Being swallowed by an uncaring crowd was an odd relief. Teia was short enough that she disappeared. Her acrobatics and fighting teacher back in Abornea had been only a little taller than Teia, and she’d encouraged her to explore crowds, to get to know their moods, from the angry crowd streaming out of a hippodrome after a horse race where their favorite had lost, to the eager crowd meeting the arriving dancers and menageries of exotic animals for the Odess Sun Day Festivals.
There was an awareness you could cultivate only in the claws of such a beast. A thousand or ten thousand bodies might move, but you could only be aware of perhaps a dozen immediately around you, especially if you were small. And you had to be most aware of your own movement. There’s a mesh point, a fuzzy line where your movement can be assertive, even rude, without being taken as aggressive. There was a timing: a momentary sharp annoyance could be ignored if you were gone by the time the person you’d jostled hard turned to find you. Teia ducked and pushed and surged and slithered through the bodies, her form fluid, her mind submersed fully in her body.
Her trainer, Magister Lillyfield, with a body like a young woman’s and her face craggy as the Red Cliffs, had even wanted to take Teia and her master’s daughter to experience a crowd in riot in the Darks, the wretchedly poor Angari ghetto that had persisted for centuries in Odess, but Teia’s master would never let her.
The familiar beauty of the Chromeria’s seven towers gleaming in the sun brought no joy to Teia today. Teia had nowhere to be. Commander Ironfist had said only to his Blackguards, “Take the day. Tomorrow, dawn at the field, as usual.”
A restless energy filled Teia. She needed to wander. It was good practice. The better she knew the city, the easier her Blackguard training would be. But today there was something she needed to do. She felt herself clutching at that damned vial again, using up a precious hand that could help her maneuver through the crowd.
Too much thinking, T.
She was just making it out of the docks area when a man bumped into her. She’d moved enough to merely brush past him. It could only be deliberate.
But he was gone, and there was something in her hand.
Teia turned and, stationary, lost her momentum, lost her rhythm. The crowd spit her out into the bazaar adjacent to the docks. She hadn’t even see the man. Had seen a dark cloak, maybe a grayish tunic … Damn, it was gone. Like she was an amateur. She moved out of the stream of people and looked at what was in her hand. A note.
She knew immediately she wasn’t going to like what was written there.
“Teia, look in paryl. Now.”
Teia’s formal lessons in her special color had been brief, but Magister Marta Martaens had pounded into her that seeing a woman’s pupils grow until the whites of her eyes disappeared was not merely disconcerting for others, it was terrifying. That manipulation of the eyes was what had to be done to see paryl, which sat on the spectrum as far below sub-red as sub-red was below visible red. In the past, she’d dilated then constricted her pupils quickly, but it was tiring. Now Teia put on the darkened spectacles Commander Ironfist had given her and relaxed her eyes, farther, farther.
The first place she saw paryl was written across the chest of a broad-shouldered Chromeria guard. The words, shimmery, floating, lighter than air and delicate, glowed: “Bribed.”
Her chest tightened. What? Why? She was suddenly passive, standing like a mark, agape, like a new arrival to the Jaspers, gawking rather than moving, working, planning.
“Help you, miss?” the guard asked, noticing her gaze.
Teia shook her head and ducked past him. She strode into the market where a herald standing on his small box looked at her. Floating above his head was one word: “Ours.” Had he stared at her?
Who were they? What were they doing? Why were they showing her this? It obviously meant they had a paryl drafter. A skilled one. More skilled than Teia, to make words that persisted. Or one very nearby, who was placing these beacons mere moments before she arrived.
On a wall down an alley, the words: “This way, Teia.”
She froze.
On another wall: “We won’t hurt you.”
On another wall, there was a puff of released light as a man leaned a hand against a wall where the ephemeral words had been placed: “Only we can—” the rest was gone, and even those tore and disappeared as the man shifted his hand, unseeing.
Teia’s heart pounded. Breathe, Teia. This is how people go lunar. Seeing things no one else sees, imagining conspiracies.
But madmen are mad because what they see isn’t there.
Teia had only seen two other paryl drafters in her life. Magister Martaens, who’d given her a handful of lessons at her former owner Aglaia Crassos’s behest, and a man who stabbed paryl into a woman’s neck and left her seizing to death.