Jon (not simplified spelling, but short for Jolyon, which is a name in my family, they say) is the sort that lights up and goes out; about five feet ten, still growing, and I believe he’s going to be a poet. If you laugh at me I’ve done with you forever. I perceive all sorts of difficulties, but you know when I really want a thing I get it. One of the chief effects of love is that you see air sort of inhabited, like seeing a face in the moon; and you feel – you feel dancey and soft at the same time, with a funny sensation – like a continual first sniff of orange-blossom – just above your stays. This is my first, and I feel as if it were going to be my last, which is absurd, of course, by all the laws of Nature and morality. If you mock me I will smite you, and if you tell anybody I will never forgive you. So much so, that I almost don’t think I’ll send this letter. Anyway, I’ll sleep over it. So good night, my Cherry-oh!
Your Fleur.
Chapter Eight
IDYLL ON GRASS
WHEN those two young Forsytes emerged from the chine lane, and set their faces east toward the sun, there was not a cloud in heaven, and the Downs were dewy. They had come at a good bat up the slope and were a little out of breath; if they had anything to say they did not say it, but marched in the early awkwardness of unbreakfasted morning under the songs of the larks. The stealing out had been fun, but with the freedom of the tops the sense of conspiracy ceased, and gave place to dumbness.
‘We’ve made one blooming error,’ said Fleur, when they had gone half a mile. ‘I’m hungry.’
Jon produced a stick of chocolate. They shared it and their tongues were loosened. They discussed the nature of their homes and previous existences, which had a kind of fascinating unreality up on that lonely height. There remained but one thing solid in Jon’s past – his mother; but one thing solid in Fleur’s – her father; and of these figures, as though seen in the distance with disapproving faces, they spoke little.
The Down dipped and rose again toward Chanctonbury Ring; a sparkle of far sea came into view, a sparrow-hawk hovered in the sun’s eye so that the blood-nourished brown of his wings gleamed nearly red. Jon had a passion for birds, and an aptitude for sitting very still to watch them; keen-sighted, and with a memory for what interested him, on birds he was almost worth listening to. But in Chanctonbury Ring there were none – its great beech temple was empty of life, and almost chilly at this early hour; they came out willingly again into the sun on the far side. It was Fleur’s turn now. She spoke of dogs, and the way people treated them. It was wicked to keep them on chains! She would like to fog people who did that. Jon was astonished to find her so humanitarian. She knew a dog, it seemed, which some farmer near her home kept chained up at the end of his chicken run, in all weathers, till it had almost lost its voice from barking!
‘And the misery is,’ she said vehemently, ‘that if the poor thing didn’t bark at every one who passes it wouldn’t be kept there. I do think men are cunning brutes. I’ve let it go twice, on the sly; it’s nearly bitten me both times, and then it goes simply mad with joy; but it always runs back home at last, and they chain it up again. If I had my way, I’d chain that man up.’ Jon saw her teeth and her eyes gleam. ‘I’d brand him on his forehead with the word “Brute”; that would teach him!’
Jon agreed that it would be a good remedy.
‘It’s their sense of property,’ he said, ‘which makes people chain things. The last generation thought of nothing but property, and that’s why there was the War.’
‘Oh!’ said Fleur, ‘I never thought of that. Your people and mine quarrelled about property. And anyway we’ve all got it – at least, I suppose your people have.’
‘Oh! yes, luckily; I don’t suppose I shall be any good at making money.’
‘If you were, I don’t believe I should like you.’
Jon slipped his hand tremulously under her arm.
Fleur looked straight before her and chanted:
‘Jon, Jon, the farmer’s son, Stole a pig, and away he run!’
Jon’s arm crept round her waist.
‘This is rather sudden,’ said Fleur calmly: ‘do you often do it?’
Jon dropped his arm. But when she laughed, his arm stole back again; and Fleur began to sing:
‘O who will o’er the downs so free,
O who will with me ride?
O who will up and follow me –’
‘Sing, Jon!’
Jon sang. The larks joined in, sheep-bells, and an early morning church far away over in Steyning. They went on from tune to tune, till Fleur said: