What do you think? said the ganadero.
What do I think about what?
You told me it was the seller of the horse that brought you here and not the horse itself.
Yessir.
Perhaps your friend works for señor Hearst. That could be. Yessir. That could be.
It is not such an easy thing to find a man in Mexico.
No sir.
The monte is extensive.
Yessir.
A man can be lost.
Yessir. He can.
The ganadero sat. He tapped the arm of his chair with his forefinger. Like a retired telegrapher. Otto más, he said. What is it?
I dont know.
He leaned forward on his desk. He looked at Boyd and he looked down at Boyd’s boots. Billy followed his gaze. He was looking for the marks of spur straps.
You are far from home, he said. Needless to say. He looked up at Billy.
Yessir, said Billy.
Let me advise you. I feel the obligation.
All right.
Return to your home.
We aint got one to return to, Boyd said.
Billy looked at him. He still hadnt taken off his hat.
Why dont you ask him why he wants us to go home, said Boyd.
I will tell you why he wants this, said the ganadero. Because he knows what perhaps you do not. That the past cannot be mended. You think everyone is a fool. But there are not so many reasons for you to be in Mexico. Think of that.
Let’s go, said Boyd.
We are close to the truth here. I do not know what that truth is. I am no gypsy fortuneteller. But I see great trouble in store. Great trouble. You should listen to your brother. He is older.
So are you.
The ganadero leaned back in the chair again. He looked at Billy. Your brother is young enough to believe that the past still exists, he said. That the injustices within it await his remedy. Perhaps you believe this also?
I dont have a opinion. I’m just down here about some horses.
What remedy can there be? What remedy can there be for what is not? You see? And where is the remedy that has no unforeseen consequence? What act does not assume a future that is itself unknown?
I quit this country once before, Billy said. It wasnt the future that brought me back here.
The ganadero was holding his hands forward one above the other, a space between. As if he held something unseen shut within an unseen box. You do not know what things you set in motion, he said. No man can know. No prophet foresee. The consequences of an act are often quite different from what one would guess. You must be sure that the intention in your heart is large enough to contain all wrong turnings, all disappointments. Do you see? Not everything has such a value.
Boyd was standing at the door. Billy turned and looked at him. He looked at the ganadero. The ganadero dismissed the air before him with the back of his hand. Yes, yes, he said. Go.
In the street Billy looked back to see if the ganadero was watching from his window.
Dont be lookin back, said Boyd. You know he’s watchin us.
They rode south out of the town and took the road toward San Diego. They rode in silence, the mute and footsore dog trotting and walking by turns before them down the center of the shadowless noon road.
Do you know what he was talkin about? said Billy.
Boyd turned slightly on the bareback horse he rode and looked back.
Yeah. I know what he was talkin about. Do you?
They rode out through the last of the small colonias south of the town. In the fields they passed there were men and women picking cotton among the gray and brittle plants. They watered the horses at a roadside acequia and loosed the latigos to let them blow. Across the pieced land they watched a man turning the earth with an ox yoked by its horns to a singlehanded plow. The plow was of a type that was old in Egypt and was little more than a treeroot. They mounted up and rode on. He looked back at Boyd. Thin atop the unfurnished horse. Thinner yet in shadow. The tall dark horse that trod the road with its great angular articulations arch and slanting in the dust more true of horse than horse he rode. Late in the day from the crest of a rise in the road they halted the horses and looked out over the broken plats of dark ground below them where the sluicegates had been opened into the newplowed fields and where the water standing in the furrows shone in the evening light like grids of burnished barmetal stretching away in the distance. As if the boundary gates to some ancient enterprise lay fallen there beyond the ditchside cottonwoods, the evening’s singing birds.
By and by they overtook on the darkening road a young girl walking barefoot and carrying upon her head a cloth bundle that hung to either side like a great soft hat. So that as they clopped slowly past she was obliged to turn her whole body sideways to see them. They nodded and Billy wished her a good evening and she wished them one back and they rode on. A little farther and they came to a place where the overflow from the acequias had left water standing in the bar ditch and they dismounted and led the horses along the bank and sat in the grass and watched geese walk stiffly about on the darkening fields. The girl passed along the road. They thought at first that she was singing softly to herself but she was crying. When she saw the horses she stopped. The horses raised their heads and looked toward the road. She went on and they lowered their heads and drank again. When they led the horses back up into the road she was very small and almost motionless in the distance before them. They mounted up and set out and after a while they overtook her once again.