Rafe did, too. He liked to stand over her crib and look down and watch her sleep.
“Rafe?”
He turned and his breath caught. God, he loved his wife. He loved this family they had made together. “I’m not going to go anywhere.”
Laura’s eyes went soft and she rushed to him, her arms winding around her waist. “We need to talk. I need to ask your forgiveness.”
So Cam had talked to her. “It’s all right, bella.”
Her head shook. “It’s not. I was mean. Oh, Rafe, I was just scared. I can’t stand the thought of losing you, but I can’t make dictates and draw lines in the sand without talking to you.”
He let his hands find her hair. “I’m all right.”
“I’m so sorry I said those things about your mom. You have to be devastated. I know how close you are.”
“Were, my love. We were close, but she’s chosen to no longer be close to me.”
Her arms tightened as though she was trying to hold him to her. “Are you mad at us?”
“Never.” He forced her head up. “Oh, bella, I’m not even mad at her. I’m just sad and I feel a bit lost.”
“Because of the job stuff? Rafe, I promise we’re going to make this all work. Once Cam’s done with the software, we’ll have a million options. You don’t have to work for a while.”
Sure they would. “I would prefer to work, but I’ll take care of Sierra.”
Sometimes a man had to sacrifice his dreams. And sometimes, a little voice inside him said, a man found new dreams, new hopes, new battles to fight.
Tears were shining in Laura’s eyes as she looked up at him. “Or we can sit down and figure out how we would live in Miami.”
Cam was suddenly standing beside him. “We can sit down and talk about it over dinner. We have to be at Trio in a couple of hours. Nate’s going to be at the hospital. He’s called in some backups to run the stationhouse. I need to hang out at this weird ceremony of Cassidy’s. Caleb is on doctor duty, so I might have to take care of Mel, if you know what I mean.”
Another thing he wouldn’t have to worry about if they went to Miami. No one would have to be on standby in case Mel went a little crazy and needed to take a nap via sedative.
Laura’s hands were on his waist. “We could talk about it now.”
His body started to heat up at the seduction in her voice. They’d only had Sierra for two months. All of their time had been spent watching their new daughter, sitting up with her, feeding and loving her.
He missed his wife. “Or we could not talk, bella.”
He knew of only one way to make his wife be quiet. He dropped his mouth to hers and kissed her with everything he had.
This was his safe place. This was where he could relax. When she was in his arms, he knew exactly what he’d been born to do. He’d been born to love her.
His tongue surged inside, and she made no move to stop him. Oh, no, she softened underneath him, her lips parting eagerly and meeting him with the silky glide of her tongue.
He heard her sigh a little as Cam moved in behind her.
“Kiss Cam, bella.” He didn’t want to leave his partner out. Cam had his back. Cam had been the one to bridge the gap between them. Without Cam, they would still be fighting. He would have been too stubborn to explain himself. She would have been too angry to ask questions. Cam bridged them.
And if he were gone, Cam would let Laura walk all over him. They needed each other.
And they definitely needed her. He’d known it from the moment he’d seen her all those years ago. They had lost five damn years along the way. He wouldn’t allow them to lose another second.
He watched as she kissed Cam. Cam pulled her body close. He was taller than Laura, bending his body over to get at her mouth. Cam devoured her, and watching them had Rafe’s cock twitching in his pants.
They were going to have her. They were going to take her pussy and her ass and he would feel like he was a part of something incredible.
Cam turned her back to Rafe, his hands pulling at her blouse. He brought it over her head and leaned in. “Take off that bra. Show us your breasts.”
Yes, this was what he needed. He needed her compliant. He needed her soft and sweet. His wife would never be really submissive. Some of the trios in Bliss played that way, but Laura needed her control. Still, his cock did a little dance as she obeyed Cam, her hands undoing the front clasp of her bra and those perfect breasts of hers spilling out.
Perfect and round and real, with tight brown and pink nipples. His mouth watered as he looked down at her tits. His hands came up and he palmed her, feeling the hard points of her nipples against his skin.
Her eyes closed and she sighed, her head rolling back to Cam’s chest.
And then there it was—a soft sound that came through the baby monitor. Sierra cried a little and the whole world stopped.
They all froze as though they could stop the horror that was occurring. Not a single sound was made, not a breath passed between the three of them.
Once second and then two. A third passed and then Laura looked up at him. “You need to fuck me now. She is going to wake up and I need an orgasm. Hurry, Rafe. Hurry.”
A quickie. Yeah, he could do a quickie. Anything to get inside her. It had been so long, so damn long. He was aching for it. He let go of all his worries, all his cares. Only one thing mattered—being with his wife.
He picked her up, her slight weight nothing against his strength. He swung her up into his arms, like he had on their wedding night, like he would when they were eighty and he could barely handle her. He would find a way to carry her around because she was his. Maybe it would take them both. Perhaps that was how they would manage it. It would be him and Cam, loving Laura forever.
“Quietly,” Cam said, a grin on his face. “If worse comes to worse, I’ll take the baby, but I expect you to pay me back.”
Always. A deep well of love for Cam welled up. He didn’t want to kiss Cam or make love to his nasty ass, but he loved him all the same, and despite what his mother believed, it was good and right and perfect. He always had backup. He never had to worry that Laura would be alone, that his daughter would be alone.
Family. His mother had been alone when his parents split up, and it had turned her into a bitter woman. Cam would kick his ass if he tried to leave. Cam would call him home.
He hurried through the door to their small room. They needed at least two more, and Laura was right. He had the money to do it, but he’d been hedging his bets. No more. This was their home. This was the best place to raise their baby. He would open up the wallet and get them what they needed, including a wraparound deck where they could sit and watch Sierra run around. And her brothers or sisters.
More. He wanted more, but it had nothing to do with more money or choices. He wanted more children, more family, more love. More responsibility.
He tossed her on the bed.
“Out of the clothes now.” Rafe wanted to see her, every inch of her.
She hustled, pushing at her slacks and shoving her shoes off her feet. They were cute little wedges, but he just wanted her naked. Her skin was shown off inch by inch, from the slight, feminine curve of her belly, to the swell of her hips, to her perfectly shaven pussy.
“Fuck. Spread your legs. I want a taste.” He hadn’t licked at her pussy in months. There had been too much to do. Despite the fact that Sierra hadn’t come from her womb, Laura was a mom now, a mother with an infant and she was so tired, but they needed this connection. Sierra needed them to have it. She needed her parents to be passionate about each other.
He tore his own clothes off. He couldn’t stand the thought of a single centimeter of cloth between them. He shoved his shirt aside, pulled off his pants, and shoved his boxers down, freeing his cock. He was pulsing with need, desperate to get inside.
“Come on, baby.” Cam had shed his clothes. He strode into the room completely naked and utterly confident. “He needs to get his tongue on you. We both do. It’s been far too long. We don’t know how much time we have so spread those gorgeous legs for your men.”
She laid back and very slowly brought her ankles apart, every centimeter a flirty seduction. She licked her lips, tempting him to play with her. “My legs are spread. I’m ready for you.”
Rafe dropped to his knees and shoved his face toward her pussy. He loved her smell and taste and the soft skin of her labia against his tongue. He dove deep, spreading her with his fingers and licking up every ounce of cream she had.
He parted her labia, sucking one and then the other side between his lips. So fucking sweet. The shells of her sex were petal soft and getting damp with arousal. It coated his mouth, filling him with her essence.
He let his eyes drift up, and Cam was busy at work. His mouth was at her breast, pulling and tugging on her nipples. His left hand was flicking her other nipple, keeping it on edge. Laura’s head was thrown back, her mouth open on a keening cry.
He played with her clit, pressing down on that little nubbin and dragging it in slow circles. He speared her with his tongue, fucking up inside her in long strokes. He covered her whole pussy with his mouth, just his thumb on her clit. He pressed down and felt her cunt start to shake, her hips shimming with the dawning orgasm.
She came all over his tongue, coating his mouth and filling him. Perfection. He spread her wide, getting every little drop he could.