“He was the Queen’s Darkness. I know that, Gran.”
“How can ya sleep with him, then? Knowing the blood that must be on his hands.”
I tried to think how to say it so she would understand. Her reaction had caught me completely off guard. I didn’t like that, and not just for the normal reasons that a granddaughter might not like her grandmother hating her husband-to-be. I didn’t like that she had been able to hide this level of hatred from me all these years. It made me wonder what else I’d missed, what else she’d hidden.
“I could say simply that I love him, Gran, but the look on your face says that won’t do. He is my Darkness now. He would kill at my orders now. He is one of the greatest warriors to ever walk the courts, and he is mine now. He is my strong right hand, my killing blow, my general. In all the courts I could not have taken a king who would have made me stronger than Doyle.”
Emotions chased across her face so quickly that I couldn’t follow them all. Finally, she said, “So ya took ’im to your bed because it was good politics?”
“I took him to my bed because the Queen of Air and Darkness ordered him to my bed. I never dreamed that I could part her Darkness from her side.”
“How do ya know that he is nae still her creature?”
“Gran,” Galen said, “are you feeling all right?”
“Ne’r better. I just want Merry to see the truth.”
“And what is the truth?” Galen asked, and his voice held a tone. I studied his face, but his eyes were all for Gran. It made me study her, too. Her eyes were a little wide, her lips parted, her pulse rate up. Was it just anger, or was it something else?
“They cannae be trusted, ana of them.”
“Who, Gran?” Galen asked. “Who cannot be trusted?”
“The queen’s men, girl.” She addressed me now. “Ya grew up knowin’ the truth of that. She must see the truth.” The last was whispered, and she had lost her accent. She was upset: the accent wouldn’t lessen, not on its own.
“Did you see anyone from either court when you went to her home?” Doyle asked.
Galen actually thought about it before saying, “No, I didn’t see anyone.” He put too much emphasis on “see.”
“What’s wrong with her?” I asked softly.
“There be nothin’ wrong with me, girl,” Gran said, but her eyes were a little too wild, as if the spell, for it was a spell, was growing stronger.
“Gran, you and I were buddies once,” Rhys said, moving up so that Doyle could move back out of her sight.
She frowned at him, as if she were having trouble recognizing him. “Aye, you ne’r did me or mine harm. You kept to yourself in the old days, and you were on the side of gold and dreams. You were allied to us once, white knight.” She grabbed his arm. “How can you be with them now?”
The accent was gone; the voice was almost not hers at all. “What’s happening to her?” I asked. I reached out, and she reached for me, but Galen and Rhys stepped in the way, nearly knocking each other over in their haste.
“What is it?” I asked, and this time my voice rose. I could hear the monitors getting excited again. If I didn’t calm down, we’d have doctors and nurses in here. We didn’t need humans in the middle of what looked to be a magical attack. I tried to calm down, while my grandmother tried to push past Rhys and Galen. She was trying to persuade them, as well as me, that we were on the side of evil.Doyle’s voice cut through mine, “There’s something in her hair, a thread, or another hair. It glows.”
“I see it,” Rhys said.
“I don’t,” Galen said.
I couldn’t see around the two of them. I had only glimpses of Gran’s long brown arms trying to reach past them, almost frantically.
The door opened, and Dr. Mason and two nurses came in. “What the hell is going on in here?” she asked. And this time she sounded truly pissed.
I guess I couldn’t blame her, but I also couldn’t think of a way to explain. Was being pregnant making me slow to think, or was I still in shock?
“Everyone out. I mean it this time!” Dr. Mason had to shout to be heard over Gran’s progressively more piercing words.
Then the glass of water on the bedside table levitated, slowly, up into the air. It hovered there about eight inches above the table-top. The bendable straw in it moved a little bit from the upward movement, but the cup was steady. Gran was really good at levitating, like all brownies. She’d served me tea in china cups like this since I was very small.
The lamp beside the cup also began to rise. Then the water pitcher bobbled upward. The lamp got to the end of its cord, and moved gently in the air like a boat moored to a dock. It was all very gentle, so why was my heart rate skyrocketing, and my pulse choking me? Because brownies don’t lose control of their powers. Ever. But bogarts do. What’s a bogart? A brownie gone bad. What do I mean by that? Darth Vader is still a Jedi Knight, right? The Christians still believe that Lucifer is a fallen angel, but what most people forget is that he’s still an angel.
Dr. Mason had a death grip on her stethoscope again. “I don’t know what’s happening here exactly, but I know it’s upsetting my patient. So, it stops now, or I will call security, or the police, and have this room cleared.” Her voice was only a little shaky as she watched the bobbing lamp and floating cup.
“Gran,” Galen said, his voice sounding loud in the sudden silence. She had stopped yelling. In fact, the room felt too quiet, like that hush that falls upon the world just before the heavens open and a storm crushes the world.
“Gran,” I said softly, and my voice held the panic of my pulse in it. “Please, Gran, please don’t do this.”
Galen and Rhys were still between her and me, so I couldn’t see her, but I could feel her. I could feel her magic as it spread through the room. The pen lifted out of the doctor’s pocket. She made a small yip.
Rhys said, “You told me once, Hettie, that Meg went bogart because she was weak, and let her anger best her. Are you weak, Hettie? Will you let your anger be your master, or will you be the master of your anger?” There was more to his words than just what I could hear. There was power to his voice that was more than just words. Power, magic of a sort, filled his words like the push of the tide fills the riffling of waves. Waves can be small, but there is always that sense that behind the easy froth that curls around your ankles, there is something much larger, much less gentle. So it was with Rhys’s voice, simple words, but there was a feel to them that made you want to agree with them. Made you want to be reasonable. He would never have tried such a trick on another sidhe, but Gran wasn’t sidhe. Try as she might, even to marrying one of the great sidhe, she was lesser, and magic that would not work on the great might work on her.
It was both an insult from someone she thought a friend, and a move of desperation, because if it didn’t work, then Rhys might have done the proverbial sowing of the wind. I prayed to Goddess that he wouldn’t reap the whirlwind.
Doyle said, “Go, Doctor, go now.”
She started for the door, but said over her shoulder, “I’m getting the police.”
Rhys kept talking to Gran, slow, reasonable. Doyle said, “Unless the officers can do magic, they can’t help here.”
Dr. Mason was at the door when the water pitcher smashed itself to pieces so close to her head that the plastic cut her cheek. She screamed, and Galen started to go to her, then hesitated at the foot of the bed. He was torn between helping the woman and staying at my side. Rhys, Doyle, and Sholto had no such conflict. They moved up to the bed. They meant to simply shield me, I think, but Gran stepped back. I could see her, now that Galen was halfway to the door.
She stepped back, hands at her sides balled into fists. Her brown eyes were too wide, showing white. Her thin chest rose and fell like she’d been running. The big chair in the corner rose into the air.
“Gran, no!” I yelled, and reached out, as if my outstretched hand could do something more that my voice alone could not. I had hands of power, but none I was willing to use on my grandmother.
All the small objects in the room rushed toward the three men around my bed. Rushed toward me. But I knew that the small objects were a ruse. Throw the small then hit them with the big.
I had time to take a breath, to warn them. Then Doyle was on top of me guarding me with his body. The world was suddenly black, not from passing out, but from the fall of his midnight hair across my face.
I heard the doctor scream again. I heard unknown voices shouting from the direction of the door. Then Rhys yelled, “Sholto, no!”
CHAPTER THREE
I PUSHED AT DOYLE’S HAIR, TRIED TO CLEAR MY VISION, AS THE screams and shouts were joined by a sound like wind rushing toward us, and the breaking of glass. I heard Gran scream as I pushed desperately at Doyle. I had to see what was happening.
“Doyle, please, what’s happening?” I pushed at him, but it was like pushing at a wall. There was no moving him, unless he allowed it. I spent my life being not as strong, not as much, as those around me, but in that moment, it was brought home to me that I could be their queen, but I would never be their equal.
I finally got enough of his hair out of my face to see the ceiling. I turned my head and found Galen by the door shielding the doctor with his body. There were shards of glass and wooden debris around him. The two uniformed cops by the door were inside with their guns drawn. But it was the looks on their faces that gave me some clue to what might be happening on the other side of the room.