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Surrendered(89)

By:LP Lovell


I lay there, gasping and shaking as his lips move over my stomach. “I forgot how good you taste.” He murmurs against my flushed skin.

I can’t talk. I can’t move. Six weeks worth of frustration just exploded out of me in about thirty seconds.

“I want to be inside you so bad.” He growls. His body presses over mine. His breathe touching my lips.

I open my eyes and smile. “So why aren’t you?” I claw at his belt, until his jeans are undone. I can feel his hard-on pressing against my inner thigh. I slide my hand inside his boxers and grasp his cock. His eyes blaze, his entire demeanour changing as I glide my hand over him. His control slips, as the animal part of him starts to rise to the surface. He may have had his hand to use for the last few weeks, but he hasn’t had this. This is different, this is primal and raw.

He bites his lip as a groan rumbles deep in his throat. I nip at his jaw, running my tongue over the stubble that leads down his neck. I’m pushing a little bit at a time, just waiting… I don’t have to wait long.

“I want you to fuck me, Theo.” I whisper against his ear, as my teeth graze his ear lobe.

“Fuck!” He growls as he rips his body away from me. He pushes his jeans and boxers down, exposing his rigid cock. He grabs my hips and thrusts inside me. I scream. Oh my god. He feels so good. My body spasms around him, adjusting to the long-missed feeling of having him inside me.

He leans his forehead against mine, his breath’s coming hard. “God, I missed you.” He says.

I kiss him, and he fucks me. It’s not the hard and fast I’m used to. It’s slow, and deep, and so intense. It’s something we’ve never had before, but I want it. For the first time, I want all of it.



I lay back on my sun lounger and smile as the sun touches my skin. I have cushions propped under my left leg, making it more comfortable. I’m going to look so weird with one white leg. I may have to spend some time with just one leg in a sun bed when we get home.

I squint out to the ocean where Theo is swimming. He’s barely a blip. That man is crazy. I never realised how much exercise he does. I guess that body has to come at a price right? We’ve been here four days and he’s barely stopped. If he’s not swimming then he’s in the gym, and if he’s not in the gym, then he’s fucking me. Hey, if I have to take a good fucking to maintain that six pack, well…sometimes a girl must sacrifice for the greater good.

Someone really needs to tell him though, that holidays are for relaxing. Molly and Hugo are coming out here tomorrow anyway. Molly will keep me company whilst I sun worship, and perhaps Hugo can try and keep up with Theo. Crazy bastard.

I smile to myself. I have this genuine feeling of peace. Everything is just good. No immediate drama on the horizon, nothing to run from, nothing to fight. It’s just me and him. It’s so strange how everything has come full circle. We have been through so much together. We have had a turbulent relationship to say the least. We’ve fought as much as we’ve fucked. But we’ve also managed to stand by each other through some serious shit. Love isn’t about the superficial things. It’s not about the good times even. True love is sticking together when it seems impossible to do so. It’s about fighting for each other in ways that no-one else can. It’s taken me a long time to realise this, but now I have, I would never again walk away from him. I love him. He’s my unlikely saviour, my one. My moon.

We’re not perfect, far from it, but it’s our imperfections that make us perfect for each other.



Cold water drips on my stomach, just as a shadow blocks out my sun. I squint up as Theo straddles me on my sun lounger. I squeal as his wet crotch rests over my hips.

“Get off!” I scream.

He laughs. “Not a chance.” He grabs my face and plants a salty kiss on my lips.

“Leave me alone, you horrible man.” I laugh. His broad chest is covered in droplets of water. His skin has turned a deep bronze in the few days we’ve been here.

That sexy smile makes an appearance. “Well now I would, if you didn’t wear this.” He plucks the strap of my bikini.

I scowl at him. “Well then, you shouldn’t have bought it should you.” I smile sweetly. When Theo said he packed for me, what he actually meant was that he bought me a holiday wardrobe, including half of Agent Provocateur. The bikinis aren’t exactly leaving much to the imagination. Not to mention the fact that their bra’s come up a size small. There’s a lot of boob on show right now. I would care if this wasn’t a private beach.

“Best purchase I’ve ever made.” He winks and kisses me again before getting off me, leaving me damp, and not in the good way. He plonks down on the lounger next to me. I pull my sunglasses back down over my face and try to subtly check him out. The sun glistens off his body as he stretches those lean inked up muscles. Damn, a girl could come over very unnecessary. “You’re so unsubtle.” He says without even opening his eyes.