His eyes lock with mine. "I love you with every bit of my heart. What I feel for you isn't fleeting. It's not something that's going away once the new wears off because it isn't new. My love for you has been there all along. It just needed a little time for you to catch up with me."
I put my fingers in the back of his hair and toy with a lock at his neckline. "When I'm in your arms, I feel like I have the world because you're everything I've ever wanted. You've always seen something in me that separates me from the rest. And with you, I know my heart is safe because the love we share is never ending." I place a quick kiss against his mouth and part my legs wide. "I just want to do life with you."
Bram settles between my legs and reaches for his cock. He slides the tip up and down my wet center, smearing the slickness. Preparing me.
"I love you." He pushes into me slowly, and I pant in and out as I feel the stretching and then the burning sting of my virginal barrier tearing. It's an odd kind of pleasure-pain.
He plunges all the way inside me and then stops when I grip his back tightly, digging my fingertips into his skin. It only takes a moment for the burning sensation to pass. "I'm okay. Keep going."
He closes his eyes tightly when he starts moving inside me. "Baby, you feel so good."
His pace is slow at first-I think because he's still afraid of hurting me-but every stroke is deliberate and fierce. He pulls back with leisure and then thrusts with complete domination. "So tight and wet. Feels amazing."
I rock my hips away when he pulls back and tilt them upward when he thrusts. The movement comes naturally without any thought at all. It's as though my pelvis has a control center of its own. "Harder, Duke."
He moves faster and pounds deeper when he lifts my legs to prop them on top of his shoulders. No mercy. "I'm close. I want to come inside you, but I need to know that's what you want too."
"Yesss."
"I'm coming." Bram bites his bottom lip during the last few thrusts but it's the final one that makes him groan loudly. He's deep and motionless, not letting up on the force rooting his cock within me. And that's how he stays for the next several minutes-inside me, unmoving except for the kisses he showers over my face and neck.
He presses his forehead to mine and smiles. "Thank you for giving me that part of you. I will always treasure it."
"There was never a chance I'd give it to anyone else but you."
He kisses my mouth and pulls out of me slowly. I can immediately feel the wet mess between my legs.
He pushes my legs apart and grins. "Cherry officially popped."
I guess that means there's blood. "You look extraordinarily proud for someone who probably just had his sheets ruined."
"It may sound crazy, but seeing your virginal blood on my sheets stirs powerful feelings inside me. It reinforces that I'm the only man who's ever had you and that I want to keep it that way."
He lies beside me, and I scoot closer to place my head on his chest. I can feel his heart pounding hard against my face. His arm wraps around me and I toss my leg over his. I imagine we must resemble a pair of vines intertwining with each other.
"Was it good for you?" I didn't want our first time to be bad because my virginity forced him to hold back.
"It was amazing, Claud. No kidding. The best ever."
"Good. Because I want to do it a lot more tonight. I want you to fuck me in different positions … and hold me down by fisting my hair."
Bram lifts his head from the pillow to look at me. "What do you know about different positions and fisting hair?"
"I read books and watch movies."
"Sounds like you've been reading and watching porn."
"Maybe a little." Bram is twenty-three. As much as I hate it, he's sexually experienced. I'm not. I've never done anything with a boy other than kiss, and even that was nothing like the way Bram devours my mouth. As much as he seems to like my inexperience, it means I didn't know how to pleasure him. "I wanted to turn you on. And I wanted our first time to be perfect, so I did a little bit of research."
"It was perfect, baby. Don't ever think you don't turn me on. I'm reduced to nothing but a horny bastard when I'm around you. Totally addicted. I'll never get enough of you."
I know the feeling. "I'll never get enough of you either."
"Then it's a good thing we'll be together forever."
I roll to my back when Bram pulls away and sits up. Instead of getting on top of me for round two, he opens the drawer on his nightstand. "Time for your birthday surprise."