“Thanks. I was so damn nervous. I thought for sure I was going to mess up a note or lyric.” I laugh trying to brush off my nerves.
“Well, you just blew the roof off of this place! I can’t wait until tomorrow. I bet we’ll see our performance all over the internet and news stations when they talk about the awards show.”
Casper rubs his hand over his short, black buzzed head and beams down at me, “That was fucking awesome. I can’t wait to see this song climb the charts!”
I’m ecstatic right now.
I am relieved that they loved the song and were down with performing it instead of one of the new songs on our album. I don’t know what I’d do without these guys. They’ve been by my side for eight years, and without them I would have never achieved all that we’ve accomplished since we started this crazy wonderful journey.
Jordon
Brittan blew me away with that song tonight. I could feel all the emotions she was feeling as she sat up on that stage and blew everyone’s minds with that performance. I got choked up listening to the lyrics as she poured her heart out. Then to see our peers feeling the same emotions, it was the craziest and most thrilling thing I’ve ever experienced in my life.
That moment even outweighed us winning our first award ever for Best New Group/Duo. The awards were a blast, and none of us left empty handed with Beyond Redemption winning Top Artist.
I’m so proud of Brittan, seeing where she was this time last year, missing the awards because she was in rehab and seeing where she is now…She’s stronger than ever.
I made sure to let her know just how much I loved her song the second we climbed into our limo. By the time we made it back to our hotel, she’d already come twice around my fingers.
She begged me to let her rip my tuxedo off, but I told her we only had a short drive down the strip, we would have to wait until we entered our suite, but it would be worth it.
Brittan compromised.
We made it to the elevator, slid our penthouse suite key in then she pinned me against the elevator wall. She fisted my shirt and tore it open scattering the buttons across the floor in one quick move.
I almost came in my fucking pants watching the hunger erupt in her eyes as she tore my shirt from my body.
We had some of the best sex we’ve ever had, in that elevator, and then again in our suite before finally crashing from exhaustion.
I think every moment we have together I fall a little deeper in love with her. She has consumed my every thought and every inch of my heart. Brittan is everything I’ve ever dreamt of and then some.
I hope that we only fall deeper in love with one another every day from here on out.