He aint much shucks as a watchdog, is he?
He’s had his throat cut.
I know fit, the rider said. You all take care. Then he turned the horse and rode back out across the flats and across the lake. He rode into the sun and he rode in silhouette but even though the sun was well up and no longer in their eyes when they themselves were mounted and set out south along the edge of the pan they still could see nothing at all on the far shore of the lake where the rider had vanished.
Some time midmorning they crossed the boundary line into the state of Arizona. They rode through a low range of mountains and descended into the San Simon Valley where it ran down from the north and they nooned at the river in a grove of cottonwoods. They hobbled and watered the horses and sat naked in the shallow gravel pool. Pale, thin, dirty. Billy watched his brother until his brother raised up and looked at him.
It aint no use you askin me a bunch of stuff.
I wasnt goin to ask you nothin.
You will.
They sat in the water. The dog sat in the grass watching them.
He’s wearin daddy’s boots, aint he? Billy said.
There you go.
You’re lucky you aint dead too.
I dont know what’s so lucky about it.
That’s a ignorant thing to say.
You dont know.
What dont I know?
But Boyd didnt say what it was he didnt know.
They ate sardines and crackers in the shade of the cottonwoods and they slept and in the afternoon they rode on again.
I thought one time maybe you’d gone to California, Boyd said.
What would I do in California?
I dont know. They got cowboys in California.
California cowboys.
I wouldnt want to go to California.
I wouldnt either.
I might go to Texas.
What for?
I dons know. I aint never been.
You aint never been noplace. So what reason is that?
Only one I got.
They rode. In the long shadows jackrabbits bolted and loped and froze again. The mute dog paid them no mind.
Why caint the law go to Mexico? Boyd said.
Cause it’s American law. It aint worth nothin in Mexico.
What about the Mexican law?
There aint no law in Mexico. It’s just a pack of rogues.
Will number five shot kill a man?
It will if you get close enough. It’ll make a hole you can run your arm through.
In the evening they crossed the highway just east of Bowie and struck the old road south through the Dos Cabezas range.
They made camp and Billy rustled wood out along a shallow stone arroyo and they ate and sat by the fire.
You reckon they will come after us? Boyd said.
I dont know. They might.
He leaned and jostled the coals with a stick and put the stick in the fire. Billy watched him.
They wont catch us.
I know it.
Why dont you say what’s on your mind.
There aint nothin on my mind.
It wasnt nobody’s fault.
Boyd sat staring into the fire. Coyotes were yapping out along the ridge to the north of the camp.
You’ll just make yourself crazy, Billy said.
I done already have.
He looked up. His pale hair looked white. He looked fourteen going on some age that never was. He looked as if he’d been sitting there and God had made the trees and rocks around him. He looked like his own reincarnation and then his own again. Above all else he looked to be filled with a terrible sadness. As if he harbored news of some horrendous loss that no one else had heard of yet. Some vast tragedy not of fact or incident or event but of the way the world was.
The day following they crossed through the high gap at Apache Pass. Boyd sat behind him with his thin legs dangling on the horse’s flanks and together they looked over the country to the south. The day was sunny and there was a wind blowing and there were ravens in the mountains riding the updrafts over the southfacing slopes.
This is one more place you aint been, Billy, said.
They’re everwhere, aint they?
You see that line yonder where the color changes?
Yeah.
That’s Mexico.
It dont look like it’s gettin no closer.
What does that mean?
It means let’s ride if we’re goin to.
Noon the following day they struck route 666 and followed the blacktop down out of the Sulphur Springs Valley. They rode through the town of Elfrida. They rode through the town of McNeal. In the evening they rode through the main street of Douglas and halted at the gateshack on the border. The guard stood in the doorway and nodded at them. He looked at the dog.
Where’s Gilchrist at? said Billy.
He’s off. He dont come on till in the mornin.
Can I leave some money for him?
Yeah. You can leave it.
Let me have a half dollar, Boyd.
Boyd dug the leather changepurse out of his pocket and unsnapped it. The money was all nickels and dimes and pennies and he counted the requisite coins out and cupped them and handed them across Billy’s shoulder to him. Billy took the coins and poked them apart in his own hand and recounted them and then cupped them together again and leaned down and held out his fist.