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By:Hannah Harrington


                Mom smiles at me. “I took the night off to celebrate. Come on,                     we’re watching movies.”

                We spend the night on the couch, together as a family, popping                     in a DVD of Dad’s favorite film, Caddyshack, one of                     his arms wrapped around my shoulders and the other around Mom’s. Every so often                     I catch them making eyes at each other.

                Sam. This is because of Sam. He put this look on my parents’                     faces.

                If he was here right now, I’d totally make out with him.





                                      day thirty-one

                I settle for giving him a huge hug the second I see him                     the next day in art class.

                Of course, the sentimentality of the moment is all but ruined                     when I nearly knock over the open paint bottles in my exuberance. Sam laughs,                     catching me around the waist, and I don’t care if everyone in the room is                     looking, I don’t care I don’t care I don’t care, I could kiss him right in front                     of everyone. But I don’t.

                “My stepdad told me last night,” he says. He keeps his hands on                     my hips, even after I’ve released him from my death-grip-monster-bear hug. I                     like that. “I’m really glad it worked out.”

                We sit down on the floor, and I pull out a notebook and pen                     from my bag.

                What’s your stepdad like?

                Sam looks at the page. “What, afraid he’s gonna be a bad                     boss?”

                Is curiosity a crime now?

                “Sometimes,” he says, grinning. “Peeping Toms, for                     example.”

                I punch him in the shoulder.

                “Ow!” he laughs, rubbing his shoulder. “Violence is so                     unnecessary.”

                I write, I’m SERIOUS!! I know nothing about your                         family.

                And, by extension, nothing about Sam’s personal life. Which,                     let’s be real, is really what I’m getting at.

                “Mick’s okay.” Sam shrugs. “I mean, you always hear these                     horror stories about evil stepparents, but he’s not bad. He has two                     daughters—both older, one’s married and the other’s at Mount Holyoke—so he’s                     done this before. Doesn’t get on my ass too much.” He stops and unscrews a                     bottle of black paint. “And he makes my mom happy. That’s what matters, you                     know?”