Moss laughed. “To a good fight,” he said, saluting me with the blade of his own knife.
“To the glory of your death and the ghosts who will enjoy tormenting your soul.”
He raised a mocking eyebrow. “Ghosts hold no fear to me.”
“Then you are a fool.”“And you are bleeding. The first cut of many.”
The words were barely out of his mouth when he was coming at me, a whirlwind of power and speed and sheer, bloody force. I weaved and dodged and blocked, using every skill, every instinct. He was fast, there was no doubt about it, but he was bigger and heavier and the sand was hindering him more than it was me.
Eventually, several blows got through my defense, one nicking my left breast, the other cutting my stomach. But I was still upright, still relatively unhurt, after several minutes of heavy fighting. Best of all, I’d managed to mark Moss. It enraged him, as I’d hoped it would.
He came at me again, a blurring mass of muscle, anger, and determination. I continued to dodge and weave, but let myself be forced backward. Ever backward.
If you need help in any way, I am here, in the room. Quinn’s voice swept into my mind, as comforting as a cool breeze on a hot summer day. I found a guard with similar weight, coloring, and height.
A guard who was undoubtedly feeding the fish in the lake as we spoke. I ducked under a sweeping slash of blade, then spun and kicked. Moss sucked in his gut, and my blow missed. Not so his knife. It sliced across my foot and damn near took off a toe. I snarled in frustration and pain and Moss laughed.
He was enjoying himself. I was happy for him. Truly. A condemned man should always enjoy his last meal.
I watched him warily, even as I said to Quinn, You’re in the room and not taking the chance to kill Starr yourself? I leaned back to miss the sweep of Moss’s fist, and slashed at his arm with my knife. It missed, but at that point I didn’t really care. Why?
Because there is a sharpshooter sitting in the shadows at the opposite end of the arena from Starr. He has orders to kill you if you win.
I backed away, and swiped at the sweat running down my forehead with a bloody arm. Confidence fairly oozed from Moss’s pores and yet there was annoyance in his eyes. Which didn’t make sense when he thought he was winning…my gaze skimmed his body and saw the problem. He wasn’t getting an erection. He needed fear to get it up, and I wasn’t giving it to him.
I waved the knife at his inactive bits. “Hard to rape a girl when there’s no action happening downstairs. Maybe you really do prefer boys.”
He snarled and attacked. Again and again. I dodged, attacking him when opportunities arose, taking hits every now and again but never truly deep ones. And all the while, I kept backing away.
The smell of blood and death began to touch the air. We were close to the bodies. Very close.
He lunged forward. I jumped backward. My feet hit Merle’s body, but rather than steadying myself, I went with the momentum of the fall. Moss laughed and raised the knife, the bloody blade glittering silver as the lights caressed it. I twisted in the air so that I landed on my side, then thrust an arm under Nerida’s body. My hand touched the barrel of a gun, my fingers burning with the closeness of silver even as I gripped the handle.
As the air screamed with the force of Moss’s oncoming blow, I pulled the gun free, aimed at Starr, and shot his fucking brains out.
A second shot rang out almost simultaneously, and Moss fell backward, a small hole in the middle of his forehead.
Quinn, finishing things off.
I took a deep breath and slowly released it.
It was over. Done.
Moss was dead, Starr was dead, and pandemonium was beginning to erupt around the arena.
And like it or not, I’d just stepped over the line and become a full-fledged guardian.
Chapter 16
I drew together the edges of my borrowed coat and watched the dawn color the sky with flags of red and gold.
From where I sat near the stables, I had a full view of what was going on. The house was a hive of activity. Trucks lined the driveway and people were bustling back and forth, most leading prisoners but some carrying boxes and files.
I rubbed my forehead wearily. The sense of déjà vu was strong, and like before, I just wanted to go home, take a long bath, and forget this whole damn episode.
And while I could finally go home and be safe, forgetting wasn’t an option. Like it or not, my actions here in this place had changed my life forever. I had my revenge all right, but the cost was still to be counted.
Warm awareness tingled across my skin, and I looked around. Quinn walked out of the trees and sat down beside me.
“How are you feeling?”
“Like shit.” I shrugged. “Several gallons of coffee, a long hot bath, and several days of sleep will make a serious difference, though.”
His smile reached his dark eyes and my hormones reacted accordingly. “Thought that might be the case.” He produced a china mug from behind his back. “It’s not hazelnut, but it is hot.”
“God, I think I love you.” I wrapped my chilled hands around the mug and inhaled deeply. “Bliss, even if it’s not hazelnut.”
“I’ll treat you to hazelnut when we go out this weekend.”
Amusement ran through me. “When? Don’t I get a say in it?”
“You can choose the day. You can choose the time. But you cannot refuse.” His eyes were filled not only with determination, but a warmth that did strange things to the beat of my heart. “Because I will hunt you down, throw you over my shoulder, and forcibly abduct you to our date.”
The vampire had joined the chase and fully intended to give Kellen a run for his money. Modern wolf or not, my blood raced at the thought.
“You do realize part of me is tempted to test whether you’d carry through with the threat?”
He shrugged. “I don’t intend to play by the rules anymore. I’m playing to win.”
“Love is not a game.”
He raised an eyebrow. “Life itself is a game. Love is the greatest prize. One I’ve held myself apart from for entirely too long.”
Nice words, but I wasn’t exactly believing them. “So why the change, Quinn? What makes me so acceptable now when I was so unacceptable four months ago? I can never change what I am.”
“Unless you find your soul mate. Unless you promise yourself to the moon and him.” He touched a finger to my chin, holding it still as he leaned forward and gently kissed my lips. “I intend to prove I am that man.”
“You’re not a wolf.”
“Neither are you. Not entirely.”
“But I want what all wolves want. A wolf mate. A home. Children.”“We both know some dreams are never meant to be.”
“But there are still options left for me, Quinn.” I freed my chin from his grip and looked away from him. “And I will not give up on my dreams until I draw my very last breath.”
“Then I will have to remain by your side until those dreams turn to dust or you accept what is meant to be.”
I glanced at him. “You can stay for as long as you like, but I will never play us solo. Never.”
He looked away, but not before I’d seen the flicker of cold determination in his eyes. The vampire might be saying all the right things, but in the end, the result he wanted was me and him, his way, not mine.
And only time would tell which of us was the stronger.
I followed his gaze and saw Jack approaching. Bad timing in some respects, good timing in others.
As Quinn rose to his feet, I said, “You never answered my question earlier.”
“What question?” But the sparkle in his dark eyes suggested he knew entirely too well what question.
“You had the chance to take your revenge on Starr but didn’t grab it. Why not, when you’ve declared from the beginning that nothing and no one would get in the way of your revenge?”
He paused, as if searching for an answer, then said, “Because Henri would have called me all sorts of a fool for choosing revenge over matters of the heart. In the end, Starr died anyway, so what did it matter who actually pulled the trigger?”
“That decision could earn you brownie points, you know.”
He grinned. “I’m counting on it.” He touched a finger lightly to my shoulder, then walked away.
Jack took his place beside me. “So, how is my favorite recruit feeling?”
“I’m not making killing a full-time habit. You can’t make me.” I paused for impact, even though I doubted there would be any, then added, “Can I go home now?”
“Not yet.” He grinned. “And killing will come in time.”
I sniffed. “How goes the cleanup?”
He shrugged. “Here, fine, though we’ve had to bring in local cops to help handle all the arrests and documentation.”
“And the lab?”
He looked at me. For the first time ever, I saw anger, true, unforgiving anger, in Jack’s green eyes. “That bastard didn’t deserve the easy death you gave him, Riley. What he has done—” He blew out a breath. “I’ve seen some truly horrific things in my time, but this lab takes the cake.”
I didn’t want to know the details, I really didn’t, so I changed the subject. “What about the spirit lizards?”
Iktar’s people, despite his confidence, hadn’t been able to free themselves from the implants as quickly and as easily as he’d boasted. They were all still here when the Directorate swept in.