Soul Mates 04: Secrets(55)

When Nikolas looked back at me, his eyes had changed. His wolf was just beneath the surface, watching me, wanting me. I pointed toward the nightstand. "You will not fuck me without lube."



"Of course not."



He growled and moved in that super-human way that all werewolves could. Fast, almost fast enough to make him seem invisible. I held my hand out for the small tube and he frowned.



"What do you want with it?"



"I'll show you if you just give it to me." He handed the lube over and I smiled. "Watch, it's one of Lucien's favorite things."



Lucien laughed from across the room. "You're going to make him come before he ever gets inside you, lover."



"You think?"



I squirted some of the clear gel onto my fingers and spread my legs, raising up to support myself on one elbow. Slowly, I slid two fingers into my hole, holding Nikolas' gaze as I did.



Those wolf eyes went dark as he watched. I used to think it was unwise to taunt the wolf, but I reveled in it now. Now that he couldn't hurt me&that he wouldn't hurt me.



"Fuck&me&"



"I think it'd be better if you fucked me, my wolf."



He growled and tore his jeans the rest of the way off. His cock was hard and heavy and wet with precome leaking from the tip. He moved closer and slid his hand over mine, pushing at my fingers at first, and then sliding one, two fingers in along with mine.



The fullness made me suck in a harsh breath, panting away the sting and the burn of him stretching me. I broke out into a sweat, entire body going hot. This wasn't the vampire side of me. Not at all.



This was all wolf.



All heat.



All need.



Nikolas pulled my hand away and pushed me back on the bed. He continued moving his fingers in and out, deep and slow. I could feel his gaze on me, could feel the desire so strong that it nearly sent me over the edge, just knowing how much he wanted this.



I panted beneath him, wanting to feel him inside me. Sure, he was doing a damned good job of making me feel good, but I wanted all of him. I grasped his cock and wrapped my hand around him, stroking the long, thick length in my fist. He shuddered and moved in closer, withdrawing his fingers from me.



"That feels so good, princess."



"Does it?" I scooted down a little more, so that I had him where I needed him. I changed my grip and rubbed the head of his cock against my hole. "Bet this would feel better."



"Oh, shit." He swatted my hands away and spread my legs, his grip on the insides of my thighs so tight it was almost painful. He slowly, torturously, began to push into me, and it took everything I had in me not to scream out in pleasure.



So long.



We'd both waited so long.



He held himself above me, muscles tense. "It's not gonna take long."



"'S okay." I tightened my ass around him, teasing. "We've got plenty of time to do it over and over and over again."



Nikolas groaned and sank down over me, brushing his lips back and forth against mine. He wrapped his arms around me and rolled us over to where he was on his back and I straddled his hips. The change in position sent shockwaves through me.



I rode him, taking my time, watching his expressions change as I changed my movements. Slow, fast&long, deep thrusts&short, fast ones& What I loved most was just feeling him inside me. I hit a good stride, every time I moved his cock grazed my gland just right. He let his hands roam over my body, pulling at the rings in my nipples, tracing the muscles along my torso with his thumbs, and eventually wrapping a fist around my cock and jerking me off in rhythm with my movements.



I let my head fall back and just kept moving, kept inching toward the orgasm that was slowly beginning to build. After a while, Nikolas stopped me and we shifted positions again. He pushed me onto my belly on the bed and moved behind me. I wanted to protest, to fight him off, but he didn't give me a chance.



He pushed back inside me and covered my body with his own, holding me tight to him as he began fucking me hard and fast. Something had changed. This was no longer just the first time I'd let him fuck me; this was the first time since I'd been brought over that I'd let him, his wolf, dominate me.



The first time hadn't counted.



The bond between us hadn't been strong enough then to make a difference. But now&now it did. I felt my control slipping and reached back, hoping the feel of his skin beneath my fingers would keep me grounded.



Nikolas' nipped at my neck, his breath hot at my ear. "It's okay, just let it happen."



"No."



I didn't want to shift. Not when I was this close to coming. Shifting now would knock off some of that pleasure and I didn't want that. I needed to feel him inside me as I was, in this human form.