"Good grief. The kid is going to eat his strawberry shortcake in here. Do you seriously want him listening to the two of you slinging mud at each other? Really?"
There was a reason Cord loved his sister-in-law. She didn't take crap from anyone. Not his brothers, not Chance and definitely not his father. As he watched, some of the starch wilted out of Jolie, especially when Cass reached over to touch her arm.
"Look, Jolie, I get why you're nervous. I promise I'm just going to sit with him. We'll both be here when y'all get through talking. Okay?"
Jolie blinked several times, inhaled deeply and relaxed. "Okay."
And that was that. Jolie pivoted and marched toward the conference room door, where Chance and Cord were waiting. She brushed past them and a wisp of sweet mimosa scent followed in her wake. Cord had to shift in the chair to ease the fullness pressing against his zipper. He inhaled shallowly, but her scent still perfumed the air. He needed his head clear to deal with this situation.
On one level, he was so angry he wanted to punch something. But on another, the twisty, bendy parts of his psyche were plotting ways to use the fact they had a son together to his advantage. He wanted Jolie. He always had. Now he had leverage.
"I need some space." Cord stared at Chance.
"That's not a good idea."
"Get out, Chance. I want to talk to Jolie. Alone."
His brother wasn't very happy, as evidenced by the tense set of his shoulders and grim expression, but Chance did as he asked and vacated the conference room. Once they were alone and he was positive Chance didn't linger at the door to eavesdrop, Cord studied Jolie. She looked nervous. Defensive. And, oh, yeah, there was a healthy dose of guilt, too. That was good.
"What do you want, Cord?"
"I think it's pretty obvious."
"Well, it's not."
"I want to work things out. Between us. And I want something else, Jolie. Space."
* * *
Jolie watched Cord closely, waiting for the rest of his demands, but air escaped from her lungs in a soft whoosh of relief regardless. She could handle space between them. "Okay. Yeah. I guess that's a good thing."
When she'd first run into Cord at the restaurant, Jolie had never been so angry in her life. Despite moving back to Oklahoma City, despite harboring some romantic notion that Cord might have changed and that they might grab a second chance, she knew it to be the pipe dream of a naive girl. She no longer had stars in her eyes. She was a mother. And a darned good one. She'd brought CJ into this world all by herself and she'd taken care of him. All. By. Herself. She didn't need Cord Barron. And she didn't want him to have a place in CJ's life.
Then she felt fear. Seeing her son sitting there in Cord's lap had panicked her. The Barrons were just as powerful as her father. Why had she been stupid enough to come home? It was inevitable that this would happen, and she'd been an idiot to believe otherwise.
But now it looked as if Cord was willing to give her some breathing room.
"I don't think you understand." Something hard glinted in Cord's eyes, a flash as bright and inevitable as lightning in a summer thunderstorm. "I want time, Jolie. Time with CJ. And the space to get to know him on my terms."
Was it possible to sweat icicles? To be so hot and cold at the same time? Jolie stared at him, the word no already forming on her lips.
"Do you really want to drag him through the court system?"
She sputtered and had to breathe through the surge of anger. "You'd do that to him?"
"To see my son? To spend time with him? To be acknowledged as his father? Damn straight I would. You've already cheated me out of so much, Jolie. You don't want to deny me this."
She forced her fingers to loosen from the fists they'd formed without her knowledge as she considered Cord's threat. The planes of his face looked as if they'd been carved from the alabaster stone that formed amid the red dirt of Western Oklahoma.
"I want to get to know my son. To make up for the parts of his life you stole from me."
Her eyes burned with a hot flush of tears, but she blinked them away. Straightening her shoulders, she pasted on her best poker face. "No."
Cord did nothing except raise one eyebrow as if to say, "Really, Jolie? You truly want to do this?" He wore the mask well but he looked so pale, so...wounded. He'd almost died from his injuries, but now she knew without a doubt that she'd ripped out his heart. Just as he'd ripped out hers.
Five
Cord didn't argue with Jolie. He rolled to the door, opened it and maneuvered his wheelchair out. Chance was leaning against the wall nearby but straightened immediately.
"What's the plan?"
Cord lifted his chin to indicate Jolie was right behind him and Chance offered an almost imperceptible nod. They'd talk later, and Cord would lay out his plan then. His brother knew him well and didn't press for an answer to his question.
Jolie huffed to a stop behind him, unable to squeeze around the chair without bumping into him. He stifled the smile threatening to reveal his thoughts. She'd thrown down the gauntlet, and he'd picked it up without hesitation.
Giggles drew his attention as his sister-in-law and CJ appeared at the end of the hall. The boy stomped toward them, stopping in front of Chance.
Rearing his head back, hands fisted on his hips, CJ stared up. "Who're you?"
"My name is Chance. I'm your-" He glanced at Cord before shifting his gaze to Jolie. "Your dad and I are brothers."
"What's that mean, Mommy?"
Jolie's eyes narrowed and her lips pursed. "I don't want to talk about this right now."
"But, Mommy-"
"He's your uncle, CJ. Okay?"
"Okay. Do I have more?"
"You do." Cord replied before Jolie could. "Besides Chance, there's Clay, Cash and Chase."
"Are they all grown-ups?"
"Yup."
CJ sighed and offered puppy-dog eyes. "Are there any other kids?"
Jolie choked, and Cord wondered if he'd have to perform the Heimlich maneuver, but then remembered he couldn't stand up to administer it. Instead, he grinned at the boy but watched Jolie's face. "Just you, CJ, but maybe your mom and I could work on that for you. Maybe a little sister." Oh, yeah, that got a rise out of her. He glanced back at his son.
His son-and wasn't that a kick in the pants-screwed up his face as if he'd just taken a swig of lemon juice. "No girls. Girls are yucky." CJ had the good graces to glance up at his mother and then over at Cassie. "Well...some girls are okay. Like Mommy and Miss Cassie."
Jolie's face turned red, and had they been in the cartoons, steam would be hissing from her ears. He'd forgotten how much fun it was to push her buttons.
Without pausing for breath or giving his mother a chance to respond, CJ launched into his next subject. "Miss Cassie has horses. Do you have horses...uh...?" At a loss for what to call him, CJ's voice trailed off.
"I do have horses, bubba. And you can ride them whenever you want." He reached for the boy and tugged him a little closer. "Not sure what to call me, right?" Big eyed, CJ nodded. "Well, Dad works. Or Daddy. Whatever you'd like."
"Daddy. I like that."
Jolie made a strangled noise and reached for CJ, but Cord ignored her. "I like that too, bubba."
"We have to go, CJ." Jolie was about to snap, judging by her tone of voice and expression.
"No. I wanna stay with Daddy."
Shoving the wheelchair out of her way, she took CJ's arm. "No. Not today." She glared at Cord, her expression promising retribution with a big dose of "not now, not ever."
Cord figured he had to be the most perverse man who ever lived, because fighting with Jolie had been something he missed. A lot. Forget the makeup sex that came after. There was something...exhilarating about seeing her color rise, her fists tighten and her stubborn chin jut toward him as her eyes flashed like broken glass under a hot summer sun.
"No. Not today," he agreed easily. "Tomorrow." He smiled at her but caught Chance rolling his eyes. His brother was extremely familiar with his expression and the tone of voice.
"Cord." She clenched CJ's hand.
"Jolie."
"We're leaving."
"I'm not stopping you, Jolie. But I will see CJ tomorrow. I'll send Chance to pick him up, bring him out to the ranch."
"No."
Cord shrugged as if her resistance meant nothing. It stung, but that didn't matter. Not in the long run. "You know what the alternative is."
"You're bluffing."
A rolling gasp of laughter escaped from his chest and exploded out of his mouth. "Then, you don't know me at all, Jolene. Have him ready by nine. If he's not, Chance's next stop will be the courthouse."