The Baby Scandal(8)
Ruth, inexperienced, marveled at how he could invest a single word with so many hidden, tantalizing possibilities.
"Have you told Alison about your idea...for me? I wouldn't want to rub anyone's back up the wrong way..."
"Absolutely," he said expansively, bringing the palms of his hands to rest on the desk and adopting a businesslike expression. "Alison thinks it's a fabulous idea and she's going to rally the other reporters to start working on similar contentious issues so that we can pull something together for the issue due at the end of next month. When you've finished your stint with me, you'll be pulled into a more responsible position … maybe occasionally working alongside one of the reporters as back-up."
"Oh!" Ruth said breathlessly, a little awed by the suggestion of such a tremendous promotion.
"Naturally, this unexpected change of job will be reflected in your pay." He whipped a sheet of paper from underneath a paperweight on the desk and waved it in the air, talking at the same time. "An immediate increase in your salary, to be followed by another increase in three months' time if you prove yourself up to your additional responsibilities...if, indeed, you want additional responsibility.
"All you have to do..." he leant across the desk and rapped his finger imperiously at the bottom of the sheet of paper "...is sign here..." He produced a fountain pen, seemingly from thin air, and handed it to her before she could open her mouth to protest at the sudden speed of things.
Ruth's eyes scurried over the closely typed page, briefly taking in the description of her new role, containing an undignified gasp at the enormity of her salary increase.
"At the bottom," he said. "Your signature. And then everything's formalized."
"I'm still not sure..." she said on a deep breath, shifting her eyes away from the piece of paper in front of her with its frightening promises of adventure and money and excitement.
"Of course you are," he said gently. "Apprehensive, but sure."
Ruth frowned, uncertain whether she cared for his ten-second summary of her reaction and then irritated because he was right.
He looked at his watch. "You're not putting your life on the line with this assignment," he urged her, raking his long fingers through his hair. "A weekend if you hate it, believe me, I won't force you to carry on. But give yourself the chance to see whether this kind of thing appeals to you."
A few more seconds of hesitation and then she put her name at the bottom of the piece of paper. Okay, so she wasn't signing her life away, but the minute she pushed the piece of paper across the desk back to him she felt as though she was signing something away, though what she wasn't too sure.
Or maybe it was just that trace of smugness tugging the comers of his mouth that made her feel just a tad nervous about what she had agreed to. She was very nearly tempted to snatch the piece of paper out of his hands, rip it into a thousand pieces and then hustle back to her desk. But, with a speed that left her wondering whether the man was a mind-reader, he folded the paper in half, stuck it into his open briefcase, which was perched on the side of the desk and decisively slammed it shut.
"Now that's all settled," he said, standing up and shrugging on his jacket, Just one or two suggestions before we start work on Wednesday."
"On Wednesday?" she squeaked.
"Why waste valuable time? No point meeting here. Meet me at The Breakfast Bar in Soho. Here's the address." He scribbled it down for her and she took the paper from him. "Eight p.m. sharp. I gather it's where a lot of young girls hang out when they hit London for the first time. It's cheap, in the center of things, and has a reputation for being a useful place to meet people."
"How on earth did you find all that out?"
"I'm clever and talented. Hadn't you noticed?" he said in a silky voice, addressing, as it turned out, her down-turned head. "Anyway," he continued crisply, "just a couple of suggestions."
That got her attention. She looked up at him with her peach-smooth skin and wide grey eyes, now holding a hint of a question in them.
"Dress casually. Jeans, trainers, nothing too...formal. If anything, you'll want to blend in with some of the girls we'll be meeting...that way they'll be more relaxed and more expansive about revealing themselves to a couple of reporters..."
"How do you know they won't laugh in our faces and walk away?"
"I think, actually, they'll either be flattered or relieved that someone's taking an interest in them." He was by the door now, hand on the doorknob. "The way we'll play this is: questions in the night, and the following evening we'll debrief over dinner before we start again." He smiled at her. "And don't be scared.
I'll look after you."
CHAPTER THREE
"I Don't know if I'll be able to handle this."
She had rehearsed a long speech about this, had even stood in front of the bathroom mirror and practiced, making sure to keep her eyes focused, to try and control the temptation to eat her words, and to appear confident and firm.
Now, sliding into the seat opposite Franco for the first of their so called debriefing meetings, she found that all of her painstakingly contrived self-assurance had vanished through the window. Her words came out in a rush, and from the expression on his face she could see that he thought she was deranged To be greeted by someone whose opening remark was, I don't know if I can handle this, must, she conceded, be a little disconcerting.
"Would you like a drink?" was his response, and she looked at him, exasperated.
"No, I would not like a drink. I would like to say what I have to say."
"Go ahead then." He sat back in the chair, left ankle resting on right knee, and proceeded to look at her with an interested patient expression that made her even more nervous.
They had arrange the night before, to have their debriefing dinner at a pub in Hampstead which, at six-thirty, was still virtually empty. A few lost souls were perched on bar stools, drinking in a desultory way, and a few more couples occupied tables, but the crowds would not start piling in until later.
Ruth sat very straight on the chair and pressed her hands into her lap. "I've thought long and hard about this," she began. "In fact, I've spent most of the day thinking about it..."
"Are you sure you don't want a drink? Dutch courage and all that?"
Ruth hesitated and then nodded briefly. Perhaps a glass of wine. Making her speech had been considerably easier with only her reflection as audience. She watched as he strode off to the counter, leaning against it with his back to her.
He was wearing jeans again. As she had discovered the night before, the attire of jeans, on him, was even more unsettling than a suit, which rightly or wrongly, exuded more soothing connotations of good behavior and civilized self-restraint. Seeing him in a pair of jeans for the first time had made her realize that he was younger than she had first thought. He had appeared more overtly sexy in them as he had sat astride his chair, so that the denim tautened and tightened alarmingly over his powerful legs and thighs, chatting easily with two girls who couldn't have been older than seventeen or eighteen.
"So. You were saying?" He handed her the glass, sat back down and proceeded to look at her questioningly over the rim of his glass of lager.
Ruth gulped down some of the wine and then licked her lips thoughtfully. "I don't think that I handled last night very well," she began. I don't know what I expected when I agreed to this assignment, but the reality of it was just a little too much for me."
"I thought you were rather good, actually," he said, massaging the back of his neck with the flat of his hand. "Concerned, gentle, unthreatening. Kate and Angie seemed to be opening up to you quite a bit."
"Yes, well, that's the problem. I don't think I want to..." She hesitated, tripping over what was going through her head. "I'm not gritty enough..."