Sick at heart, too numb almost to pull on her tee-shirt, she heard someone knocking on the back door, and hurriedly completed her task.
I'll get it,' she told Blake, too disturbed to turn and look at him.
The rich smell of their evening meal filled the warm kitchen as Sapphire hurried across it, her hair as uncombed and her face free of makeup, her lips no doubt still swollen from Blake's kisses. A flush of embarrassment stained her skin as she pulled open the door, and then came to an abrupt halt, stunned by the sight of the very last person she had expected to see standing there.
Alan,' she managed weakly, staring at him, thinking how out of place his dark business suit and obviously new sheepskin jacket looked-and how alien he seemed to her. She had only been away from London for a few days, but already it seemed like another life-time.
Your father told me you were here,' Alan frowned. I've been to make arrangements to get the car back. You really should have been more careful, Sapphire, and what are you doing here?' he demanded waspishly. I expected to find you with your father, instead he directed me here … or rather his housekeeper did. Not a very forthcoming woman, but then I suppose it's only to be expected from these country types. Aren't you going to let me in?' he asked her querulously. It's freezing out here, and what on earth are you wearing?' He surveyed her jean-clad figure with open disapproval. Sapphire, what's going on, I … '
Why don't you tell him, darling?'
Blake's voice from the other side of the kitchen made Sapphire wrench her head round in open-mouthed disbelief. Clad only in a towelling robe, Blake stood by the door, arms folded, hair tousled, the sight of his bare chest and long lean legs making Sapphire go weak at the knees, treacherous, reactionary sensations warming the pit of her stomach.
Sapphire, who is this?' Alan demanded.
Blake,' Blake offered, answering for her, and walking towards Alan, proferring his hand, Sapphire's husband.'
Husband!' Alan practically goggled, and watching him Sapphire knew that no matter how she might have chosen to deceive herself, when it came to it, she would never have married Alan. The emotions she felt for him were lukewarm nonentities when compared with the fierce, tumultuous feelings she had for Blake.
Yes, Sapphire and I have decided to give our marriage another try,' Blake told him calmly.
Marriage. You told me you were divorced,' Alan accused Sapphire. When did all this happen? Why didn't you say something when I rang?'
I wanted to tell you, Alan, but … '
I was hoping your father would put me up for the night. It's too late to drive back to London now, and there isn't a decent hotel in miles.'
You can stay here,' Blake offered, stunning Sapphire with his offer. There's plenty of room. If you bring in your case I'll take it upstairs for you-it will give you and Sapphire a chance to talk.'
Sapphire had expected Alan to refuse, but instead he walked out to his hired car and returned with an overnight case. When Blake took it upstairs Alan demanded, What's going on? When you left London you were going to marry me, now … '
I'm sorry, Alan, but I didn't want to tell you over the phone. I thought you'd ring again before coming up here, and everything's happened so quickly that … '
By everything I suppose you mean going to bed with your supposed "ex",' Alan interrupted crudely. He's obviously got something I don't have … Oh, come on Sapphire,' he added angrily when she tried to protest, it's written all over the pair of you. Well I'm beginning to think he's welcome to you. You aren't the woman I thought, that's obvious,' he added in disgust, and if it wasn't for necessity, there's no way I'd stay here tonight. My sister was right it seems. She warned me not to get too involved with you.'
Alan's sister was a domineering possessive woman whom Sapphire had never liked and she sighed faintly.
I've put your case in your room. The door on the right,' Blake announced, coming back into the kitchen. How long until we eat?' he asked Sapphire, I want to check on the mare and foal. Sapphire told you about her midwifery skills yet?' he asked Alan. She's practically delivered him all by herself. Messy business too-breech birth … '
Alan had gone green and Sapphire suppressed a momentary flash of irritation against him. Poor Alan, he couldn't help being so squeamish. If she didn't know better she would have thought that Blake was deliberately trying to show him in a bad light. She frowned suddenly, remembering which room Blake had given Alan. That was Blake's own room. Perhaps he had put Alan's case there because he knew the bed was freshly made up, and after all there were plenty of other rooms for him to sleep in.
We'll be eating in half an hour,' she told him. Alan, the bathroom's first on the left if you want to use it.'
CHAPTER SEVEN
IT WAS DEFINITELY one of the worst meals Sapphire had ever endured. Alan had lapsed into a sulky silence, punctuated by petulant little-boy responses to her questions, designed to reinforce her guilt, but what was even harder to cope with was the proprietorial, and very obviously male-in-possession, stance adopted by Blake, who remained sublimely indifferent to the killing looks she gave him, taking every opportunity he could to touch her, or to look at her with such blatant sexuality that if she hadn't known exactly why he was doing it, she would have been in serious danger of succumbing to them.
Afterwards both men accepted coffee, and the tense silence pervading the sitting room as they all sat drinking it made Sapphire heave a sigh of relief when Blake announced that he ought to go and do his final rounds.
We go to bed early in these parts,' he told Alan blandly.
Yes, I'm sure with the livestock and … '
Oh that isn't the only reason,' Blake interrupted softly, watching Sapphire.
I thought you told me you hated him,' Alan said stiffly the moment they were alone, and yet now, apparently you're reconciled.'
For a moment Sapphire was tempted to tell him the truth, as she had been planning to, but what was the point now? It was kinder in the long run to let Alan have the pride-saving cleansing of genuine anger to sustain him, and it would be selfish of her to tell him the truth now, knowing that she could never marry him.
I made a mistake,' she told him quietly.
But not as big a one as I made,' Alan told her through his teeth. I thought … oh what's the use? I might as well try and get what sleep I can. I'm leaving here in the morning. I'll have your office cleared out and your things sent on.'
Thank you.' How stilted and formal they were with one another. Sapphire sighed. She wished they could have remained friends, but sensed that Alan's sister would prevent that!
When she had finished clearing away from their meal Sapphire went upstairs herself. Blake was still outside, and a thin line of light showed under the door of the room he had given Alan, the bathroom door open.
After showering in the privacy of her own en suite bathroom Sapphire towelled herself dry, clicking her tongue impatiently as she realised she had left her nightdress on the bed. Thank heavens for central heating, she reflected self-indulgently, as she dropped her damp towel and walked through into the other room. The lamps on either side of the half tester bed threw a soft haze of peach light across the room, emphasising the subtle blues of the decor, her progress silent as she wriggled her toes luxuriously in the thick blue pile of the carpet.
She was just picking up her nightdress when she froze in disbelief as the handle of her bedroom door turned. Clutching the thin silk to herself she stared as the door opened inwards and Blake walked casually in.
Blake!' Her astonishment showed in her voice. What are you doing in here?'
I am your husband,' he reminded her tauntingly, or is the maidenly shock because you were expecting someone else-your lover, perhaps? Sorry to disappoint you, but unless he wants to share your bed with me as well as with you, he'll have to sleep alone tonight,' Blake told her crudely.
Sapphire was too stunned to be embarrassed about her nudity, anger heating her blood to boiling point as she stared at him. Alan would never … ' she began, only to be interrupted by Blake who drawled insultingly, Oh surely that can't be true, Sapphire? He must have wanted you once at least for you to be lovers, but not under my roof, and not while you're wearing my ring, and just to make sure he doesn't, I'll be sleeping in here with you tonight.'
You can't.' The protest was out before she could stop it, her eyes widening with shock. Blake, there are half-a-dozen bedrooms for you to choose from … '
But I've chosen this one,' he told her grimly, adding, Oh come on, Sapphire, I wasn't born yesterday, you really didn't think I was going to make it easy for you do you? You alone in one room, him virtually next door? When did you arrange for him to come here?'
He was across the room in four strides, gripping her upper arm with fingers that bit into the soft flesh, surprising a gasp of pain from her lips.