What the hell was Stephan going on about? “This doesn’t solve what I said.”
“Look into the two Unis I’ve mentioned. I’ll help you. Um, you know what. Why don’t we go visit them in our holidays? I’ll book a hotel in Newcastle for a couple of days and we can spend a week on the Gold Coast.”
“I can’t let your parent’s fork out more money. They have already spent a fortune on me.” I felt guilty about all the money Stephan and his parents threw my way. I wasn’t with him for his money. I’d done fine without it before. I hope he didn’t think I wanted his money.
Reaching up I caressed his cheek. “I want you to know I don’t need or want your money. You could lose it all tomorrow and I wouldn’t care. I don’t need or want you to keep spending it. I want you to know I’m with you for you. Not what you can buy me. ”
“I know and that’s one of the reasons why I love you.”
Pulling his face down I kissed him, brushing my lips over his before I nipped his lips, giggling at his grunt, which turned into a moan when he did it back. I wrapped my arms around his neck. “How’d I get so lucky?”
He rested his forehead against mine. “Does that mean you’re going to check out those Unis?”
“Yeah, I’ll check them out.”
Chapter Fifteen
Jade
I spent the next couple of days looking into the universities Stephan told me about. Griffith University in Queensland the Gold Coast, looked promising, it was situated in place were there were a lot of tourists so jobs would be plentiful if I needed one for any reason. I hated to rely on Stephan and his family for money. It didn’t feel right no matter what they said. I didn’t have any family to keep me in NSW so moving to another state for university wouldn’t matter to me.
Stephan parked in the car park of the hotel by the beach we were staying in Newcastle for three nights. I’d waited in the car as Stephan confirmed our booking and received our keys. The three-hour drive had been long and I was glad to arrive at the hotel. I wasn’t one to sit for long periods of time.
I was excited about staying in a fancy hotel. I was so ready for something more with Stephan. His family was in the house and I so didn’t want to have sex and have to look them in the eyes a couple of hours later knowing what I’d done. We’d been having oral sex for a couple of week, and it had helped me relax for the trial HSC. I was enjoying myself too, but I could barely look at Stephan’s family afterwards. I knew if I had sex with him in the house the embarrassment of knowing they were close, and worrying they would hear or walk in, would freak me out. I loved Stephan. I could admit it to myself and was ready to take it to the next step and make love to him. Anything had to be better than this constant arousal.
Nervously, I’d packed my luggage with sexy new clothes including a tempting bra and G-string. So tempting, I hoped he’d let me take the lead and move our relationship to the next level.
A bellman came and took our luggage and the elevator took us to the top floor. We went down a small hall with two doors. Turning to our left we opened the door pressing our electric key over the lock and walked into the spacious two bedroom penthouse suite. The ocean views were amazing and I went straight to the balcony overlooking the beach. The sun was about to set and I sat and watched the beautiful scene as the sunset hit the water.
Stephan came out and massaged my shoulders. I leaned into him moaning at the amazing feeling. He kissed my head. “I’m going to go hop in the shower and freshen up.”
Crap, now was my chance. It was perfect. “Sure. I’ll be waiting right here.”
“Are you sure you don’t want to join me.”
Oh boy did I, but I knew if I did I’d chicken out. “Nah, I’m going to watch this.”
“Oh, okay.” I could hear the disappointment in his voice and bit my lip to stop from giggling.
He walked away and I waited until I was sure he was in the shower. Running to my bag I rummaged through it for what I wanted to wear. I freshened up with some wipes and shook my hair out trying for the messy seductive look.
Stephan turned the shower off and I took a deep breath. I could do this. I hoped the stripper heels and black lace gave him a hint at what I was doing and he’d take over because right now I wasn’t feeling like the go get ‘em woman. “I’m a confidant sexy woman.” Ha. The shake in my voice almost had me running and hiding. Positioning myself on the end of the bed I waited for the door to open and hoped I looked sexy and irresistible.
Closing my eyes I took more calming breaths. I could be sexy, I could seduce him.