"Shh, it's over now I'm inside you, feel me." She had cried out at the tearing of her hymen but now her body was fighting to get settled with me lodged inside her. I held still giving her time to adjust when all I really wanted to do was fuck.
My mind, my heart was all wrapped up in her. If I'd been gone over her before, this, the giving of her innocence only made me want her more. Her hot flesh squeezed around me and I had to move.
"Look at me." I held her head in my hands and waited until her eyes focused on mine. "I love you." My cock thumped inside her and her pussy clenched at my words. "I'll never stop." Taking her mouth with mine to seal the deal, our arms went around each other as the moment overwhelmed us both.
My cock started moving on its own, sliding in and out slowly at first, until I felt her pussy give just a little more as she made room for her man.
I knew I had to be causing her pain, but she stayed with me. I reveled her innocence and the gift she'd given me with each stroke into her sweet heat. I warned myself to go slow, to take it easy. The differences in our sizes became very clear to me in that moment.
Her tiny form was literally pinned beneath my much larger frame, but it was my cock that I was worried about. What if I tore her? I could feel the pull as her cunt stretched around my meat, but even as I told myself to go slow, my heart and my body cried out for something more.
Holding her as close as I possibly could, I eased in and out over and over until she loosened more around me before I slammed into her. The bed shook and knocked into the wall as our passions raged out of control.
"Mine." The growl came from the pit of my soul as the enormity of what I held in my arms hit home. There wasn't enough room in my chest to hold everything that was going through me just then, so I used my dick to release some of the pressure.
Her body moved beneath mine taking my cock and throwing her hips up at me. Her little pussy stretched around the massive girth of my cock as she dug her nails into my ass. I lifted her into my strokes going deeper and deeper, trying to reach the end of her.
" I can't … " The words left me as my head swam with emotion. I wanted to bond us together, to link her to me in a way that there would be no telling where one ended and the other begun. But I didn't have the words, so instead I showed her.
I'd never in my life had this insane need to imprint myself on someone the way I do now. Lust and love warred within me as I tried to go slow, tried to treat her with the love and care she deserved.
"I want your mouth." This kiss was wilder than the last. Our mouths didn't so much meet as mated. Her nipples were hard as they poked into my chest, her nails dug into me as she begged me without words to fuck her harder, deeper, to take.
She planted her feet in the mattress and fucked herself on my cock grunting and groaning as she arched her body, threw her head back and opened her mouth in a silent scream.
"Hang on baby." I pulled her hands above her head and wrapped them around the poles in the bed. "Lift your legs around my waist." She was wider this way, her pussy tilted just right for my strokes. "Yes, right there." I was finally where I wanted to be, feeling the tip of her cervix against my cockhead.
"Tell me if I hurt you." With her hands holding tight to the bars in the bed, and her ass held firmly in my hands, I planted my knees in the bed and fucked into her over and over until that tightness eased even more, making it easier for me get in.
I still couldn't fit my whole cock inside her, she was too fucking small, but the way she gripped me and squeezed was enough to make me want to howl at the moon. She was everything I'd expected her to be and more. The added bonus of her virginity was something I would appreciate for the rest of my life.
I tried to memorize every moment, every touch every sound. As much as I knew I would have her like this a hundred times over, there was only one first.
I held back as much as I could when I felt her tighten around me in climax, not wanting it to end. But I knew it was over when my nuts hardened in readiness and my cock began to spew. Her body never stopped moving, never stopped milking me. When I finally came it was like a runaway train, something I couldn't hold back, and had no control over.
I slammed into her over and over again, losing all control, lost in the feelings that bombarded me, until my nuts were empty. I waited until her breathing calmed down and her eyes lost their glazed look. "You okay babydoll?" I played with the hair at her temple that was now matted with sweat. Her nod and smile reassured me before I took her lips in a final kiss.
It was hell pulling out and rolling away from her. If it were up to me I'd never leave the sweet haven of her body again, but she might need to breathe and shit. I pulled her into my arms because I wasn't ready to lose contact. If I wasn't so worried about how much damage I'd done when I breeched her I'd slide my cock back inside, but I knew enough to know that would only hurt her, and that I could never do.
When she winced I looked down at her in question. There was blood smeared on her thighs and mine, scared me half to death. "What the fuck? Don't move baby." I got off the bed more than a little surprised at the blood on my cock. I thought that bleeding thing was an exaggeration, but from the looks of it I'd all but killed her.
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Oh my word, I have to catch my breath, if there's any left in my body that is. Why hadn't I tried this before? The obvious answer was that I was waiting for just this man the right man, the only man.
He'd said not to move but I couldn't if I'd wanted to, my bones were mush. I ran my hands over my body in a very provocative way as the memory of what we had just shared played through my mind like a movie reel.
Had that really been me? Where had all that wildness come from? And how could I not have known it was there, lying dormant all this time? I'm sure it had a lot to do with what I felt for him, that no one else would've ever been able to take me to such heights.
Could it really be true? Could such a thing as fate, destiny, be real? It must be. How else could I explain the last few days? What if I hadn't let Cris talk me into going out that night? My stomach cramped at the thought. Of having never met Wyatt, never knowing this.
"Would it always be like this?" I asked the question as he walked back into the room. He was naked, that glorious piece of flesh between his thighs hung beautifully as he walked towards me. My eyes were glued to it. I think I was trying to see what it was about that part of him that could instill so much pleasure.
"I'll do my best to make it so." He lifted me from the bed and kissed my hair in that way that always makes me melt. This is real this is happening. This man who looked like every girl's dream, who said all the things every wide-eyed innocent longed to hear, was truly mine.
"I don't want to wait, I want to get married as soon as possible." That stopped him in his tracks, shocked the hell out of me too. "That's my girl, leave ma to me I know just how to get her to see reason." He lowered me into the water and it was only then that I realized how sore I was. My body ached in places I didn't know it was possible to hurt.
He was so attuned to my every move that I couldn't hide my wince. "I'm sorry baby, you didn't tell me you were pure or I would've gone much slower." I brushed my fingers down his face to wipe away the worry there.
"It was perfect, you are perfect." I'd shocked him again, but it was as though I had no control over my words anymore. Things that I would never dream of saying just rolled easily off my tongue straight from the heart.
"Let me take care of you baby." I was trying to drag him into the oversized his and hers tub with me while he resisted. "No I want you in here with me."
"If I get in there it would defeat the purpose. You bled a lot baby and I know you're too sore for anything else." I pouted, something that I hadn't done since I was about three. It made him laugh and his laugh made me warm inside.
"If you're a good girl I'll lick you until it's all better okay?" That sounded good to me so I behaved. As much as I wanted him to climb in with me, I wanted his mouth more. He was so careful with me as he washed between my thighs, his face set in concentration. When a red splash of color grew across his cheeks and his nose flared I felt an answering surge deep inside.