sunburn on her cheeks. Her uncle was reading The Daily Phase. He put it down and said:
‘When you’ve had your coffee, Dinny, you might glance at this. There is something about publishers,’ he added, ‘which makes one doubt sometimes whether they are men and brothers. And there is something about editors which makes it certain sometimes that they are not.’
Dinny read Compson Grice’s letter, printed under the headlines:
MR DESERT’S APOSTASY.
OUR CHALLENGE TAKEN UP.
A CONFESSION.
Two stanzas from Sir Alfred Lyall’s poem Theology in Extremis followed:
Why? Am I bidding for glory’s roll?
I shall be murdered and clean forgot;
Is it a bargain to save my soul?
God, whom I trust in, bargains not.
Yet for the honour of English race
May I not live or endure disgrace …
I must be gone to the crowd untold
Of men by the Cause which they served unknown,
Who moulder in myriad graves of old;
Never a story and never a stone
Tells of the martyrs who die like me,
Just for the pride of the old countree.
And the pink of sunburn gave way to a flood of crimson.
‘Yes,’ murmured Sir Lawrence, watching her, ‘ “the fat is in the fire”, as old Forsyte would have said. Still, I was talking to a man last night who thought that nowadays nothing makes an indelible mark. Cheating at cards, boning necklaces – you go abroad for two years and it’s all forgotten. As for sex abnormality, according to him it’s no longer abnormal. So we must cheer up!’