The Deal (Off Campus #1)(45)

Hannah breaks the kiss with a soft laugh. "Get a room," she teases.

I decide it might be time to reevaluate my stance on girlfriends.

*

Hannah

"BWAHAHAHAHAHA! HAPPY HALLOWEEEEEN!"

I turn away from the closet-where I was just in the process of trying to  find a Halloween-esque outfit that's not a costume because I fucking  hate dressing up-and gawk at the creature gracing my doorway. I can't  make heads or tails of what Allie is wearing. All I see is a skintight  blue bodysuit, lots of feathers, and … are those cat ears?

I steal Allie's trademark phrase by demanding, "What on God's green planet are you supposed to be?"

"I'm a cat-bird." Then she gives me a look that says, uh-doy.

"A cat bird? What is … okay … why?"

"Because I couldn't decide if I wanted to be a cat or a bird, so Sean  was like, just be both, and I was like, you know what? Brilliant idea,  boyfriend." She grins at me. "I'm pretty sure he was being a smartass,  but I decided to treat the suggestion as gospel."





  

I have to laugh. "He's going to wish he suggested something less ridiculous, like sexy nurse, or sexy witch, or-"

"Sexy ghost, sexy tree, sexy box of Kleenex." Allie sighs. "Gee, let's  just throw the word sexy in front of any mundane noun and look! A  costume! Because here's the thing, if you want to dress like a ho-bag,  why not just go as a ho-bag? You know what? I hate Halloween."

I snort. "Then why are you going to the party? You should go hang out with Garrett. He's sulking at home tonight."

"Really?"

"He's anti-Halloween," I explain, but saying it out loud doesn't feel right.

I got the strangest feeling last night that he has a more serious reason  for hating Halloween rather than just "it's a pointless holiday." Maybe  something terrible happened to him many moons ago on Halloween night,  like he got egged by hooligans when he was a kid. Oooh, or maybe he  watched Halloween and was then plagued with nightmares that lasted for  weeks, which is what happened to me when I watched my first and only  Michael Myers movie at the age of twelve.

"Anyway, Sean's waiting for me downstairs, so I'm taking off now." Allie  pops over and smacks a huge kiss on my cheek. "Have fun handing out  drinks with Tracy."

Yeah, right. I'm already regretting agreeing to help Tracy with the dorm  crawl. I'm not in the mood to wait around all night for drunken college  kids to wander into Bristol House so I can hand them drinks and Jell-O  shooters. In fact, the more I think about it, the more I'm tempted to  back out, especially when I picture Garrett at home by himself, scowling  at his reflection in the mirror or throwing a tennis ball against the  wall like they do in prison.

Rather than continue my search for a non-costume costume, I duck out of  my dorm and walk across the hall to knock on Tracy's door.

"Coming!" She appears nearly a minute later, running a comb through her  curly red hair with one hand and applying white powder to her cheeks  with the other.

"Hey," she chirps. "Happy Halloween!"

"Happy Halloween." I pause. "So listen … how badly will you hate me if I  bail on the dorm crawl? And then when I add insult to injury and ask to  borrow your car?"

Disappointment floods her eyes. "You're not coming? Whhhhhhy?"

Shit, I really hope she doesn't start crying. Tracy is the kind of girl  who bawls at the drop of a hat, though in all honesty, I think her tears  are of the crocodile variety because they always dry up way too fast.

"A friend of mine is having a bad night," I say awkwardly. "He could use the company."

She gives me a suspicious look. "And does this friend go by the name Garrett Graham?"

I smother a sigh. "Why would you think that?"

"Because Allie said you guys are dating."

Of course she did.

"We're not dating, but yes, he's the friend I'm talking about," I admit.

To my surprise, Tracy breaks out in a huge grin. "Well, why didn't you  lead with that, dum-dum? Of course I'm going to let you off the hook if  it means you get to go and fuck Garrett Graham! Note to you-I will be  living vicariously through you, because Oh. My. God. If that hottie so  much as smiled at me, my panties would probably melt away."

I don't want to touch even a single part of that response, so I ignore it altogether. "Are you sure you'll be okay?"

"Yeah, I'll be fine." She waves a hand. "My cousin is visiting from Brown, so I'll just recruit her."

"I heard that!" a female voice shouts from inside the room.

"Thanks for being so cool about this," I say gratefully.

"No prob. Hold on a sec." Tracy disappears, then comes back a moment  later with her car keys dangling from her index finger. "Hey, so I don't  know how you feel about sex tapes, but if you get a chance, record  every single thing you do with that boy tonight."

"I most definitely will not." I take the keys and grin at her. "Have fun tonight, babe."

Back in my room, I grab my phone from the living room couch and text Garrett.

Me: U home?



Him: Yup.



Me: Bailing on the dorm crawl. Can I come by?



Him: Glad u came to your senses, baby. Get your ass over here.





29

Garrett


WHEN THE FRONT door creaks open, I'm more than a little apprehensive,  because I half expect Hannah to appear in some ridiculous-ass costume in  an attempt to spread the Halloween cheer and lure me to that dorm  party.

Fortunately, she looks like regular-old Hannah when she pops her head  into the living room. Meaning she looks fucking gorgeous, and my dick  immediately salutes her. Her hair is tied in a low ponytail with her  bangs swept to one side, and she's wearing a loose red sweater and black  yoga pants. Her socks, of course, are neon pink.





  

"Hey." She flops down beside me on the couch.

"Hey." I sling my arm around her and plant a kiss on her cheek, and it feels like the most natural thing in the world.

I have no idea if I'm the only one feeling this way, but Hannah doesn't  pull away, nor does she tease me about how fucking boyfriendly I'm  acting. I take that as a promising sign.

"So why'd you flake out on the party?"

"I wasn't in the mood. I kept picturing you crying here alone and pity won out."

"I'm not crying, jackass." I point to the boring-ass milk documentary  that's flashing on the TV screen. "I'm learning about pasteurization."

She stares at me. "You guys pay money to subscribe to a gazillion channels and this is what you choose to watch?"

"Well, I flipped by it and saw a bunch of cow udders, and, well, you know, it turned me on, so-"

"EW!"

I burst out laughing. "Kidding, babe. If you must know, the batteries in  the remote died and I was too lazy to get up and change the channel. I  was watching this wicked-awesome miniseries about the Civil War before  cow udders came on."

"You're really into history, huh?"

"It's interesting."

"Some of it. Other parts, not so much." She rests her head on my  shoulder and I absently toy with a strand of hair that's come loose from  her ponytail. "My mom bummed me out this morning," she confesses.

"Yeah? Why?"

"She called to tell me that they might not be able to leave Ransom for Christmas, either."

"Ransom?" I say blankly.

"That's where I'm from. Ransom, Indiana." A bitter note creeps into her voice. "Also known as my own personal hellhole."

My mood instantly goes somber. "Because of … ?"

"The rape?" She smiles wryly. "You can say the word, you know. It's not contagious."

"I know." I swallow. "I just don't like saying it because it makes it  feel … real, I guess. And I can't stomach the thought that it happened to  you."

"But it did," she says softly. "You can't pretend otherwise."

A short silence falls between us.

"So why can't your parents come to see you?" I ask.

"Money." She sighs. "Just in case you were cozying up to me because you  thought I was some heiress, you should know that I'm at Briar on a full  scholarship, and I get financial aid for expenses. My family is broke."

"Get out." I point to the door. "Seriously. Get out."

Hannah sticks out her tongue. "Funny."

"I don't care how much money your family has, Wellsy."

"Says the millionaire."

My chest stiffens. "I'm not a millionaire-my father is. There's a difference."

"I guess." She shrugs. "But yeah, my parents are buried under mountains  of debt. It's … " She trails off, and I glimpse a flash of pain in her  green eyes.

"It's what?"

"It's my fault," she admits.

"I highly doubt that."

"No, it really is." Now she sounds sad. "They had to take out a second  mortgage to pay for my legal fees. The case against Aaron, the guy who-"

"Who better be in jail," I finish, because I honestly can't hear her say  the word rape again. I just can't. Every time I think about what that  bastard did to her, white-hot rage floods my stomach, and my fists  tingle with the urge to hit something.