I feel his fingers hook over the top of my skirt and slowly pull it down as his mouth moves to my left breast, softly biting it before flicking his tongue back and forth across my areola. I hear my skirt fall to the floor and his hands glide up my legs from my knees, his thumbs hooking around my inner thigh. He dips his head and kisses me softly just above the top of my white cotton underwear.
“I've been dreaming about how sweet you taste,” he murmurs, almost inaudibly. He pulls my panties down just a bit and runs his tongue over the now exposed skin. I begin to shake, a mixture of unbridled desire and nerves, as he slides my underwear down to my ankles.
I feel his warm breath on my skin, just a moment before his mouth is on me, kissing and licking my most intimate of places. I moan involuntarily at the sensation…it's completely new to me, and it feels better than I ever could have imagined. He flicks his tongue across my aching clit, sending jolts of rapture through every inch of me. With one hand I tighten my grip on his strong shoulders, digging my fingers into his hair with the other, and letting my head dip back in utter bliss as he licks my pussy with slow, strong strokes.
“Oh my god, Nate…” I hear myself moan from far away as I'm carried off by wave after wave of pleasure. Before I know what's happening, my body spasms, and I feel Nate grab my ass to keep me upright and pressed against his skillful mouth.
As I begin to come down, I feel his licks becoming gentler. He reaches up and puts his finger to my lips, and I instinctively take it into my mouth, licking and sucking his finger, thinking about how incredible it would feel to do this to another part of him…
He pulls his finger out of my mouth and slips it carefully inside my tight pussy. He circles it around slowly, and I can hear him grunt in satisfaction at my wetness. My eyes begin to open slowly and I glance down at him. He catches my eye and stands up, dipping his head down and catching me in a kiss, his finger still inside me. My eyes widen as I taste myself on his lips and he pushes his tongue inside me with abandon.
“I'm going to make you feel so fucking good,” he promises with a wicked smile, undoing his belt buckle and unzipping his pants in one fluid motion before pushing them and his boxers to the ground. I gape at his massive cock as it's unsheathed from his underwear. Its size snaps me back to the reality of what’s about to happen, and I feel overcome with fear and adrenalin…but I can't take my eyes off it. I want to feel him inside of me so much, but I think there's one thing I need to tell him first.
He bites his lip and moves against me again. I can feel his cock, throbbing and ready, against my stomach. He wraps his arms around me, and eases me back onto the bed and lays on top of me, kissing my neck.
“Nate…I…I have to tell you…” I murmur, his mouth a complete distraction.
“Mmm, whatever it is, it doesn't matter now,” he replies, biting my earlobe.
“It might, though. I just thought I should tell you, or warn you maybe, in case I'm not very good—”
“I doubt that—”
“I'm a virgin.”
I feel his body stiffen as the words cross my lips. He pulls back and looks me in the eye.
“What? No. No way.”
I nod. “But it's OK. I want to do this.”
“How…how are you a virgin?”
Oh, dear. This is not the kind of conversation I want to have right now. “I don't know, I just am. It just hasn't happened yet, but I'm ready now.” I assure him.
“But you've…you must have done some things…” he begins worriedly.
“Yeah, sure, you know, kissing…”
“And? Wait, was that the first time anyone's ever gone down on you?”
I can only shrug. “I didn't think it would be that big of a deal. I just was telling you, in case I'm not that good, or if I bleed or something.”
He rolls off of me and sits up. Shit.
“Brynn, it is a big deal, it's a very big deal to me.”
“I don't understand…” I reply, sitting up and pulling the sheet over to cover me, suddenly feeling very self-conscious.
“It's just, your first time…it's going to mean a lot to you.”
“So?” I say, confused. He spreads his hands open on his legs but doesn't say anything. I feel a sensation like a rock sinking to the bottom of my stomach. “Oh…you're saying it will mean a lot to me, but it won't mean a lot to you.”
I stare straight forward as he turns to me. “Brynn, you're smart, gorgeous, funny, ambitious…you're wonderful…but like I told you before, I don't lie to women and say that I'm interested in something more when I'm not.”
“I guess I forgot about your policy,” I reply flatly, feeling like the biggest idiot in the world. The biggest naked idiot in the world. “Could you…could you close your eyes?”