Taking What's Wicked(22)
When Valentina leans up and looks in my eyes, I try to show her all the love I have there. I try to let her see that she can trust me and love me, and I won’t go anywhere. I want to show her how much she means to me. How much I love her.
Seventeen
Archer
“Have you ever been in love?”
She looks at me with insecurity in her eyes, and I’m shocked she doesn’t know the answer. Of course I’ve been in love. I fell in love the day I first saw her.
“Yes.”
I don’t know why she looks so disappointed. Maybe she thinks I mean someone else. I need her to trust me and to trust us. I don’t want to say something now that makes her think I’m lying. That I’m saying I love her to convince her to let me go. I need to show her.
“I’d never leave you if you loved me. I’d do everything in my power to keep you. You might think I’m crazy, but she’s the crazy one. Anyone who would give you up is insane.”
I get a little angry at her words. First, that she would ever think I could feel this way about someone else is infuriating. Second, because she’s just as crazy as I am, and she better never plan on leaving me. I’m so far gone with her it’s psychotic, and I don’t give a shit. She’s mine, I’m hers. End of fucking story.
“Is that so? Do you plan on letting me go?”
“You won’t give me a choice! Soon your security will come in and take me away from you, but I won’t let that happen until I’m finished. I’ll have to leave before then, but hopefully I’ll have a piece of you I can take with me.”
Like I’d let my security team come in here and let them see her naked. I’d kill every one of them. They know the rules when it comes to her.
I want to give her a baby. I want to give her a life together, but I don’t want her to do this and run from me. “I won’t cum, Valentina. If you think I’d get you pregnant and let you run off with our child, you're crazier than I thought.”
I would track her and our baby to the ends of the earth. There’s no place she could hide that I wouldn’t be able to find her.
Suddenly, she’s on top of me, grabbing my face and looking into my eyes. My words have angered her, but I don’t care. She’s not leaving me.
“Archer, my love. You haven’t seen crazy yet. If you only knew the lengths I’ve gone to have you. I wish you could see it as more than crazy, maybe as something else.” I start to confess my own craziness, but at the tears in her eyes, I stop speaking. I need to hold her. I need to tell her everything is going to be okay.
She jumps from the bed and turns so I can’t see her face, and I won’t have that. “Untie me, Valentina.”
“Why? So you can leave me like everyone else does? No.”
My heart breaks for her. I know she hasn't had anyone important in her life, real friends or family.
“Valentina,” I say, leaving no room for interpretation. I want her attention and I want it now.
“No, I’m not letting you go. This is all your fault anyway. If you could have just noticed me, or seen me as something more, we could’ve had it all. Everything. We both could’ve had the family we wanted. I know how you feel about your parents. I feel the same about mine. They left me outside a hospital when I was thirteen. When I saw you, I knew we’d be perfect together, but you just couldn’t see me. I’d have done anything for you!”
It looks like she’s done just as much homework on me as I have on her. I know everything there is to know about this beautiful woman, and I would never deny her what she wants. She wants me, and I’m willing to give it to her.
“If you’d do anything for me, you’d untie me,” I plead with her. I know no matter what I say, she won’t believe me, but if she unties me she’ll see I’m not going to run from her.
“It’s too late, Archer. You sealed your own fate. Now I’m going to take what I want.”
She can take me, but not like this. I don’t want the first time we make love to be this way. I know she needs to trust me, but right now, it’s gone too far. I need to take over before she does something we can’t undo.
She gets back on the bed and straddles my body. She grabs my cock, rubbing her soaked pussy against the tip, and I can feel her opening kissing me, begging me to dive in. She adjusts a little, and my cock head is in place, slick with her juices and trembling with need.
“Valentina, don’t do this.” I’m the most controlled I’ve ever been in my life, but I can’t hold on much longer.
“I love you, Archer. I love you so much that I can love enough for both of us. ”