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By:Hannah Harrington


                He is so nice it hurts.

                We drive around in silence. Funny how now that we’re both                     talking, we have nothing to say to each other. Or maybe it’s just habit. As far                     as silences go, it is pretty comfortable—it’s the kind of quiet shared between                     two people who don’t feel the desperate need to fill every second with the sound                     of their own voices.

                Eventually I pull down into the park by the lake, take the gear                     down to First and cut the engine.

                “Good,” he says when I set the parking brake. “We don’t need to                     pull a Risky Business.”

                I blink at him. “Huh?”

                “You know, the movie? With Tom Cruise? When the Porsche rolls                     into Lake Michigan?” he says, like I should know this. At my uncomprehending                     stare, he shakes his head. “We really need to make a list of every classic you                     haven’t seen and Netflix them all.”

                “I can’t look at Tom Cruise the same ever since the Oprah                     incident,” I say, and he gives me a blank look. I scoff indignantly. “The couch?                     And the jumping? And the Scientology craziness? Come on, you have to know about                     that!”

                He doesn’t have a clue, of course. I sigh and rest my forehead                     on the steering wheel.

                “We don’t have anything in common, do we?” I say in a small                     voice.

                “That’s not true.”

                “It is! I mean, I tried listening to NPR the other night, and                     my eyes glazed over, like, five seconds in. And you read all these books—” I                     gesture to the stack between us, the top title staring up at me—Ham on Rye, is that a cookbook or something? “—while I                     just follow stupid shallow internet blogs mocking celebrity fashions, and I’ve                     never even been on a skateboard, or in-line skates,                     for that matter—”

                “Whoa, Chelsea, slow down.” He puts his hand on the back of my                     head, and I stop midsentence. “What about Rosie’s? We have that.”

                “I wash dishes. Big whoop. I can’t cook anything—”