"Um … I really need to talk to Erin … "
"Yes you do," he said. I suddenly realized by the way he was looking at me that she must have told him what happened at the party.
"Sure, I'll take some coffee," I said. "Black, please."
He disappeared into the kitchen. While he was gone I looked around the little room. The photos on the walls were all of Erin and Grant. They were in various places and they were dressed in everything from formal attire to beachwear. This Grant was a good-looking guy. I suddenly wondered why they weren't more than just roommates.
"Here you go." He came back into the room and handed me a steaming mug.
"Thank you," I said. He sat his cup down on the table.
"Sure, I'll be right back." He was only gone about a minute. He came back with a t-shirt on and it looked like he might have splashed some water on his face.
"So where is Erin?" I asked him.
"She went for a run in the park. She's usually gone an hour or two. I think she left around eight."
"Oh, I could come back," I said.
"Listen." Grant sat his coffee down again. "You might sit there when I tell you this and think "who the hell is this guy and why does he think this is his business?" I don't doubt that this is going to piss you off, but just so we're clear; I don't care. First, I'm going to tell you who I am. I'm her best friend. I love her more than anyone else in my life. I want only the best for her, and I will do anything to help her accomplish her goals. With that being said, Erin cares a great deal for you. She spent an entire week getting ready for that party last night. I don't know what your father's problem is and I don't care but dude, it is not cool for you to stand there and let her be insulted by anyone. I don't care if it's the Queen of freaking England. She deserves so much more respect than that."
He was right. It did piss me off. I was bothered by two things: One was that Erin discussed me with this guy and two that he was a hundred percent right. She deserved better. It's what I had come here to talk to her about, but hearing this guy say it re-iterated what a cowardly ass I had been. "I know she does," I said at last. "That's why I'm here. I hope that she'll forgive me."
"I can't speak for her, but I don't doubt that she will. Just remember though, she's an independent, smart, strong, beautiful woman. The only reason she is with you is because she chooses to be. She doesn't need or want your money or your family name. If you don't treat her right, she will eventually stop forgiving you and you will lose the absolute most amazing gift that you ever had in your life."
I started to say something else, but the front door of the apartment opened. We both turned and watched Erin come in. She had her pretty hair tied back low on her neck and she was wearing a tank top and shorts. Her long, smooth legs and chest were glistening with the sweat from her morning run. She looked surprised to see me and then I saw her exchange a look with Grant. He looked amused and she looked annoyed.
"Hi Seth. What's going on?"
"Hi … "
"Seth and I were just having coffee … getting to know each other. If you two are finished with me though, I think I'll hop in the shower." Erin cocked an eyebrow at him and he grinned at her again. He jumped up and held his hand out towards me. I shook it and before he dropped my hand he looked me in the eye with no smirk or traces of amusement and said, "I hope you won't forget what we talked about."
I just gave him a nod. Erin watched him leave and she came over and took the seat opposite me where he had been sitting. "What was that about?" she asked. "Was Grant playing nice?"
"He was doing what I should have done last night … standing up for you." I saw a subtle shift in her eyes. I'm not sure what it meant exactly, but I went on, "My father is not a nice person … obviously. He's normally not quite so blatant with his insults with someone he doesn't know, so that confused me but his rudeness didn't surprise me. I have a very complicated relationship with him. No one intimidates me except him. I can run a multi-national company and talk to anyone in any position anywhere in the world without a quiver of anxiety but that man walks in a room and I'm instantly a sniveling twelve year old boy all over again."
Erin was just looking at me, listening quietly. Her face was impassive. I had no idea if she was going to be willing to forgive me, or if she was going to kick me out. Either way, I went on.
"All of that is not meant to be an excuse for my own behavior. It's just my way of hopefully giving you enough of the facts so that you might understand. When he insulted you last night I should have done something. I should have said something. I wanted to. I was furious at him. But the coward in me let you handle it yourself. I told myself you were doing a great job and didn't need me. You were doing a great job. You always handle yourself with class and it's obvious that no one walks all over you. But that in no way excuses me for not stepping in and saying something myself. I'm sorry Erin. I'm so sorry. I don't know if you can find it in your heart to forgive me, but if you can, I promise you that it will never happen again."
"So, your father treats everyone that way, it wasn't just me?"
"He treats almost everyone poorly. My mother buffered him a lot when she was here. Once she passed away, his horrible, awful, rude side seemed to completely take over. I can't apologize enough for him, but I know that doesn't mean anything. But, if you give me a chance I will show you how much respect I have for you and that I am nothing like my father."
Erin was quiet. She seemed to be thinking it all over. I was a nervous wreck. I guess it was how I knew that she was truly special. No woman had ever made me worry over whether she wanted to be with me or not. In the past, my arrogance had convinced me that if she didn't, it was her loss.
After what seemed to me like an eternity she said, "I have a lot of respect for myself and for the things I've accomplished in my life at such a young age. I won't let anyone take that away from me. You seem to have a lot of respect for yourself as well. The way you carry yourself and the way you conduct business … it's all part of what attracted me to you. I was more shocked than anything last night, because I didn't even recognize the man you were in front of him. I can forgive you for that because I wasn't there when you were growing up and I don't know what experiences you've had with him. But Seth, if it happens again … if you let anyone disparage me or you that way again without standing up to them, I'm afraid I won't be able to continue forgiving you."
I felt a wave of relief the size of a tsunami wash over me. That's all I needed, another chance. I wasn't going to screw up again … at least I won't make the same mistake.
"Thank you," I said.
She smiled and then said, "Now, tell me what my hung over miscreant of a roommate said. I might have some apologizing to do myself."
I laughed, and then suddenly not knowing what came over me I blurted out, "I love you."
She looked shocked and I was afraid I had screwed up again, already. Then she got up and moved over next to me on the couch and she said, "I love you too." As we kissed, I knew in my heart that life was never going to be the same. I wouldn't find out for a few weeks just how different it would be.
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
ERIN
Seth and I spent a lot of time together at my apartment after the day he came to see me to apologize. I had sadly put away the photographs of my parents and the mementos from my father's business, promising them that soon it would all be out in the open and I could once again be the woman they intended me to be: Adele Morgan, CEO of Morgan Corp. I think in spite of the fact that Seth was James Hunter's son they would have really liked him. I know that they would be happy for me. I was happier than I had been in years. The only nagging little issue that still pulled at the back of my mind was how Seth would react when he found out the truth. It was inevitable if I planned to have a life with him … and I did.