THRUST(46)

This all started out as fun. I was longing for something different. It was something I’ve never done before. Hell, I haven’t even been sexually active since Jordan. It felt nice to be desired for once, but now . . . now where does this leave me? Desiring the touch of two brothers that want nothing more than a physical relationship with me? I’m so confused, but I’ve never been more sexually satisfied in my life.

I look up from the couch when the front door opens and closes. I hear Tori asking Brad to go to her room and wait for her, before she plops down next to me on the couch.

She nods down at the letter in my hand. “You finally read the letter, huh?”

I hold it up before flipping it over and placing it on the coffee table. “Yeah. Only once . . . or five times, but who’s counting. Doesn’t really matter. It’s complete bullshit, but she did at least ask you to photograph her wedding. Isn’t that just so damn nice of her?”

Tori squeezes the couch cushion and makes an irritated noise. “Seriously! What makes her think that I’d want to do that shit for her after what she did to you? Is she fucking high?”

I look up and face her. I can’t help but to laugh at the look she’s making. “Calm down before you pop an eye out. You’re scaring me.”

She shakes her head and lets out a deep breath to calm herself. “I’m okay. I’m okay.” She takes another deep breath and releases it. “Doesn’t she already have a photographer? The wedding is tomorrow afternoon.”

“Yeah,” I mutter. “But she said she’d rather have you. You know what she likes better than any other photographer. She’s going to keep this other person booked until she hears word if you can do it or not.”

“Fuck her, Calla.” She grabs my shoulder and shakes me. “Get that look off your face. Don’t let her bring you down. You need to show them that you’re better than them, and that you’ve moved on.” Her eyes get wide and she looks as if she’s just gotten the best idea in the world. “Invite Kyan or Hunter as your date. They are both sinfully sexy and any girl would be jealous of you. One of them is way better than her stupid fiancé. Show up with one of them and show her that you came out on top.”

I lean my head back and scream under my breath. She has no idea how complicated this situation has become. She’s going to think that I’m crazy when I tell her this.

“About the boys . . .” She cocks her head, waiting for me to continue. “Apparently Hunter is Kyan’s younger brother.” I cover my face and shake my head, still in shock over the news. “And yes, they both know that I’m fucking them both and they don’t care. It only seems to make them pleasure me harder.”

Her eyes go wide and it almost sounds as if she’s choking on something. “Whoa! Are you serious or are you fucking with me? You’re serious?” I nod my head. “For once in my life . . . I’m speechless. I really didn’t think they made brothers that damn sexy. Genes that good usually only happens once within a family.”

I slap her arm, causing her to jump back and grab it. “You’re not helping any here. What am I supposed to do? I haven’t been with a guy in two years and now I’m having sex with two. I never planned this, Tori. It just sort of . . . hit me. ”

She looks at me as if I’m stupid. “Enjoy it. Enjoy this and have your fun. It’s your turn. Do you see what’s happening here?”

I shake my head and reach for the letter again, rubbing it under my fingers. “This is your prize for the bad shit that you’ve had to deal with. It’s making up for all that alone time you’ve spent, fluffin’ your own muffin. I’m not going to lie. I would definitely jump at the opportunity to have sex with two sexy brothers. If it’s not hurting anyone, then why stop? You deserve some fun in your life.”

I sit here and let her words sink in. Maybe she’s right. I’m not looking to jump into a relationship anytime soon, and apparently neither are the boys. Why not let us all enjoy it while it lasts. It still leaves me with one question, because I know this is something that I have to do. My father has already called me, begging me to please put the past behind me and be civil with my sister for one day. Just one day.

“Who do I ask to the wedding then?”

Tori’s expression turns serious as if she didn’t really take a second to consider this before. “I don’t know. This is a huge step for you, Calla. Going to your sister’s wedding is going to hurt. I’m not going to downplay it.” She pauses when my eyes meet the letter. “Who can you see sitting beside you at this wedding? Who will bring you the most comfort and make it hurt less? That’s who you should ask.”