Into foul ditch each dogma leads.
Cursed be superstitious creeds,
In every driven mind the weeds!
There’s but one liquor for the sane –
Drink deep! Let scepticism reign
And its astringence clear the brain!
it went on with calculated brutality!
The thin disguise assumed by the narrative covers a personal disruptive bitterness which one is tempted to connect with the wounded and overweening pride of one who has failed himself and the British world. Whether Mr Desert intended in this poem to reveal his own experience and feelings in connexion with his conversion to Islam – a faith, by the way, of which, judging from the poor and bitter lines quoted above, he is totally unworthy – we cannot of course say, but we advise him to come into the open and let us know. Since we have in our midst a poet who, with all his undoubted thrust, drives at our entrails, and cuts deep into our religion and our prestige, we have the right to know whether or not he – like his hero – is a renegade.
‘That, I think,’ said Compson Grice, quietly, ‘is libellous.’
Wilfrid looked up at him, so that he said afterwards: ‘I never knew Desert had such eyes.’
‘I am a renegade. I took conversion at the pistol’s point, and you can let everybody know it.’
Smothering the words: ‘Thank God!’ Compson Grice reached out his hand. But Wilfrid had leaned back and veiled his face in the smoke of his cigar. His publisher moved forward on to the edge of his chair.
‘You mean that you want me to send a letter to The Daily Phase to say that ‘The Leopard’ is practically your own experience?’
‘Yes.’
‘My dear fellow, I think it’s wonderful of you. That is courage, if you like.’
The smile on Wilfrid’s face caused Compson Grice to sit back, swallow the words: ‘The effect on the sales will be enormous,’ and substitute:
‘It will strengthen your position enormously. But I wish we could get back on that fellow.’
‘Let him stew!’
‘Quite!’ said Compson Grice. He was by no means anxious to be embroiled, and have all his authors slated in the important Daily Phase.
Wilfrid rose. ‘Thanks very much. I must be going.’
Compson Grice watched him leave, his head high and his step slow. ‘Poor devil!’ he thought. ‘It is a scoop!’
Back in his office, he spent some time finding a line in Colthan’s review which he could isolate from its context and use as advertisement. He finally extracted this: ‘Daily Phase: “No poem in recent years has had such power” ’ (the remaining words of the sentence he omitted because they were ‘to cut the ground from under the feet of all we stand for’). He then composed a letter to the editor. He was writing – he said – at the request of Mr Desert, who, far from needing any challenge to come into the open, was only too anxious that everyone should know that ‘The Leopard’ was indeed founded on his personal experience. For his own part – he went on – he considered that this frank avowal was a more striking instance of courage than could be met with in a long day’s march. He was proud to have been privileged to publish a poem which, in psychological content, quality of workmanship, and direct human interest, was by far the most striking of this generation.
He signed himself ‘Your obedient servant, Compson Grice’. He then increased the size of the order for the second edition, directed that the words ‘First edition exhausted; second large impression’, should be ready for use immediately, and went to his club to play bridge.
His club was the Polyglot, and in the hall he ran on Michael. The hair of his erstwhile colleague in the publishing world was ruffled, the ears stood out from his head, and he spoke at once:
‘Grice, what are you doing about that young brute Coltham?’
Compson Grice smiled blandly and replied:
‘Don’t worry! I showed the review to Desert, and he told me to draw its sting by complete avowal.’
‘Good God!’
‘Why? Didn’t you know?’
‘Yes, I knew, but – ’
These words were balm to the ears of Compson Grice, who had been visited by misgiving as to the truth of Wilfrid’s admission. Would a man really publish that poem if it were his own case; could he really want it known? But this was conclusive: Mont had been Desert’s discoverer and closest friend.
‘So I’ve written to The Phase and dealt with it.’
‘Did Wilfrid tell you to do that?’
‘He did.’
‘To publish that poem was crazy. “Quem deus – ” ’ He suddenly caught sight of the expression on Compson Grice’s face. ‘Yes,’ he added, bitterly, ‘you think you’ve got a scoop!’