The Billionaire's Dance(7)

Jacob apparently had enough. She started fumbling underneath the  blanket, then she switched him to her shoulder and started patting him  on the back. After a few minutes he let out another burp and then  started cooing at his mother.

"That's my big boy. Good job," she praised Jacob. He rewarded her by talking more gibberish.

"Can I hold him again?" Alex asked.

Jessica reluctantly handed her son over. She wasn't used to having  anyone interrupt their normal routine. She was having a difficult time  watching father and son together. It made her somehow feel like she  wasn't needed in the perfect picture they made.

"Why did you place pictures of me by the crib?"

"I wanted him to know his father."

"He could've known his father in person had you just told me I was going to be one."

"Alex, we both know you're not the type of man to settle down. I wasn't  going to trap you into instant fatherhood because we had a one night  stand in a dark elevator. I would've eventually told you about Jacob but  I didn't feel it was the right time." She still stood by her decision.

"We'll marry in three days. My father's making all the arrangements. I  spoke to your father on the way over here and he agrees with me. I won't  miss out on my son's life." He spoke the words matter-of-factly. He  said them as if the deal was done and she had no say in it.

"I won't marry you Alex. My son won't be raised in a home with parents  trapped into getting married. I've seen far too many lives destroyed by  making decisions like that. If you really want to be part of Jacob's  life then we'll set up visitation arrangements."

Alex simply smiled at her. He'd made a decision and as far he was concerned there was no need to discuss the matter.

"Do you really want to have our son labeled a bastard?"

She was seething with rage. "How dare you?" she spat at him. "You won't try and use my son to get what you want," she finished.

"Jessica, we will marry. My son will have my name. I have the full  support of both of our families. We would both lose all of their respect  if we did anything other than marry. I want my son in my life  full-time. I don't want to be a weekend father. You owe me for keeping  him from me and your parents fully agree that we should wed right away.  You're dishonoring both of our families by not doing the right thing,"  he finished. His voice was far more frightening to her because he wasn't  getting angry or threatening. He was talking as if he was simply  stating facts.         

     



 

Jessica sat their seething for a few moments, glaring at him. She  finally got up and left the room. She walked into her office to make a  phone call to her father.

John answered on the second ring, "hello."

"Dad, what did you and Alex talk about?" she asked, not even bothering with any pleasantries.

"How are you doing?" he asked, ignoring her question completely.

"Dad, I asked you a question," she said, in no mood to play games.

"We talked about your upcoming nuptials. When he found out he was a  father he told me he wanted to do the right thing. He wanted to marry  you and be a full-time father to his son. I support him Jessica. I know  you had your reasons for not telling him but you don't keep a father  away from his child. You did him wrong by not telling him," he said to  her, with disapproval in his voice.

Jessica hung her head, not liking to disappoint her father but not ready  to give up the fight. "Dad, I had my reasons. I won't get married  because everyone's telling me what I should do," she said, begging him  to understand.

"Jessica, Alex wants to marry you and do the right thing for your child.  He's a good man. Are you willing to bring shame on Joseph by having  people think his son would get you pregnant and then walk away?" he  asked, knowing by her silence she was conceding defeat. She loved her  family and had a lot of respect for Joseph and Katherine. She would  never want to bring shame on their family.

They talked for a few more minutes and then Jessica hung up the phone  slowly, feeling as if her world had been upended. She took her time  walking back out to the living room. When she entered she felt a tear  slip down her face when she saw Alex sleeping on the couch with Jacob  held securely in his arms.

She picked the baby up, which jerked Alex awake. "I've got him … " he started to say.

"He's ready for bed," she quietly stated, then turned and walked toward  the nursery. She felt Alex right behind her as she gently tucked her son  underneath his blanket. She said nothing else as she walked to the  kitchen with him following closely behind.

She prepared two cups of coffee and then sat down at the table. They  both sat silently for a few moments, sipping from the steaming mugs.

"Jessica, we didn't get off to a great start but I hope by now you  understand what needs to be done," Alex said in what he hopped was his  most reasonable tone.

She held her head high and he knew he'd won the battle. She had defiance  in her eyes, with a hint of defeat. He was overwhelmed with gratitude.  He didn't want to be away from his son for any length of time.

"Okay Alex, it looks like you've won this round. I'll go ahead with this  farce of a marriage but I'm telling you it's not a real one. I'll let  you protect your family name and when the time is appropriate I'll file  for divorce," she said with a strength that impressed him.

"There will be no divorce," he stated. "We'll make it work out because I  don't want to be away from my son. I never planned on marrying anyway  so it's not like I'm missing out on something else by being with you,"  he added.

His words made her wince. He was basically telling her he could stand to  be married to her because marriage meant nothing to him. She didn't  feel the same way. She'd always wanted to get married but had given up  because all the men she'd dated had been willing to marry her only to  access her money.

She knew Alex in no way needed her money. However, he still needed her  for something other than herself. She guessed she was bound to end up in  a loveless union    . It would tear her apart but as a mother sacrifices  were expected of you.

There was nothing she wouldn't do for her son. Her only regret was their  union     wouldn't be real and she wouldn't be giving Jacob any siblings.  She'd been an only child and had always wanted to have many kids when  she was in her own relationship. She loved her son so much and the  thought of never having that feeling of carrying a child inside of her  again, of looking at her newborn for the first time, was almost enough  to bring her to her knees with the pain coursing through body.

"Alex, I'm exhausted. Can you come back tomorrow and we will figure out  all the details. Jacob is still waking up a couple of times each night  and I wasn't able to take a nap this afternoon."

"I'll sleep in the spare room. I want to be here when Jacob wakes up," he said, once again with that voice of authority.

Jessica was far too tired to argue with him any further. The thought of  him sleeping only one wall away from her, was enough to cause her  stomach to tighten. She figured she would need to get used to it as they  would reside in the same house soon. She knew he wouldn't go for her  staying where she was now. The entire reason he wanted them married was  so he could be with his son and protect his family name.         

     



 

"I'm going to bed," was all she said, as she left the table.

Alex stayed where he was for several minutes after she left. He was  barely able to stay awake himself but the thought of her in bed just  down the hall was playing havoc with his senses. Their one time together  had been in a dark elevator and over far too quickly. He would be able  to bring them both so much more pleasure in a comfortable bed.

His groin strained against the zipper of his jeans. He groaned aloud and  then headed towards her bathroom for a cold shower. He wouldn't be  taking them nightly. Once they were married, they wouldn't be sleeping  in separate rooms. That was the only thought keeping him from entering  her room.





Alex was awakened by the whimpering sound of his son. He looked at the  clock, noticing it was three in the morning. He was instantly alert. He  walked into Jacob's room and gazed down at him in the crib. He was so  tiny and fragile. Jacob started kicking his legs in excitement as soon  as he spotted Alex, which filled him with warmth.

Alex picked him up, feeling he had a full diaper. He was grateful for  the days he'd babysat his beautiful niece. He'd learned how to change  her so he knew what to do with his son. "You ready to get out of that  yucky diaper?" he cooed to his son.

Jacob answered him with a giggle and kicked his legs some more. Alex  changed him, then moved to the rocking chair and cuddled him for a  while. Jacob's temperament changed after about ten minutes though and he  looked as if he was going to start throwing a fit again. Even after  only a day with him, Alex knew his son wanted to be fed.