“Nobody has ever told me that before,” she admitted in a shaky voice. “No one has ever made me feel the way you do. You actually make me believe that.”
“Well, believe it. You’re fucking perfect. And your body responds to mine like it was made for me,” he said possessively, threading her hair through his fingers. “And just for the record…I’ve never felt like this either,” he added emphatically, his eyes devouring her, making her even more hungry for his possession.
Asha wanted him inside her at that very moment more than she wanted her next breath. Opening her mouth to speak, all she could manage to say was, “Fuck me, Kade. Please.” Those words had never left her mouth before, but it was so easy to say to Kade when she saw the desire burning in his eyes. He wanted her to want him as much as he wanted her, and she wanted him to know that she already did.
“If I fuck you, you’re mine. I don’t know if I can ever let you go,” he rasped. “I’m not sure I can anyway.”
Asha’s heart was thundering as she stroked her hands down his arms, feeling the leashed power and tension in his body. “I have so far to go, Kade. There’s so much I have to do to find myself.” She wanted to tell him right then and there that she was his forever, that she’d never feel this way about any other man. Although she knew how she felt about him, he didn’t deserve a woman who was broken. “I’m still damaged.”
“So am I,” he answered honestly, his look determined. “But I don’t give a fuck. We’ll heal each other. I’ll give you everything you need to be whole again. You belong with me.”
Asha ached to believe him, her yearning for him soul deep. Stifling all the words she wanted to say, she answered, “Then take me. Please.”
“I don’t have condoms. I haven’t been with a woman in years and I’m clean. And I don’t plan to be with any other woman again,” he said, his words a declaration.
“I’m barren. I’m safe. And I trust you,” she panted, her body begging for his possession.
“You’re not barren. I hate that expression, and it doesn’t apply to you,” Kade rasped, his cock rubbing against her folds as he thrust his hips forward. “You might be unable to have a child, but your body is my idea of paradise.”
Asha gasped in shock and pleasure as Kade grasped her hips and entered her in one smooth stroke. He was built big, and he filled her to capacity, stretching internal muscles she hadn’t realized she had.
“Fuck! You feel so damned incredible.” He groaned, a sound of pure ecstasy. “Wrap your legs around my waist. Take everything you want from me. Whatever you need. Take your pleasure from me.”
Asha complied, wanting to tell him that she already had everything she wanted. With Kade buried deep inside her, joined to her, she didn’t think she could burn any hotter. Every nerve in her body was alive and electric as his cock entered and retreated, claiming her as no man ever had.
I love you. I love you.
She couldn’t say the words out loud, but they were pounding through her head, matching the pummeling thrusts of his cock, making her frantic to climax. Every emotion was on overload, and she wrapped her legs tighter around him, her arms cinched around his broad shoulders. Whimpering with need, her short fingernails dug into his back, the pleasure so acute that she couldn’t bear it. “Please. I need—”
“You need me to make you come,” Kade told her, his voice harsh with need. “Only me. Tell me that’s what you want.”
“Yes. Yes. I need you. Just you,” she answered emphatically. “Now do it,” she demanded. “I can’t take anymore.”
“You can take it. You can take me.” Kade rolled, his cock deep inside her, until she was sprawled on top of him. He took her hands and helped her sit up, keeping their fingers entwined. “Ride me,” he said, his jaw tight, teeth clenched. It was a command, not a request.
Asha squirmed on top of him. “How?” This was new, something she’d never done before, and it was both frightening and powerful at the same time.
“Fuck me. Take me inside of you and ride my cock,” he growled. “Hard and deep.”
The look on his face was anguished, aroused, and completely intoxicating. Asha’s female instincts kicked in, watching his expression as she moved sensuously on his cock. The angle was different and he went deep as she sunk down onto him, rolling her hips as she plunged. She moaned as the walls of her channel stretched and contracted, as though they were hungry to swallow him deep inside her. The pleasure of having Kade this immersed inside her was earth-shattering and incredible, and Asha could feel the erotic pleasure course through her as she kept pulling back and taking him back inside her, over and over again. She squeezed Kade’s fingers tightly, her body strung as tightly as a bow. “Oh God, I can’t stand it,” Asha cried, her body so tense, every nerve pulsating, until she wanted to scream with pleasure as she increased the speed of her thrusts.