The Forsyte Saga Volume 2(26)

‘Hang it!’ he muttered. ‘Wish I were Antinous!’ And he slipped from the arm into the chair, to be behind her face, if she wanted to hide it from him.

‘Wilfrid’s been telling me,’ he said quietly.

Off his chest! What now? He saw the blood come flushing into her neck and check.

‘Oh! What business – how do you mean “telling you”?’

‘Just that he’s in love with you – nothing more – there’s nothing more to tell, is there?’ And drawing his feet up on to the chair, he clasped his hands hard round his knees. Already – already he had asked a question! Bite on it! Bite on it! And he shut his eyes.

‘Of course,’ said Fleur, very slowly, ‘there’s nothing more. If Wilfrid chooses to be so silly.’

Chooses! The word seemed unjust to one whose own ‘silliness’ was so recent – so enduring! And – curious! his heart wouldn’t bound. Surely it ought to have bounded at her words!

‘Is that the end of Wilfrid, then?’

‘The end? I don’t know.’

Ah! Who knew anything – when passion was about?

‘Well,’ he said, holding himself hard together, ‘don’t forget I love you awfully!’

He saw her eyelids flicker, her shoulders shrugging.

‘Am I likely to?’

Bitter, cordial, simple – which? Suddenly her hands came round and took him by the ears. Holding them fast she looked down at him, and laughed. And again his heart would not bound. If she did not lead him by the nose, she – ! But he clutched her to him in the chair. Lavender and white and black confused – she returned his kiss. But from the heart? Who knew? Not Michael.





Chapter Ten



PASSING OF A SPORTSMAN



SOAMES, disappointed of his daughter, said: ‘I’ll wait,’ and took his seat in the centre of the jade green settee, oblivious of Ting-a-ling before the fire, sleeping off the attentions of Amabel Nazing, who had found him ‘just too cunning’. Grey and composed, with one knee over the other, and a line between his eyes, he thought of Elderson and the condition of the world, and of how there was always something. And the more he thought, the more he wondered why he had ever been such a flat as to go on to a Board which had anything to do with foreign contracts. All the old wisdom that in the nineteenth century had consolidated British wealth, all the Forsyte philosophy of attending to one’s own business, and taking no risks, the close-fibred national individualism which refused to commit the country to chasing this wild goose or that, held within him silent demonstration. Britain was on the wrong tack politically to try and influence the Continent, and the P.P.R.S. on the wrong tack monetarily to insure business outside Britain. The special instinct of his breed yearned for resumption of the straight and private path. Never meddle with what you couldn’t control! ‘Old Mont’ had said: ‘Keep the ring!’ Nothing of the sort: Mind one’s own business! That was the real ‘formula’. He became conscious of his calf – Ting-a-ling was sniffing at his trousers.

‘Oh!’ said Soames. ‘It’s you!’

Placing his forepaws against the settee, Ting-a-ling licked the air.

‘Pick you up?’ said Soames. ‘You’re too long.’ And again he felt that faint warmth of being liked.

‘There’s something about me that appeals to him,’ he thought, taking him by the scruff and lifting him on to a cushion. ‘You and I,’ the little dog seemed saying with his stare – Chinese little object! The Chinese knew what they were about, they had minded their own business for five thousand years!

‘I shall resign,’ thought Soames. But what about Winifred, and Imogen, and some of the Rogers and Nicholases who had been putting money into this thing because he was a director? He wished they wouldn’t follow him like a lot of sheep ! He rose from the settee. It was no good waiting, he would walk on to Green Street and talk to Winifred at once. She would have to sell again, though the shares had dropped a bit. And without taking leave of Ting-a-ling, he went out.

All this last year he had almost enjoyed life. Having somewhere to come and sit and receive a certain sympathy once at least a week, as in old days at Timothy’s, was of incalculable advantage to his spirit. In going from home Fleur had taken most of his heart with her; but Soames had found it almost an advantage to visit his heart once a week rather than to have it always about. There were other reasons conducing to lightheartedness. That diabolical foreign chap, Prosper Profond, had long been gone he didn’t know where, and his wife had been decidedly less restive and sarcastic ever since. She had taken up a thing they called Coué, and grown stouter. She used the car a great deal. Altogether she was more domestic. Then, too, he had become reconciled to Gauguin – a little slump in that painter had convinced him that he was still worth attention, and he had bought three more. Gauguin would rise again! Soames almost regretted his intuition of that second coming, for he had quite taken to the chap. His colour, once you got used to it, was very attractive. One picture, especially, which meant nothing so far as he could see, had a way of making you keep your eyes on it. He even felt uneasy when he thought of having to part with the thing at an enhanced price. But, most of all, he had been feeling so well, enjoying a recrudescence of youth in regard to Annette, taking more pleasure in what he ate, while his mind dwelt almost complacently on the state of money. The pound going up in value; Labour quiet ! And now they had got rid of that Jack-o’-lantern, they might look for some years of solid Conservative administration. And to think, as he did, stepping across St James’s Park towards Green Street, that he had gone and put his foot into a concern which he could not control, made him feel – well, as if the devil had been in it!