For my daughter
Chapter One
Kyle
Badass, troublemaker, girl magnet-familiar words always followed Kyle from his locker to his senior English classroom. Or from the cafeteria to the parking lot. Or from the locker room to the baseball field. Anywhere he went, the whispers followed.
Today, it went something like, "Ooh, I know who we should vote most likely to drop out before graduation," as he walked by. Or, "I heard he banged two girls at once at North Texas last weekend. College girls, man!" Or, "Dude, I heard MLB scouts are coming to the games to watch him play."
He wished that last one were true.
Kyle zipped his hoodie up tighter, acting like he couldn't hear a word. The dark red hoodie and a pair of headphones were pretty thin armor, even if he did encourage the stories … the lies. Suttonville High was a big enough maze of suck without letting the truth out.
And no way, no how, was he showing any sort of weakness ever again.
"Dude! Wait up!" a guy called.
For a second, Kyle stiffened. Old habits died hard. But he recognized the voice and let his shoulders relax. Cade Adams, unlike the hundreds of rich, snobby kids crowding the halls, was worth waiting for. He slowed his stride until Cade caught up, looking disheveled. For an amused moment, he wondered if Cade was running from a pack of zombified football players, then he noticed the pleading look on Cade's face. The same one he'd ignored from a half dozen other guys.
He shook his head. "Nope, still not going."
"It's supposed to be a great party," Cade said, running a hand over his hair to coerce it back into shape. It was a little too long, and curls kept springing up on his head. "First night of spring break, man. All the seniors are going."
"Everyone except me," Kyle said, quickening his pace.
"Come on," Cade pleaded. "I need to be your wingman. Just once. Your leftovers would be a feast to us mere mortals."
That's what half the baseball team said, too. But if he let someone be his wingman, they'd find out really quick that he wasn't what everyone assumed. "Sorry, not my scene."
"Fine. Okay, I get it." Cade's crooked smile didn't do much to hide his disappointment. "Just … think about it."
He strode off, breezing through the hall filled with students in designer clothes as if his Iron Man T-shirt, wild hair, and faded jeans didn't matter to him. And it didn't-at some point last fall, Cade had become cool. Either that, or he'd stopped caring what any of them thought.
Lucky bastard.
Kyle stalked to chemistry, praying he'd pass today's test. Being dyslexic turned the periodic table into a medieval torture device, even if his teacher was good about giving him tutoring on the down low. He couldn't let anyone know he actually cared about his grades, aside from passing to play baseball.
"I heard he's going out with some girl at Texas Woman's," a girl whispered to another as he walked in, as if he couldn't hear them.
"Wish I knew for sure if anyone here has a chance," said the other girl, a pretty senior who had a reputation of being a man-eater. "Because I'd ride that pony all over town."
Kyle's ears flamed up. To hide his discomfort, he rolled his neck, getting a little satisfaction out of the wary stares after the vertebrae cracked. That's right, the scary kid just cracked his back. You puny humans shouldn't try that at home.
The bell rang and he sank into his desk, adopting his typical pose of "I'm only here because the truant officer made me show up today" with his legs stretched out in the aisle. Mrs. Moody, the chem teacher, rolled her eyes. She saw right through him. And if she could, how much longer would it be before everyone else did?
During the test-in which chemical compounds morphed into ancient Hebrew right before his eyes-he couldn't shake the conversation with Cade. He felt bad about letting the guy down, especially since he hadn't been much of a friend the last few years, but he hated those parties because of the baggage that rode on them. Namely, his reputation.
Because who at Suttonville would believe that the resident delinquent, skateboard-riding, drag-racing, smart-mouthed chick magnet Kyle Sawyer was actually none of those things?
Chapter Two
Faith
"Faith Gladwell?" The school secretary's voice was bored. "Your mother left you a package."
Faith sighed in relief. She hadn't meant to leave her ballet shoes at home, but she'd nearly been late for first period, and a tardy on her record was worse than the shame of calling for help.
She took her dance bag from the secretary and flashed her a big smile. "You made my morning."
Like magic, the secretary smiled back. "Glad to help."
That was thing most people missed about life-being nice actually worked. And with a name like Faith Gladwell, people expected nice. They wanted an angel with a sweet smile and bubbly attitude, and she was happy to oblige. Most of the time, anyway.
But it was getting harder. Wings were heavy and really hard to keep from dragging on the ground. Especially when you dated one of the most popular guys in school-and you weren't sure you wanted to be with him anymore.
She hurried to the drama room, dodging past other students as if it were all a dance. Everything was a dance to her, especially now with her big break on the horizon. The musical was in two weeks, and they'd be starting dress rehearsals soon. After Mr. Fisk had learned she was classically trained in ballet, tap, jazz, and hip-hop, he'd insisted she try out for the lead in Oklahoma!
"You're a triple threat, dear," he said in his drawling theater voice. "We knew you could sing, and you can certainly act … but you can dance? Well, between all that and your girl-next-door demeanor, and you're perfect for Laurey. I can just see you pirouetting in the dream sequence. Perfect!" He'd snapped his fingers and strode off, shouting for the costume designers to come take her measurements, not even waiting for tryouts to be finished.
The lead … she still couldn't believe Mr. Fist had picked her. Mom was thrilled. Dad had taken to singing "The Surrey with the Fringe on Top" at random intervals. Even her older sisters had called home to say congrats.
Cameron, though, had frowned and asked how much time the rehearsals would take up. "Will I be able to see you?" he'd asked. "Or will the musical take up all your time?"
Some people would call that sweet. Faith called it "smothering slowly," especially since she knew he wasn't really missing her, but a warm body to coo at his football stories and let him stick his hand up her shirt. She'd almost told him, nicely, that he could keep himself perfectly good company, given what he really wanted out of her.
So much for nice.
She hummed as she skipped through the halls. Getting the lead in the school musical was one more box checked for her high school bucket list. Only two marks left:
Get accepted to NYU's musical theater program.
Have sex with a guy she loved.
Her mother would need smelling salts if she ever peeked in Faith's diary, but what she didn't know wouldn't give her a stroke. Dad? Well, he'd lock her up and go shopping for chastity belts.
Faith snorted. That image was way too easy to conjure up. Dad probably knew someone who made chastity belts. He hadn't even let her get into a car with a boy alone until she was sixteen. S-E-X wasn't spoken of.
Faith slowed in front of the drama room, feeling a little pang catch her heart. Her family loved her. They loved her dreams, her dramatic streak, and even her feet, ugly from years of dance. Still, she knew they worried about her. The baby. The one most likely to turn out wild.
And they hated Cameron.
Funny thing was, she was starting to see why. Every time they went out now, his hands got a little more aggressive, and he couldn't understand why she was reluctant to go past second base after dating for six months.
She didn't have the heart to tell him it was because she was waiting until she really fell in love … and that she didn't love him.
God, that was going to be a horrific conversation, wasn't it?
"Faith! Wait up, you long-legged gazelle!" Violet Moore dashed after her, cursing the fact-loudly-that she was five three and friends with a girl who was five nine. "George Washington on a pogo stick, you walk fast."
She chuckled. Violet's ponytail was coming lose from its elastic and her face was red. "How long have you been trying to catch me?"
"Since you left the office!" Her best friend paused to suck down air. "I wanted to make sure you can still meet after school to get ready for the party."
"Yep. I'll be there at three thirty."
"Good, because I'm seeing my hair stylist at five."
Faith's eyes widened. "You're really going to do it?"
Violet swung her ponytail. "Hell yassss. Tell your mom we'll send her the hair for the foundation."
"Sweet!" Faith grinned. "I can't wait to see you with short hair. It'll match your height."
"Aw, shut up, Amazon." But she smiled. The smile faded fast, though. "Great. Asshat at eleven o'clock."
"Cameron?"
"Yeah. I'm going to blaze before I say something that'll land me in jail." Violet gave her arm a squeeze. "You need to turf him. And soon."
"I know." She sighed and turned. Cameron was muscling his way past a group of freshmen to get to her. "I'll … I'll do it after the party."