“Don’t even try to argue with me, Avery. I’ve never seen you so head over heels for a guy before. You’re happy. Your confidence is soaring. And it’s awesome! Doesn’t hurt that he’s drop-dead gorgeous and rolling in money, either.”
“I don’t care about his money,” Avery replied, low.
“Oh, I know. Which is why it’s so obvious that you’re falling for him. You lurve him!”
Avery’s jaw hung slack. Did she love him? They’d only been hanging out for a few weeks and he’d yet to take her on an actual date. So far, they’d spent most of their hours together naked. Great sex wasn’t enough of a foundation to build a successful relationship on, was it? “I don’t love him,” she said after a moment. Admitting she had feelings for Jase would only open her up for heartache later when he decided he was through with her. “At least, I don’t think I love him.”
“Oh, I see,” Kristie said. “You’re just using him for sex, then?”
“I’m not using him for sex.” Avery grabbed a spoon to taste her béchamel sauce. She had to admit, it was pretty damned perfect. A first. “Jase is amazing. He’s easygoing and so humble. You’d never know he was sitting on a billion-dollar nest egg if you hung out with him. He’s so driven, too. His career means so much to him. He gives a hundred and ten percent all the time and he’s one of the most ambitious people I’ve ever met.” He’s gentle … she thought. Sweet. His touch was like a salve that made everything better. God, she really was lost to him, wasn’t she?
“Would it be so terrible if you did love him?” Kristie ventured.
“Of course not.” Avery could think of a million things worse than loving Jase Blackwell. He was down to earth. Funny. Sexy as sin. And she had to admit that she enjoyed spending time with him. “It’s just that a relationship with him wouldn’t be as simple as just him and me. I think I’d feel like I was in constant competition with his team and his fans. The media, too. I don’t know if I could handle the added stress of sharing him.”
Kristie smirked. “Sounds like you’ve put some thought into it. Are you saying you’re jealous of his adoring fans?”
“No.” Avery looked away. “Okay, maybe a little. What if he’s not interested in anything other than a casual fling? I mean, we haven’t even seen each other outside of my apartment yet.”
“It’s a little weird,” Kristie admitted. “But have you ever considered that he doesn’t like to go out? You’ve never had to fend off crowds of autograph hounds and groupies before. Maybe he just wants a little privacy?”
“Could be.” Avery wasn’t convinced, though. “But he hasn’t even introduced me to any of his friends yet. Maybe he doesn’t want them to know he’s slumming with a waitress.”
“Hey, Negative Nancy, I refuse to hear that kind of talk.” Kristie brandished her whisk like a weapon. “You might be waitressing to pay the bills, but it’s not who you are. And if Jase Blackwell is too closed-minded to see past what you do or where you live, then he doesn’t deserve you.”
Avery gave Kristie a sad smile. “Thanks.” It shouldn’t have mattered what Jase thought about her, but it did. She wanted him to be proud to show her off to his friends or take her out. And it’s not like she expected him to drop loads of cash on a date. She’d be fine with burgers and a movie.
“You know, he might be keeping a low profile because of the playoffs,” Kristie suggested. “The Cowboys have a good chance of going to the Super Bowl. That’s gotta be stressful. He might be one of those superstitious sports guys who have to follow a certain ritual during the season. His might be living like a hermit.”
Avery laughed. “It would be a heck of a lot better than wearing dirty underwear for four months.”
“All right everyone, please present a sample of your béchamel and begin to clean up your stations,” Chef Isaacs announced from the back of the classroom.
Thank god. Despite the fact that she couldn’t wait to show off her béchamel, she was anxious for class to be over and call it a night. She wanted to check the score from tonight’s game. With any luck, the Cowboys had racked up another win and Jase would be in a good mood. She loved his playful side and a lighthearted Jase was a lot of fun. Tonight would be one of their last nights together for a while. If the Cowboys won tonight, their next game would be out of town and she had no idea when she’d see him again. The thought of being away from him for even a day soured her stomach. Maybe Kristie was right and Avery’s feelings for him ran deeper than she wanted to admit.
Her phone vibrated in her back pocket and she peeked to the rear of the classroom to make sure Chef was occupied before she checked the text message. A smile lit her face when she read Jase’s name and she swiped her finger across the screen to read his text: Booyah! We won! One step closer to the Super Bowl, baby! Heading over to your place in an hour to celebrate. Can’t wait to see you. Preferably naked. Make sure you’re free tomorrow. Taking you to a party.
A party? A ribbon of hope unfurled in Avery’s chest. Maybe Jase wasn’t embarrassed to be seen with her after all. She smiled as she fired off a quick response: Congrats! I’ll see you in an hour. Maybe without my clothes. ;)
Chef Isaacs approached her station and Avery quickly tucked her phone into her back pocket before dipping a spoon into her béchamel, anxious for him to taste. She’d aced tonight’s assignment and tomorrow night she had an honest to god date with Jason Blackwell.
Could her life get any better?
Chapter Nine
Avery fidgeted in the passenger seat of Jase’s Maserati as a riot of butterflies swirled in her stomach. She’d worked plenty of the Cowboys’ team functions over the past few months, but she’d never attended one as a guest. Tonight’s was another private party and thankfully, Peyton’s catering service wasn’t providing the food. Which meant no familiar faces, no prying eyes and whispering lips for her to worry about. Unless some of the players or their dates recognized her from previous parties, Avery could maintain a modicum of anonymity. She wouldn’t have to make excuses for what she did or where she came from. At least, she hoped.
“So … the division championship game is in Miami?” Beside her, Jase was a picture of calm while Avery was so nervous she’d resorted to the most ridiculous small talk ever. “Have you been there before?”
Jase’s affectionate smile was enough to turn her bones to mush. “Several times. Like, every time we play them. Avery, relax. It’s just a party. You’re about to vibrate right out of your seat.”
She stilled her bouncing knees as heat rose to her cheeks. “I know.”
“Then why do you look like you’re about to lose your lunch?”
Avery shrugged. “It’s just … I mean …” Gah. Spit it out already! “What if someone recognizes me from the events I worked?”
“So what if they do?”
She cleared her throat, forced the words from her mouth. “Won’t you be embarrassed if your teammates find out that you’re dating the hired help?”
Jase’s expression darkened and Avery’s heart plunged into her stomach. He put on his blinker and checked traffic before crossing over into the far right lane. At the first turnout he could find, Jase pulled off the road and brought the car to a complete stop. He threw the car into park and turned in his seat, facing her fully. “Jesus, Avery. Do you really think that I’m that shallow? That I’d be ashamed to be seen with you because you’re a fucking waitress?”
“Come on, Jase. You have to admit, I’m not exactly the type of girl a guy like you goes for. And I assumed that we spent so much time at my place because you were worried about being seen with me.” She’d never voiced her insecurities before and cringed at Jase’s pained expression.
“Wow. I had no idea that you thought so little of me.”
“What? No. Jase—”
His eyes burned with hurt and anger, making Avery wish she could take back everything she’d said. Damn it. Why did she always have to let her self-doubt get the best of her? Jase’s nostrils flared and he settled back into his seat with enough force to cause it to groan in protest. She’d never seen him angry before, but her careless comment had obviously triggered one of his hot-button issues.
“You know, Avery, there is nothing worse than someone making assumptions about the type of person you are. I’ve been called a snob, accused of using my money to advance my career, and yeah, of even being a shallow, insensitive dick. But you know more about me than most people. Like the fact that my childhood home makes your apartment look like the fucking Plaza. If I was embarrassed to be seen with you do you think I would’ve even asked you to come with me tonight?” His voice grew louder with each word.
“No.” Avery averted her gaze, his hurt slicing through her. “I know you’re not that sort of guy.” She was letting her own stupid insecurities get the better of her. “I’m sorry, Jase.”