The Forsyte Saga Volume 2(170)

Believe me to be, Madam,

Your faithful servant,

(for the Management)

Fleur stared at an illegible signature, and her thoughts were bitter. Jon had dumped Francis on her as a herald of his happiness; her enemy had lifted him! Well, then, why didn’t that Cat look after him herself? Oh! well, poor boy! Ill in a great hotel – without a soul!

‘Call me a taxi, Coaker.’

On her way to the hotel she felt slight excitement of the ‘ministering angel’ order.

Giving her name at the bureau, she was taken up to Room 209. A chambermaid was there. The doctor, she said, had ordered a nurse, who had not yet come.

Francis Wilmot, very flushed, was lying back, propped up; his eyes were closed.

‘How long has he been ill like this?’

‘I’ve noticed him looking queer, ma’am; but we didn’t know how bad he was until today. I think he’s just neglected it. The doctor says he’s got to be packed. Poor gentleman, it’s very sad. You see, he’s hardly there!’

Francis Wilmot’s lips were moving; he was evidently on the verge of delirium.

‘Go and make some lemon tea in a jug as weak and hot as you can; quick!’

When the maid had gone, she went up and put her cool hand to his forehead.

‘It’s all right, Francis. Much pain?’

Francis Wilmot’s lips ceased to move; he looked up at her and his eyes seemed to burn.

‘If you cure me,’ he said, ‘I’ll hate you. I just want to get out, quick!’

She changed her hand on his forehead, whose heat seemed to scorch the skin of her palm. His lips resumed their almost soundless movement. The meaningless, meaningful whispering frightened her, but she stood her ground, constantly changing her hand, till the maid came back with the tea.

‘The nurse has come, miss; she’ll be up in a minute.’

‘Pour out the tea. Now, Francis, drink!’

His lips sucked, chattered, sucked. Fleur handed back the cup, and stood away. His eyes had closed again.

‘Oh! ma’am,’ whispered the maid, ‘he is bad! Such a nice young gentleman, too.’

‘What was his temperature; do you know?’

‘I did hear the doctor say nearly 105. Here is the nurse, ma’am.’

Fleur went to her in the doorway.

‘It’s not just ordinary, nurse – he wants to go. I think a love-affair’s gone wrong. Shall I stop and help you pack him?’

When the pneumonia jacket had been put on, she lingered, looking down at him. His eyelashes lay close and dark against his cheeks, long and innocent, like a little boy’s.

Outside the door, the maid touched her arm.

‘I found this letter, ma’am; ought I to show it to the doctor?’

Fleur read:


MY POOR DEAR BOY,

We were crazy yesterday. It isn’t any good, you know. Well, I haven’t got a breakable heart; nor have you really, though you may think so when you get this. Just go back to your sunshine and your darkies, and put me out of your thoughts. I couldn’t stay the course. I couldn’t possibly stand being poor. I must just go through it with my Scotsman and travel the appointed road. What is the good of thinking we can play at children in the wood, when one of them is

Your miserable (at the moment)

MARJORIB


I mean this – I mean it. Don’t come and see me any more, and make it worse for yourself. M.


‘Exactly! ’ said Fleur. ‘I’ve told the nurse. Keep it and give it him back if he gets well. If he doesn’t, burn it. I shall come tomorrow.’ And, looking at the maid with a faint smile, she added: ‘I am not that lady!’

‘Oh! no, ma’am – miss – no, I’m sure! Poor young gentleman! Isn’t there nothing to be done?’

‘I don’t know. I should think not.…’

She had kept all these facts from Michael with a sudden retaliatory feeling. He couldn’t have private – or was it public – life all to himself!

After he had gone out with his ‘Good God!’ she went to the window. Queer to have seen Wilfrid again! Her heart had not fluttered, but it tantalized her not to know whether she could attract him back. Out in the Square it was as dark as when last she had seen him before he fled to the East – a face pressed to this window that she was touching with her fingers. ‘The burnt child!’ No! She did not want to reduce him to that state again; to copy Marjorie Ferrar, who had copied her. If, instead of going East, Wilfrid had chosen to have pneumonia like poor Francis! What would she have done? Let him die for want of her? And what ought she to do about Francis, having seen that letter? Tell Michael? No, he thought her frivolous and irresponsible. Well! She would show him! And that sister – who had married Jon? Ought she to be cabled to? But this would have a rapid crisis, the nurse had said, and to get over from America in time would be impossible! Fleur went back to the fire. What kind of girl was this wife of Jon’s? Another in the new fashion – like Norah Curfew; or just one of those Americans out for her own way and the best of everything? But they would have the new fashion in America, too – even though it didn’t come from Paris. Anne Forsyte! – Fleur gave a little shiver in front of the hot fire.