The Gods of Guilt(46)

“Mr. Haller. Is something wrong?”

She was wearing the same outfit from earlier and I assumed she had come from work at the yoga studio.

“No, nothing is wrong. I just came back to tell you that you can forget about that subpoena.”

“What do you mean? Did you take it to a judge like you said?”

“Didn’t need to. I noticed after I left here that there wasn’t a seal on it from the clerk of the U.S. District Court. Moya’s case is in federal court. Gotta have that seal or it’s not legit. I think the lawyer, Fulgoni, was trying to see if he could get you to come in on the sly, so he doctored up what looked like a subpoena and had his man take it out to you.”

“Why would he do that—I mean, want me to come in on the sly?”

I had already been puzzling over this, especially since the subpoena Fulgoni had dropped on me had been legit. Why go through the correct motions on mine and not Kendall’s? So far I hadn’t been able to figure out why.

“Good question,” I said. “If he wanted to keep it quiet, he could have filed the subpoena request under seal. But he didn’t. Instead he tried to bluff you into coming in for an interview. I’m probably going to go see him tomorrow and that’s exactly what I’ll ask.”

“Well, it’s all confusing . . . but thank you.”

“Confusion aside, we aim to please at Michael Haller and Associates.”

I smiled and then felt dumb about what I had just said.

“You know, you could’ve called me. I gave you my number. You didn’t have to come all the way back out here.”

I frowned and shook my head like her concern was warrantless.

“It was no problem. My daughter lives nearby with my ex and I swung by there for a bit.”

It wasn’t exactly a lie. I had indeed driven by my ex-wife’s condo building and stared at the lighted windows of her unit. I imagined my daughter in there in her bedroom, doing her homework or on the computer tweeting or Facebooking with friends. I had then driven over to see Kendall Roberts.

“So that means that next Tuesday I don’t have to go to that lawyer’s office?” she asked.

“No, you’re clear,” I said. “You can forget about it.”

“And I won’t have to go to court or testify about anything?”

That was the big question and I knew I had to stop making promises I was not sure I could keep.

“What I’m going to do is see Fulgoni tomorrow and make it clear to him that you’re out of it. That you have no knowledge that will be useful to him in this matter and he should forget about you. I think that should take care of it.”

“Thank you.”

“Anytime.”

I didn’t make a move to leave and she glanced over my shoulder toward the street where my car was parked again in the red zone.

“So, where’s your partner? The mean one.”

I started to laugh.

“Oh, Earl? He’s off now. He’s actually my driver. Sorry again about that today. I didn’t know what I was getting into when we came here.”

“You’re forgiven.”

I nodded. There was nothing else to say at that point, but I still didn’t move from my position on the front doorstep. The silence became awkward and she finally broke it.

“Is there . . .”

“Yeah, I’m sorry, I’m just standing here like a goof or something.”

“It’s okay.”

“No, I, uh . . . you know, the real reason I came back is I wanted to talk about that question you asked. I mean, from earlier today.”

“What question?”

She leaned against the door frame.

“You asked me about the past, you know? About how I lived with the past. My past.”

She nodded. She remembered now.

“I’m sorry,” she said. “I was being sarcastic and that was out of line. I had no business—”

“No, it’s fine. Sarcasm or not, the question was valid. But then that guy knocked on the door with the phony subpoena and I, you know, never answered the question.”

“So you came back to answer it.”

I smiled uneasily.

“Well, sort of. I thought . . . that the past for both of us was something . . .”

I started laughing with embarrassment and shook my head.

“Actually, I don’t know what I’m saying here.”

“Would you like to come in, Mr. Haller?”

“I would love to but you have to stop calling me that. Call me Michael or Mickey or Mick. You know, Gloria used to call me Mickey Mantle.”

She held the door wide and I stepped into the entry area.

“I’ve also been called Mickey Mouth on occasion. You know, because lawyers are sometimes called mouthpieces.”