She thought about having a man do that to her. It made her gasp and tremble. “Then you’d touch me, and I’d respond. I wouldn’t have a choice. My body is ready for a man’s touch. Your hand on my body, here in this dark, isolated cabin would affect me deeply. My body would get ready to accept you inside it.”
She paused. Neville felt her body quiver. She continued, “You’d have your way with me. You’d put your big cock... Do you have a big cock?” She felt the front of his shorts and found a hard rod of iron as thick as her wrist. “...You do. You’d put me underneath you with my legs spread and you between them. I could beg and plead. It wouldn’t do any good. I’d feel your mammoth cock open me up and penetrate me all the way whether I wanted it to or not. You’d bring me to orgasm against my will. After you’d done that, I’d be yours. I couldn’t leave you. You’d be able to have me whenever you wanted me.”
She let her voice fill with mock fear. “There’s more...” She paused and fluttered her eyelashes against the skin on his neck. He grunted in surprise. “You’d own my emotions as well. We’re all alone out here. I can’t find my way out on my own. I can’t survive without you. After you’d taken me, I’d have to lie in your arms and love you so you’d get me out of this forest. I’d be a weak and solitary woman who needs a man to look after her. When you’d done that, the connection would be permanent. I wouldn’t want it to change.”
While she was talking, she swept her breasts across his chest from side to side. Neville held his hand up. “Stop for a moment. This is important. I don’t want to go all the way with you. I won’t risk your resentment because you think I took advantage of your when you were scared and vulnerable. Let’s just lay here without moving for a few minutes. We’ll let ourselves calm down, and we’ll be safe.”
“Neville, sweetheart. Who’s taking advantage of who?”
He put his hands on either side of her face. The flashlight was set up on a table close to the bed. He could see into her eyes. “Listen to me. I won’t hurt you, but I won’t be hurt by you either. Can you promise to love me in the morning and not go back inside yourself like you did before?”
She stopped entertaining and teasing him. She looked back with her emotions and identity exposed. She couldn’t and wouldn’t cover up. “You mean that don’t you.”
“With every ounce of my body. Every feeling I have. I won’t make love to you if you’re going to reject me tomorrow.”
She wiped her tears away with the palms of her hands. “You love me?”
“Yes, I love you.”
“No one’s ever loved me before.”
He began to tighten his arms around her to bring her in for comforting. She pushed back. “I won’t break down. This isn’t the time for it.” She stopped talking. Neville saw her lips clench together in a straight line across her face. Her voice was serious when she said, “I know a way to insure that I’ll be good to you and won’t have a choice about it.” She took in a breath and let it out. “If you love me, I love you. That’s the way it works with me. My period ended two weeks ago and I’m very regular. Right now, my big, wonderful egg is sitting in my fallopian tube waiting for a nice, vigorous sperm to push into it and make me a mother. If you put your sperm inside me, I won’t have a choice. I don’t want to raise a child alone.” She shook her head. “No, that’s wrong. That is, it’s right, because it’s the situation we’re in; but, I’m not telling you that we’ll be bound together by a baby and nothing else.” She dropped her eyes. “I’m bound to you because I love you. I will love you if you leave me or if you beat me or if you’re mean to me. I’ll love you for the rest of my life. Because I do. That’s all. I do, and it’s permanent.”
He kissed her; a very soft, very long kiss that meant a great deal and made her emotions roar into full resonance.
Neville said, “Thank you.” He kissed her again. He said, “If I understand you correctly, all I have to do is lift this skirt and you’re mine, completely, body and soul and heart.” He moved her skirt up her legs. She helped by raising her hips. She pulled it the last few inches so that it was around her waist. She said, “That’s right. I am now as helpless as a little lamb. Or I will be when you put your hand on my little kitty.” She sighed when his fingers found their target. “Now, I’m helpless. You’ve overpowered me. You can take me at your leisure.”