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By:Hannah Harrington


                “So,” Andy says, “does this mean you’re done with the vow for                     good?”

                “I don’t know what it means. I haven’t thought that far ahead.”                     I pick an egg up out of the carton and examine it for cracks, then set it back                     in its spot. “You’re only the second—okay, technically third—let’s call it                     second-and-a-half—person I’ve…you know. Spoken actual words to.”

                He pretends to pout. “I’m disappointed I’m not your first.”

                If I didn’t know firsthand exactly and completely how gay he                     is, I might be offended at the innuendo. As it stands, I just roll my eyes.

                “I didn’t exactly plan it, okay?” I say. “I…kind of went off on                     this homophobic jerk.”

                “Really?” Andy perks up at this. “I want to hear this.”

                “It’s sort of a blur, to be honest, but I’m pretty sure the                     words pathetic,                     vile and total fucking                         asshole were all used during my tirade.”

                “Delicious!” He cackles. “What I would have given to witness                     that showdown. But may I ask, what exactly set this off?”

                “I caught him picking on this gay kid,” I explain. “Or, I think                     the kid is gay. Maybe. I probably shouldn’t assume. Anyway, I just—I couldn’t                     just watch it happen and not say anything.”

                “Ah, yes. Where would we poor gays be without straight white                     girls sticking up for us?” Andy drawls, rummaging through a cupboard until he                     finds the vanilla extract. He closes it and faces me again, noticing my frown.                     “I’m kidding. Mostly. I get it. It was a noble gesture on your part. Brava. But                     none of this explains why you need to talk to me.”

                I hold up the cup of brown sugar, examining it. “Seriously, are                     you sure you need this much?”

                Andy snatches the cup from my hand and puts it on the counter.                     “First of all,” he says, “while I freely admit my culinary skills may pale in                     comparison to Sam’s, I learned this brownie recipe from the master—and by master                     I mean Dex—and I will not be insulted in my kitchen.”