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Suddenly Dirty(61)

By:J.A. Low


“Guess it makes sense why you only pick up groupies then.”

Evan tensed at my words but didn’t answer me. We sat in silence for a moment before I changed the subject.

“I’m sorry about your ex. I understand what you’re going through.” I added.

Feeling sick, last night flashed through my head. Fuck, I was a hot mess. “About last night, Evan,” I began, turning to him again.

He gave me a broad smile. “You don’t have to apologize for anything, you hear me. I just want to know if you are okay” He questions, his blue eyes holding my attention.

“Yeah, I think so; last night was a shock seeing his baby in the flesh. It made it all real seeing how happy he looked with Diana. Maybe I’ve been hiding my feelings about it all because I’ve been so far away but I couldn’t stop all the messages from people wondering how I was going. I was doing really well until they all decided to call me.”#p#分页标题#e#

Evan looked at me and asked, “Do you still love him?”

“Yes and No,” I responded.

I felt Evan tense beside me.

“Ten years is a long time to be with someone, Evan. Most of those years were good. But do I love him as my husband? Do I love him enough to take him back? No. But I do enjoy our memories. Does that make sense?”

“So, if by some reason he left her and ended up on your doorstep telling you he made a mistake you wouldn’t think about taking him back.”

“How could I ever take him back after everything? Old memories don’t wipe out the new ones. No way in the world could I ever go back to him. I’ve changed too much; I’m not the same person I was all those months ago.”

Evan let out a breath and gave me a smile, the tension from earlier looking like it had left him.

“Can we please forget about last night? I am so embarrassed.”

Bursting out laughing, Evan surprised me by pulling me onto his lap. “Getting drunk, dancing on some tables. Please, I’ve done way more embarrassing things than that. You have nothing to be embarrassed about, Sienna; everyone can understand why you did what you did.”

My legs are straddled across Evan’s jean clad legs, my hands resting on his naked shoulders. Smiling at him I say, “Thank you for looking after me and being a good friend, Evan.”

Evan frowns. “What happens if I don’t want to be just your friend, Sienna?”

My heart races with a little excitement, not really understanding what he means. I remain silent, not knowing what to say.

Running his fingers through my hair his palms cup my face. “I like having you in my life, Sienna, in my bed. I like being around you, I like hanging out with you. I hate seeing you with other men … it drives me crazy, because you should be mine.”

My heart stopped. What is he saying?

“I want you. There is something between us and I want to explore it. You feel it too, don’t you?”

Nodding because I couldn’t talk, he had rendered me speechless.

“You and I explore whatever is happening between us, no labels just you and me together until whatever it is between us runs its natural course. No dating anyone else, I can’t go another night seeing you in the arms of another man. I just can’t,” he expressed, looking pained as he laid everything out for me.

“Do you only want me because I might be pregnant?”

Evan looked shocked at my question.

“Fuck, no. I’ve wanted you for months, Sienna. I wanted you the first moment Vanessa showed me your picture. I wanted you the moment I found you in my bed, the moment my lips touched you, the moment you moaned my name as I made you come. I have wanted you so badly every day that it’s making me crazy. I don’t care if you are pregnant or not; I want you.” He declared, kissing me with passion and hunger. I could feel his emotions in the kiss as it starts out soft and gentle and then quickly intensifies with liquid heat pulsating through our bodies.

My body felt like it was on fire, every nerve ending heating up, slowly I grind myself against Evan’s jeans, the friction of his buttons rubbing my clit.

“Sienna, fuck, I’ve missed you,” Evan groans, biting my lip.

My hands are roaming over his naked chest; I need more, we both need more. My fingers find the buttons of his jeans; one by one I unbuttoned them to find him commando under the jeans; Fuck, that is sexy. Pulling out his thick cock and slowly working my hand up and down his length; it was my turn to take control as Evan had just laid everything out on the table for me. I wanted to show him what it meant to me, what he meant to me. Breaking our kiss, I shimmied back a bit and knelt between his thighs while bringing his cock to my mouth.#p#分页标题#e#