“I don’t want them.”
“I know you don’t.” She sighs. “You make that abundantly clear.”
“I do?”
“I can tell by the look on your face every time I bring one into the room. It is obvious you don’t want them, but we need some outlet for you. I’m not sure there’s another choice.”
“You are my choice.”
“I can’t do that again.”
Could I really have misread her that much? It doesn’t seem possible. I’m so in tune with her every movement. I don’t think I can be so off-base.
“You always stopped me before. You didn’t want it to happen.”
She closes her eyes for a moment and then looks down at our joined hands. She rubs my palm with her thumb and lets out a long breath.
“I did want it,” she whispers. “I do want it. I shouldn’t, but I do.”
The words go straight to my dick.
I want to grab her, push her to the ground, and fuck the ever-loving shit out of her. I want to show her just how badly I want her all the time, but I hold myself back. I’d been quick and rough the night before, and she’d left. I don’t want her to leave again.
Pulling one hand away, I reach up and touch her jaw with my fingertips, stroking slowly over her skin. I look into her eyes, touch her lips briefly with mine, and run my thumb over her cheekbone.
“There’s so much going on inside my head all the time,” I say, “I can’t keep track of it. Usually I’m just acting on instinct—doing what seems right. But when I’m with you, everything clicks. Everything you’ve put me through…”
I stop. I can’t find the right words.
“It’s hard on you,” she whispers.
“Yes.” I nod before I look back into her eyes. “But when I was inside of you, suddenly it all made sense.”
Riley looks away, her expression tight and pained. I place my hand on the side of her face and turn her to look at me.
“It’s all right,” I tell her. “I know what this is. You don’t have to say it.”
“You shouldn’t have to—”
“It’s all right,” I say again, interrupting her. I don’t need her to tell me it’s because of the drugs. I don’t need her to tell me I’ve been conditioned for this. I know it. I just don’t care.
I push her lab coat off her shoulders, and Riley lowers her arms long enough for it to fall to the floor. I want to tear the rest of the clothes from her body, but I hesitate to ruin them again. With my fingers, I work at the tiny buttons on her blouse until they’ve all been released and Riley’s flushed chest is exposed.
The clasp of her bra is in front, between her breasts, and I thumb it open. Riley shrugs, and it, too, falls to the floor. She reaches behind her back and unzips her skirt. It joins the lab coat and blouse on the floor, and Riley kicks off her shoes as I gaze down at the lacy, pink panties covering her. I groan at the sight.
“Did you wear those on purpose?”
“Not…really.”
I raise an eyebrow at her, and she blushes. I growl under my breath and grasp her hips, pulling her to me. Sliding my fingers into the edge of the panties, I gather the fabric in my fist and tear it from her body. Grabbing the back of her head, I pull her mouth to mine, silencing whatever protest she may have had.
I don’t break the kiss as I shove my shorts down and free my nearly painful erection. Riley runs her hands down my back, grabbing my ass and pulling me against her. I tilt my head, kissing her harder as I circle my tongue around hers.
Moving my hand up her side, I wrap it around her breast and thumb her nipple. It hardens against my touch, and she hums into my mouth. I pull back and look down as I rub and pinch her other nipple until they’re both long and hard. I take a short step back.
She stands before me, completely naked now. I look her up and down, memorizing every inch of her body. Her skin has a soft, pink glow to it, and I can’t help but run a finger from her throat, between her breasts, and down to the apex of her thighs.
I want to worship her.
I drop to my knees in front of her. Staring into her eyes, I coil my arm around her leg, lifting it enough to put it up on my shoulder. Riley’s eyes widen as she leans against the medical table behind her, and I lift her other leg.
Her pussy is spread out just inches from my face. Opening my mouth slightly, I inhale the scent of her sex. My balls tighten. I lean forward and run my nose along her slit, my lips just grazing her skin.
My heart pounds in my chest.
“I’m going to make you come so hard, you’ll never consider bringing another woman here again.”