“I wouldn’t have filed a lawsuit or anything. I was with you all the way.”
“I know.” She wasn’t the type of woman to involve the law. “Do you have a job to go to?”
She shook her head.
“In this type of market you think it is sensible to quit your current job without another one lined up?”
“I’ll find something. After what happened I think working together is wrong.” She stirred some coffee into a cup then handed it to him.
“You mean after we fucked on my desk.”
She dropped the cup spilling hot coffee all over her kitchen. “Why did you have to do that?” She shoved his chest out of the way and began cleaning up the mess. Julian helped her mop up. When she dumped the towels in the sink he went to her putting a hand on either side of the counter, trapping her in.
“We fucked, Heather. There is no getting away from it.”
“And I messed up everything,” she whispered. Her hair was pulled up into a clip exposing her neck. There had been so many times he’d wanted to kiss the delicate flesh. He gave in to temptation and tasted her.
She moaned as he nibbled the back of her neck, her body shaking as he teased her with his kisses.
“Can I let you in on a little secret?” he asked.
“What?”
“I want to fuck you a lot more.”
“What?” She spun round. Her body was flush against his. He wrapped a hand around the back of her neck while the other covered her waist.
“I want to tear the clothes from your body, spread your pretty white thighs, and fuck you hard. I want to take you over and over again.”
Her tongue peeked out as she licked her lips. Julian groaned as his cock tightened unbearably in his pants. He wanted to feel her sweet lips wrapped around the length of his shaft.
“Do you feel that?” he asked. Julian pressed his cock against her rounded belly. The tip was wet from his pre-cum. The arousal shocked him by its speed.
Her moans were driving him crazy. How had he not seen the passion inside her? She wanted him. He saw it, recognised it. Now he wanted her all to himself. The change was instantaneous inside him. He let go of her hair to unbutton her teddy bear top.
“What are you doing?” she asked.
“I need to be inside you.”
She covered his hands with her own. “No.”
“You want me, Heather. Don’t try to deny the attraction between us.” He stopped only because she’d asked him to.
“You’ve just finished with another woman. I’m not going to be a quick fuck, Julian. I couldn’t live with myself.” She pulled away going to the other end of the kitchen. She looked so damn sexy.
“There is no other woman in my life, Heather.”
“At the moment.”
“I’m not going to pretend to be a saint. I love women, but I never cheat on them.” It was the one thing he refused to do. Cheating on a woman was disrespectful and rude.
“Love women? You use them. Why should I put myself through that kind of heartache?” she asked.
Julian glanced around her kitchen. Her question was valid. He could not give her a happily ever after. All he was able to give her was a good time along with a healthy pay-check at the end.
Chapter Six
The man she loved was in her kitchen sporting a huge erection for her, and here she stood, ready to turn him down. The heartache he would cause her wasn’t worth the pain she knew he’d give her. Knowing all of the negatives she couldn’t help the warmth between her legs or the yearning to feel him close.
“Your pussy is wet for me.”
She loved his dirty talk far more than she should. In fact, she should be slapping him ‘round the face and forcing him out of her house. Instead, her pussy was dripping with cum. The desire to tear her pajamas from her body and spread out on the kitchen floor was strong.
“This is not fair,” she said.
“You want me, Heather. I’m here. Yours for the taking.” He moved closer invading her space once again. She didn’t know how he stopped her from thinking. When he was near her ability to process thoughts diminished.
“Only for a short time, Julian. I don’t want to be a quick fuck.”
“Then we don’t be a quick fuck. We can be something else,” he said. He caught her face between his much larger hands.
“What do you mean?”
“I don’t want to lose you. I want to explore this.”
“What? Fuck-buddies?”
“No. I want you to be mine for as long as it takes.”
She frowned, not understanding what he wanted. “I don’t get it. What were all those other women to you?”
“A distraction.”