“I’m going to come inside you and make you remember just how much I fucking want you.” I growl against her parted lips. I press my lips to hers, my tongue caressing hers. Her body relaxes as her fingers start to claw at me, trying desperately to pull me closer. When she’s mindless with need, I slowly thrust forward, pushing into her just an inch. I close my eyes as she clenches around me. Fuck. I grit my teeth, fighting the animal instinct to fuck her, take her, claim her. I edge forward, another inch, as my muscles tremble under the strain. She throws her head back, a low whimper escaping her lips, as her fingers grip my biceps, her nails biting into my skin. I press my forehead to hers and close my eyes. Her warm breath washes over my face as she pants beneath me.
“Nobody makes me feel the way you do.” I grate. “Nobody has ever wanted another person the way I want you.” I roll my hips, thrusting inside her completely. “Fuck!” I growl.
“Theo.” She rasps in that husky, sexy voice. I grin and nip at her bottom lip quickly. Her breath hitches, her body shaking underneath mine.
My hips move of their own accord, my cock pumping into her. I run my hand down her leg, gripping her calf. I hook her knee over my shoulder. God fucking bless her dancer flexibility. She moans as I slide deeper inside her. Her back bows, as her hips attempt to find some friction. I love watching her lose control. It’s here, when I have her like this that she’s completely exposed and at her most beautiful. She’s shaking, her skin covered in a sheen of sweat, her cheeks flushed, her eyes wild with desire. Fuck, I could come just watching her.
I feel her start to tighten around me as her eyelids flutter closed. “Oh god.” She cries. Her nails gouge into my back. Heat rushes through me as I watch her come apart, and when she’s writhing and screaming my name, I come inside her. Everything detonates, leaving me with black spots across my vision. My entire body tenses and trembles with after shocks, before leaving me feeling completely numb. I press my lips to the crook of her neck, inhaling her perfume, mixed with the smell of sex.
She runs her fingers over the stubble of my jaw. “I love you.” She whispers.
This is what I need from her, this feeling of peace that comes from loving her, from being loved by her.
“I love you too.” I manage to gasp.
I stay there for a while, whilst my breathing slows, and my pulse returns to normal. I lift myself up onto my elbows and glance at Lilly. Her eyes are closed, a blissful smile on her face.
“Lilly?” I whisper.
“Mmmhmm.”
I smile. “Just checking I hadn’t fucked you to sleep.”
She snorts. “You wish.”
I watch her for a few minutes. “So, do you want to tell me where you really were tonight?” I ask.
She opens her eyes and releases a heavy sigh. “Okay. Just let me go shower first.”
Ten minutes later, I’m sat on the sofa with a glass of Scotch in hand. I’ve got jeans on, but no shirt. Lilly drops onto the sofa next to me. She’s wearing one of my t-shirts and I swear to god, she has never looked sexier. She curls her long bare legs underneath her.
She fiddles with her fingers in her lap. I wait. “I went to see Cassie.” She says quietly.
“Why?” I grate.
She shrugs. “I don’t really know. I suppose I feel sorry for her. She’s all alone, pregnant, and fighting an addiction.”
“All of which she brought upon herself.” I growl. I watch her bristle under my abrasiveness. I know this isn’t her fault, but as soon as I think of that woman, I get angry. I don’t want Lilly anywhere near her, so what does she do? She decides to make her a bff.
She narrows her eyes at me. “What is it with you? You’re fine, and then the second I mention her name, you shut down. You act like she’s evil incarnate.”
“You went to see her…fine, but after everything that has happened over the last two days, do you really want to talk about this right now?” I snap.
Her eyes blaze, her infamous temper coming to the fore. “You asked where I was and I told you. Do not get fucking pissy when I answer. This should not be an issue Theo.” She matches my tone.
“What do you want me to say, Lilly?” I bark.
“Nothing, but you need to sort your head out. I get that this sucks. I get that you don’t want to be in this situation, but you are. You need to deal with it!” She says brusquely.
“I don’t know how.” I drag my hand over my face.
“Well then figure it out.” She wraps her arms around her legs and rests her head on her knees. Her eyes meet mine. “I love you, Theo, but I need you to do the right thing here.” She needs this. I have no idea why, but this is hurting her.